I Hate That I Need You

@ mitty xx felix

I sigh. "I guess you're right...but you know I don't like being snapped at." I say and although no one likes being snapped at, he of all people should know. But I place my hand in his anyways and use my other hand to use my fork to eat my salad.

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It took a lot for me to not pick her up and carry her back to my car and drive back home. "Your make up is fine. Besides I would have made a way to make you keep that promise." I smirk deviously at her.

@ Jay.B

"I'm sorry. I know you hate when I do that. I just don't ever know shit, babe." I say kissing her hand before letting it go so we can eat. I began eating my salad when her phone went off. She frowned.

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"Oh you think you could?" I say. "Plus, I know you are trying hard right now not to take me back home..." I lean up close to his ear. "But who says we have to go home to have that fun." I turn to walk away in a teasing matter.

@ mitty xx felix

I nod softly. "It's okay." I say then sigh when my phone rings. I didn't recognize the number so I just ignore the call. If it was someone I know they would leave voicemail or send me a text. "I don't know who is calling me. The phone number is local to here, but I don't know who it is." I say with a shrug.

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"You would enjoy that too much." I tell her before I catch up with her. "Keep teasing me and I will not hesitate to bend you over and fuck you from behind and have an audience watch." I threaten, nipping her earlobe before letting her go.

@ Jay.B

"Probably some wrong number." I shrug not thinking anything of it. I finished my salad and took a drink then watched her take her last few bites. I stretch back into my chair as the waitress came over to collect our dirty dishes. We thanked her and we just sat there for a few moments.

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I bite my lip, blushing bright red as I glance around to see if anybody notice. i heard him chuckle and I elbower him lightly in the stomach then headed for the sizzler.

@ mitty xx felix

I nodded, "Yeah probably so." I say and turn off my phone before putting it away. "What do you have planned for us next?" I ask him after the waitress took our empty dishes. I was sipping on my drink, finishing it up.

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I smirk seeing her turn red from blushing. I knew that would get her to stop teasing me. I laugh as I followed her to one of the rides after she elbowed me in the stomach. "You love me." I teased once I caught up with her.

@ Jay.B

"I think we should go get drawn." I say pointing to the artist then looked at her to see if she was up for it. "Then we can go see the monkeys." I smile as her lit up a little.

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"Yeah, yeah." I waved him as we waited in line to get on the ride. He wrapped his arms around me as we waited. I could hear him humming softly as we waited. I look up at him as he was watching the ride.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile and nodded. "I like that idea." I say and lean in to kiss him. "I'm ready whenever you are." I tell him

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I chuckle at her snarky response. While we waited in line to go on the ride, I hummed softly to myself, but then I smiled when I caught Aleyahclooking at me. I leaned down to kiss her, smiling as I felt her kiss me back

@ Jay.B

I paid for everything then grabbed her hand. We walked out of the building and started heading to the artist. I stopped and pulled her back into me. I cup her face and kissed her nose. "I love you so much." I kiss her deeply, holding her close.

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We heard someone ask if we were in line and pulled away, nodding. We climbed on the ride and I made sure I sat on the inside because my ass was not getting smashed. I was lighter then Chris. "You ready?" I giggled as the guy walks around to make sure everybody was locked in.

@ mitty xx felix

"I love you too, Ryan." I say in between our kiss. We then held each other close but looked at the artist so that he could draw us. The drawing didnt take long to complete, so when he handed the portrait to us, I couldn't help but smile. "I really like this. Thank you." I say to the artist and reached down in my purse to give him a tip, although Ryan already paid him.

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I chuckled, but nodded. "As ready I'll ever be." I joked and then the ride began. "Alright baby, here we go." I say as we reached the top of the hill of the ride, getting ready for the drop and the speed to pick up.

@ Jay.B

"We can hang this up in a frame or something babe?" I say looking at her. She didn't seem like herself though she was smiling. I pulled her to the side and we sat down. I grabbed her hand and looked at her. "Whats wrong?" I asked looking at her, wondering if she might suspect something of my wrong doing.

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I grabbed Chris' hand as the ride reaches the top then look over at him when he squeezes his eyes shut just has the ride drops to go speed downwards. I scream out from fun but also hitting my head on the back. "Fuck!" I laughed when the ride started to slow down.

