Seriously. I'm having this issue right now. I was so afraid to flush. But I did and ran away..___.I mean, if it fucked anything up, I'm sure they'd tell me. Or, like, yell at me. Whatever.I'm trying to act like I don't care, but secretly, I do. It's bothering me. I hope I didn't mess anything up. D:Anyways, I'm making chicken tenders, nomnom.Oh, and I started a new story. Check it out? Breakdown....

The same person keeps calling my phone over and over again. -__- I can barely understand what he's saying and I've told him three times that he has the wrong number. He just called me again and was like, "Who's this?"BRO, YOU CALLED MY PHONE.I hate to be rude, but I was like, "I've told you three times that this is the wrong number." UGH. It's so irritating.In other news, I've been updating my...

My news feed is boring. :c Some new people should add me and make it more interesting. Please?Oh, so something has crossed my mind. Why do people, girls specifically, think it's cute to dress like their grandmas? I don't understand. And they listen to this music that's just like... Ugh. Though I do understand that people have different tastes, I just... don't understand. It's almost confusing to...

Because Avenged Sevenfold is coming back to San Jose with a free concert for everyone.That's cool, right? But it gets even greater. For me, at least....HOLLYWOOD UN-FUCKING-DEAD ARE PLAYING WITH THEM.Seriously, I about shit my pants last night when I saw that on their Facebook.I've decided to make two signs. One that says "R.I.P. JIMMY." and the other will say, "HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD AIN'T NOTHING TO...

For some reason, I don't want very many "picture" tattoos, except for two. Which would be three red white and blue flowers on the front of my ankle for my grandpa, and I'm thinking about a set of angel wings for my cousin who committed suicide two years ago.But other than that, I just want words. I already have "We laughed until we cried." on my right shoulder blade. I'm thinking my next one will...

This is my own personal opinion, so no one needs to get butt-hurt about it.Anyway, so I listened to My Chemical Romance's newer album earlier, and I have no words. I couldn't believe that that was the same band I had listened to night and day when I was twelve and thirteen. I used to get made fun of for liking them. And now I'm just sitting here wondering, "What the fuck happened?"It's much more...

I've seen a few journals talking about Mibba families... That seems very odd to me for some reason. To each their own, I guess.At the moment, my step-dad is blaring music while laying on the living room floor. He's drunk, but that's not surprising.So, I posted a new story this week and I've been whoring it out in my last few journals. This one shall be no different.The Loss.Please read, comment,...

I'm bored. And cold. And kind of hungry.I updated The Loss yesterday. Let me just say that if you don't like Hollywood Undead or you haven't listened to them before, you should. And if you are a fan, read my story. It's my number one project right now so it will be updated quite frequently. Right now I'm in the process of writing the fourth and fifth chapter, so it should be updated again by...

New story: The Loss. Read it, comment, and subscriber. Pretty please? c: I only have one subsciber and no comments. Two chapters have already been posted and I'll probably be writing and third and the fourth tonight and posting them on Sunday.I aso updated my original story, First. today after taking a tiny break from it. Make me happy and leave some feedback.But speaking of Hollywood Undead, my...

If anyone cares.Well it's been awhile since I've posted a journal. I doubt anyone will comment on this, but it's fine.First of all, I've posted a few new stories. Check them out, if you want. I won't be offended if no one does.I dyed my hair black, which turned out to look absolutely ridiculous on me, so I used Color Oops and re-dyed it to a very reddish brown color.I'm still going to college. I...

And it feels like it was just a dream.From getting Craig, Robert, and Kevin’s autographs on my ticket stub, to the first thing Craig said when he walked on stage; “‘sup bitches?”When I sat down because I don’t like a whole lot of Bullet for my Valentine, and right as I do, they play the one song that I do know.Screaming along to “Broken” and “Fake it” by Seether.Singing my...

Hello, October. You bring wonderful things.I posted a new story. A fan-fic one-shot, to be specific. Please Remember Me.On the eleventh, I'll officially be eighteen and a half years old. That definitely makes me feel old. On the thirteenth, I'm seeing Avenged Sevenfold, Escape the Fate, Bullet for my Valentine, Seether, etc, IN CONCERT. Soo excited, there are no words.Last night was my brother's...

Please Remember Me.Featuring Brian Haner, Jr, A.K.A. Synyster Gates. Comments would be highly appreciated considering I have about twenty readers, three subscribers, and ONE comments. Don't be a silent reader.Oh, oh, oh!My VU shirt got here yesterday c: And the new phone I ordered was officially shipped like two days ago. Meaning it should be here by Monday.My step-dad wants me to watch a movie...

I had an abortion.It's been almost three weeks. Some days it gets easier, most days it's just plain hard. It's very safe to say that I regret my decision. I didn't have a job. I go to school every single day, even if only for an hour. I don't drive. I recently got kicked out of where my boyfriend and I were staying before, forcing me to move back home with my mother and step-father. I don't have...

Actually re-writing one. The first one that I'm most dedicated to is called 'First.', ironically. Awhile ago, I posted four chapters and didn't like the way it was going, so I deleted it and decided to start over, recently. This an original story of mine that I'm very proud of.My next one is a Zacky Baker fan-fiction called 'Ordinary.' Now this is something that kind of just popped into my head...

Preferably Avenged Sevenfold related or Escape The Fate. That's what I've been reading lately.Speaking of those band, I'm seeing both of them on October 13th. (: So beyond excited.Oh, but the reason I need to be distracted is because I'm currently bleaching my hair. It's dark brown underneath with blond highlights on top. I want it purple. So I'm attempting to bleach most of it lighter. However,...

Read my last journal, please. Everything will make more sense.I didn't know how to explain it, but... I'm sad. All the time. At random times, I'll just burst into tears. I eat way too much. I hate school, I'm tempted to drop out, except for the fact that my financial check has already been sent and that's my only source of income right now. I don't want to work, I just want someone to take care of...

I had an abortion yesterday morning. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. It hurt.The doctors had me waiting in the room for a long time, which gave me time to think. I was tired, due to the fact that I had been there since seven in the morning and because of the pain medicine the nurse's had given me. One song kept playing in my head; "Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel like you're less...

Yeah, no, not really. It's been a drama-filled week so far.-My phone got shut off & I have NO money to pay the bill right now.-I got kicked out of my dad's house, where my boyfriend & I have been staying for the past five months.-Since I got kicked out & had no where to go, I moved back in with my mother and step-father.-Got into a HUGE fight with my sister, who also lives with my dad,...

Logging on and seeing that none of the stories I'm subscribed to have been updated. As a matter of fact, it might actually be one of the most annoying things in the world, to me.And yes, I know, I'm not the best author either. I haven't updated my newest story in quite awhile. But in my defense, the only time I can write is when my sister's not around her computer which is when she's either at...