sigh. do you ever feel like your life is just falling apart?well obviously. so you know the feeling.my life has been falling apart pretty consistently for the past year. i got kicked out of school, lied about, lost my best friend, got her back, lost my boyfriend, lost my best friend again, got my boyfriend back, lost my boyfriend again, got my best friend back, met somebody who had become my...

well, this week is sucking pretty bad so far.except for the new avenged sevenfold song.somehow we still carry on.i did not know true love until i heard this song.i'm writing an original fic. it's a selfie but played up a bit so people actually read it. i have high hopes. through sin & self destruction shall be posted most likely by the end of the week. i'm working on chapter 12 at the moment....

rock allegiance was AMAZING. we got there right as they opened the gates and we ended up securing the general admission barricade right in the middle. the stupid vip section had a good twenty feet in between us and the actual stage...but it was probably one of the greatest concert experiences of my life. all of the bands were so good. and three days grace? i was crying during pretty much the...

i wonder why people think that deleting somebody from their social networking site/s will solve problems between the two. i'm not sure how many people that i can't stand are friends with me on facebook, follow me on twitter, etc. i'm not going to go far enough as to block them. i don't care if i hate somebody, if they think their nose needs to be in my personal business, that's fine with me. i'm...

you play these games baby, honestly?it's such a shame, you think you control mecontrol my life, everything aroundi've got my feet on solid ground.so, people still suck. they always will. but i've honestly stopped caring. it's a refreshing feeling.people come and go constantly. there was a time when you were the only thing i had, and i have to thank you for that, but when things went down, i...

dare me to jump off of this jersey bridgei bet you never had a friday night like thiskeep it up, keep it up, let's raise our handshello. it's been a while. but...i'm still alive.i'm still deciding if that's a good thing or a bad thing.i take a look up at the sky and i seered for the cancer, red for the wealthy,red for the drink that's mixed with suicideeverything redi'm a lot different. this...

Life sucks, man.Seriously. It's horrible. I don't even know why I fucking try anymore. It's pretty pointless.I think I've realized that I'm just meant to be alone. Every time I think I've got a friend, they go behind my back and fuck everything up. Or, they're there until they're happy and then they're gone. While I'm still here, torn apart and pretty much dying on the inside.You'll pierce my...