@ mitty xx felix

I nod wanting to frame the picture, but then I sigh sadly, because whose place would the portrait be in. I look at Ryan when he asked me what was wrong. "Why havent you asked me to move in with you? We've been together for 4 years."

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"Shit" I say out of breath as the ride slows down to a stop, ending the ride. "I wasnt expecting the ride to do all that crazy shit." I chuckle softly but then got out of the car along with her. "Where next?"

@ Jay.B

I sigh heavily, shaking my head. "Babe, come on. We have talked about this. I think we should start fresh in a whole new place." I really want that because I don't want her living in the same place that I've been with Alyssa. She deserved better then that.

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I laugh softly and hug him. "Did little Chris get scared?" I teased him in a baby voice. I look up at him and gave him a pouty face. I loved teasing him about certain things. He felt him squeeze me a little.

@ mitty xx felix

I sigh, he keeps telling me that, but there hasn't been any effort making that happen. "Well why havent we started looking at apartments or houses?" I ask, trying to figure out what excuse he has now.

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I playfully roll my eyes. "No I was not scared." I say, poking her sides. I laugh softly when she gave me a pouty look. "You are so needy, but I love it." I tell her before leaning down to kiss her.

@ Jay.B

"Who says I haven't been looking? You don't know what I do when we aren't together." I said looking at her then looking away. I was totally lying again and I was treating her horribly. I knew upset her when she turned away from me. "I'm sorry baby."

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"I'm very needy of something." I smirk after we shared a kiss. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the cotton candy stand. "Lets get the candy that rots your teeth fast." I laugh and hooked my arm through his. "You seem to like my pouty face, don't you?"

@ mitty xx felix

I frown at him, I didn't like the way he talked to me. So I turn around, with my arms crossed against my chest. I shake my head when he tries to talk to me. "No Ryan. Don't talk to me." I say, pushing his arm off of me so I can walk away.

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I roll my eyes playfully but laugh softly. "Sure baby anything for you." I say as I lead her to get the cotton candy.

@ Jay.B

"Sabrina, come on..." I say grabbing her arm gently and tried to pull her back to me but she didn't move any. I sighed and rubbed my eyes. "Fine, I'm going to the bathroom." I walked away without another word and headed fornthe restrooms.

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"What do you want to do?" I asked him. I didn't want to decided what to do any the time anyways. I looked up at him, frowning. He didn't seem like he was enjoying it very much. "Do you want to go somewhere else?" I ask.

@ mitty xx felix

I sigh before walking off to a different direction. I decide to go back to visit the giraffes, knowing seeing them would make me happier. When I get there, I smile brightly seeing that I will be the only one there and because I saw the baby giraffe again.

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"I'll go where ever you want to go. This is all about you baby girl." Chris said and looked at her. "Why are you frowning?"

@ Jay.B

I used the bathroom then went to wash my hands. I sighed looking at myself in the mirror. I shook my head and walked out and went back to the spot I left her but she wasn't there. I looked around, spinning in my spot but I didn't see her. I pulled my phone out but it was shut off. I looked up then ran off to the only place I knew she would be at.

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"But are you having fun?" I asked looking up at him then shrugged and walked up to the stand before he said anything else. I ordered a thing of cotton candy and two bottle of waters. I paid for them and went back to Chris. I just ignored his stare and took some cotton candy off the stick. I offered him some.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile watching the giraffes, but my smile got bigger as the baby giraffe came up to me, letting me pet him. "Hi cutie" I say, then laugh when it licks my hand. I hear Ryan calling my name, but I ignore him, still mad at him.

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"I am having fun, babe. Again this date is all about you. I want to make you happy." I say, still trying to figure out why she seemed upset. "What's wrong? Do you not want to be here? Did I plan a bad date?"

@ Jay.B

"Sabrina!" I say but she ignored me. I walked up to her and watched her with the baby giraffe. I smile as I hear her laugh as the baby giraffe licks her hand. I stand there and just let her enjoy the quiet. I knew she was still pissed at me. I had to figure out something to make it up to her.

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"No, of course you didn't. I love everything about this, Chris. I just feel like you aren't enjoying it." I say as I take some cotton candy again off the stick. I look around then looked at him. "I know its suppose to be for me but I just want you to be enjoying it."