No actually i like french. it's fun to speak especially when you're cussing someone out. XPit's always funny to speak it in front of my mom and she can't understand a word i'm saying. hahadude...i'm bored. school is boring and my phone just died so i can't watch youtube. this sucks and i just got it yesterday. watching youtube really kills the battery. from now i should probably remember to bring...

Are Gerard and Lyn-Z married or not? My brother and I just got into a fight with my brother over this and it's really stupid. I think they are and he says they're not because he's more "obsessed" with them than I am. Big whoop. I wanted to show him the pictures that I found and he won't come and look at them and he thinks that i'm arguing with him. He says that if Gerard were to get married it...

Does anyone really even know what they are? My brother was just telling us about them at the lunch table and he officially has me and Carr scared shitless! supposedly they're a bunch of guys that want to unite all of the world powers and stuff like that. and dj, my brother, told us that in the bible it says that the anti-Christ is going to do that! i found out that the upstairs room of the local...

Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence (DOS), a national youth movement bringing attention to the silnce faced by lesbian, gay, and bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silnce echoes that silnce, which is caused by anit-LGBT bullying, name-calling, and harassment. This year's DOS is held in memory of Lawrence King, a...

I was just told a few periods ago that my best friends dad died last night in a car crash...that's two fathers that she's lost now. Her real father died in a car crash when she was three and now she's lost her uncle zeke in yet another car crash...this hurts me because one she's my best friend and two i knew him pretty well. this is the third death for me in less than a month and five in less than...

I'm sure i'm not the only one who's seen it and i'm not the only one who's gotten mad about it. so i'm definitely going to say something about it.Mentally Retarded people cannot help the way they act and it's not right to make fun of them.the people in my school are so immature. they bark and yell and hiss at them and of course they're going to react to it in the way that they think is the right...

"The Diary Of Jane"If I had toI would put myself right beside youSo let me askWould you like that?Would you like that?And I don't mindIf you say this love is the last timeSo now I'll askDo you like that?Do you like that?No!Something's getting in the way.Something's just about to break.I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.So tell me how it should be.Try to find out what makes you...

I swear to god. I'm going to rant so prepare yourself.My brother is now suicidal. I'm worried about him and I don't know what to do! He doesn't want to talk, he doesn't want to do anything, he's quiet and I can't take it. He knows that he can come talk to me and he won't do it. I'm not mentioning Nathan or his break-up unless he does. He wouldn't give me a hug today. That hurt. If he kills himself...

I'm a pathetic person. say what you want but i'm going to wallow in self-pity for a moment ok? i couldn't give blood today because i was too upset. i couldn't calm down and now i feel terrible...i thought i was finally going to face my fears and i never knew why i was so scared until today. you know how sometimes your mind represses memories because they're too difficult to relive? well one of...

It's fucking retarded. People can't listen to their i-pods or mp3 players during lunch but they can fucking play guitar hero?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! That's fucking gay as hell man! It's soooo fucking stupid. It's not like we're taking a test or something. I just got my i-pod taken away and I got so pissed that I mouthed off to a teacher and fucking threatened her. This isn't me. I'm turning into...

(okay...)ANYWAY!!!I LOVE MY BROTHER SOOOOOOOOO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!WHY YOU MAY ASK?!Because for christmas he got me issues two and three of Gerard Fucking Way's comic book!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEE.I love love love love love love love love love love love love love my brother right now. He is THEE best!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSS! This is THEE best day of my life. I don't want to take them out of the plastic. I'm so...

Everything seems to be back to normal now. Well as normal as it can get without your best friend around anymore. We're all past the stage of putting RIP NATHAN on everything in sight and have taken it out of our MySpace screenames. Except my bro. He's smiling again which is a good thing. I'm happy to see him happy again. Khandis is back to normal too. And I'm glad for that. Now it's on to RIP...

Nathan's funeral yesterday was soooooo hard. The place was packed. Two rooms full, people standing and even more were still outside. I sat at the back with two of my friends Charlotte and Jessie and we kept looking for DJ. He didn't show up until the service started. He was one of the ones standing at the front near the pastor. After the service I met up with D outside and gave him the biggest hug...

My friend Nathan committed suicide the other day in his back woods. He shot himself and I didn't find out until this morning. People keep giving me hugs and telling me that it's going to be okay. Well it's not! He's gone and he's not coming back! I didn't know him really really well but I did know him well enough that he left a permanent impression in my memory. I'm worried about my big brother....