line that stuff up / Comments

What isn't stupid about it? Honestly. Damn. I'm not stooping down to your level right now, so be smart and rude to me, don't be surpise I'll bring it back by three.

Well, just don't kill yourself over that stuff.

Okkayy.
Do you want to stop?

no probleem :)

Yeah, it took me forever to be able to come to terms with the fact that I [i]needed[/i] to stop; I never wanted to and then once I was clean for a little while, I decided I was better off and wanted to stay clean.

I still miss doing drugs so much. I get drug dreams all the time and they totally suck; they make me wanna relapse so bad. People will never understand that addiction is a disease. It sucks.

Eight weeks clean and I still feel that way haha. It's so hard. People who aren't addicts don't understand it; they're like, "Oh well it's you fault. Just stop." No, fuck you! It's not that easy. When I was in rehab, one of the counselors was like, "It's not hard to get off drugs, it's hard to [i]stay[/i] off drugs." And that's exactly what it's like.

It's like a serious fucking disease. Fucks up your whole life and shit. Like I still miss drugs so much, and I find it amazing that I can actually function without them. I thought that was impossible haha.

Anyway, it does get easier. It just takes a serious amount of time and dedication. You have to [i]want[/i] to stop, you know?

Hey, so I read your journal from earlier about rehab. And I wanted to say madd props for doing it man. I went to rehab two years ago when I was fifteen for dope and pills. It's been so incredibly hard to stay clean, but after numerous relapses, I've been clean for eight weeks.

Anyway, if you ever need anyone to talk to about all this shit, I'm here. =]

Engaged is what i am, and i love him. he loves me. just hes kinda stupid when it comes to relationships.

hey whats upp?

fun drugs r the best

I would totally tell you if I remembered what it was?
run it by me again? I changed my profile... ):>

haha id do it for u

i did my snakebite sin studyhall of my soph year
i had no idea what i was doing hahaha
all u need is h2ocean mouthwash
a sewing needle thats 16 gauge
but the best needle is hollow 14 gauge and a lip ring or stud
the gauge of the needle

eeeeh. not really LOL not a big holiday person. but thanks :)

hahahahah naw u just cant smoke for the rest of that day

Yeah I get it. I love your profile by the way

okay then. :)
your welcome.

no problem it was nice i liked it

lol, btw, your profile is fucking epic. love your honesty

I said homeboy because that's what everyone calls him and he knows I hate it and meant for it to be sarcastic