Home from a week at the hospital

They usually don't release patients in her condition to those under 18 but they made an exception cuz i have experience and they think im responsible I'm having to do the cooking,cleaning, making sure she's okay, taking care of everything, making sure she has her medicine etcShe never really cooked and our house was usually pretty gross but as long as I'm in charge it's gonna be better, and she's...
May 24th, 2012 at 12:26am

Bad start to the summer

My moms sick and has a very messed up broken leg She had surgery todayI'm going to have to take care of her for probably the whole summer won't get to do anything other than take care of her and Mr.Cary, but, I'm just glad she'll be okay, my summers usually end up some crap like thatI was so scaredGosh I'm so tired and I won't be able to sleep until Monday or so when my mom comes home and then...
May 18th, 2012 at 11:42pm

So much on my mind, CNA..?

I have so much on my mind Alot of people here at the rehab center want me to become a CNA and work hereMs.Kay says it would make Mr.Cary so proud of meMy mom says she doesn't think I could do it and says I would hate itI'm scared I won't/wouldent be able to do itI want Mr.Cary to be proud of me thoughHe and Ms.Kay were there for me when my Memaw died, in so many ways I was basically living with...
May 15th, 2012 at 10:30pm

update on my life

Its pretty bad right nowMy mom is pretty mentally disturbed and so am IShe also doesn't provide me with stuff I need and thats really hard to deal with and I deal with it in some unhealthy ways but, I get no help from herI don't understand itI know it would be hard taking care of a teen with as many issues as I have so, I guess she chooses just not to take care of meAtleast I know she loves me...
May 11th, 2012 at 01:54am

my weekend

Well I met this dude like at a gas station we said hi then like m n my friends were walking back to my house and his dads friend pulled us over cuz the guy wanted my number so I gave it to him and my mom n friends werent very happy with me specially cuz then on the phone he wanted me to meet him at this carnival thing which I couldn't do then after that ask me to be his girlfriend and called me...
April 23rd, 2012 at 12:36am

If youre looking for new songs..diverse list here gimme feedback

Fit for Rivals-DamageIcon for Hire-Get WellWe are the fallen-bury me alivePicture Me Broken-Dearest (I'm so sorry)Picture Me Broken-If I Never Wake AgainSaying Goodbye- Every AvenueHold On- Good CharlotteOne Dying Wish-Saetia On the Saetia ones the music not words part is really long skip to like 1:00 My First Failure-Worth LovingCinderellas Revenge-Razorblades are for shaving not for...
April 1st, 2012 at 07:40pm

PROM! and other things

Prom went really well!I got to see an old friend and I met a new one!I'm going to try to join a bunch of things soonI'm submitting a poem about how bad the Vietnam War was to a poetry contestI am doing alot better latelyI'm doing alot of stuff with friends in AprilAll of my pants are falling off for some reasonI'm probably babysitting next weekI'm going to get summer clothes soonHopefully our pool...
March 31st, 2012 at 10:20pm

my first prom /:

im very nervous for promim not a size 0 or 1 like most prom girls areim not very normal,im very different and they might be all normal yet high society people and i'm not at allI won't know anyone there not a single soul its a homeschoolers prom but they all probably all are friends from outings n stuff cuz this group is like a homeschooling group or something i think and i'll be the "weird new...
March 27th, 2012 at 02:30am

music i reccomend

these may not fit all music taste but here's some i reccomendDubstep in general I reccomend, no specifics sorryKnives and Pens by black veil bridesFollow Me Into The Dark- Death Cab for CutieGrapevine Fires-Death Cab for Cutie (i have no idea why but i love that song)Firework by Katy PerryReady Or Not Demo by Art vs PoetFer Sure by The Medic DroidUmbrellas and Elephants by Cinematic...
March 25th, 2012 at 05:32am

my whiny rant about my life

blehh im sorry but im gonna whine to youi end up having to work on all my off days and i love mr.cary and ms.kay alot so i cant say no when she needs help with him but i have to not to certain things like take pills to relax anymore because i cant be under the influence just in case she needs me and i have to cancel plans and not get to do fun things because i need to be nearby my house and...
March 18th, 2012 at 08:38pm

new hair, bands I love

http://vampirefreaks.com/playvideo/?v=221483thats a video of itit was over $200I sound bad in the video, been sickIt took 4 and a half hours to get donehere's some bands I love:Suicide SilenceEyes Set To KillBlack Veil BridesAlesanaStrawberry Alarm ClockThe BeatlesBlood On The DancefloorAsking AlexandriaPLUSDUBSTEP! in generalI love Reach, The World Outside, Darling and Heights by Eyes Set To...
March 14th, 2012 at 03:17am

more in nyc

today i went to a doctor here in nyc and was given stronger meds i was supposed to rest but i walked a whole freaking lot cuz my mom got tired of paying for subways about 2pm;shopped got some more stuff; we've seen the brooklyn bridge twice now;didnt go to the empire state building n arent going we decided its overrated but r going to radio city music hall tomorrow hopefully; saw mtv filming...
March 4th, 2012 at 12:55am

NYC so far

okayy i'll tell u bout nyc so far well ive been very sick most of the time but managed to talk my mom out of putting me in the hospital :),  I had the BEST cupcake EVER on my bday! the icing was made from real strawberries, the food here is mostly all good, the air is horribbly polluted, its super crowded here, you mostly ride subways and taxis to get around long distances otherwise you walk, its...
March 2nd, 2012 at 11:35pm

help with clothes

so today im giving away most of my clothes to friends at the boys and girls club and im supposed to get all new clothes, some i'll get in new york some i wont, i have to spend about $100 of it on mr.cary,ms.kay,katrina and brittany so i have a $1,100 budget i dont wanna spend over $30 per item and id love atleast $75 left over but i need ur guys help, suggestions on what to buy, links to clothes...
February 20th, 2012 at 09:18pm

video and other stuff

Hey what are you all up to?Today and yesterday I hung with Katrina, we watched movies, played sims, made brownies and other stuff!My mom and I went shopping today I got her some clothes for our upcoming trip and me a all you need is love t-shirt, kool-aid for temporary hair dyeing and these stellar multicolored shortsGUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSWHEREI'MGOINGFEBRUARY...
February 20th, 2012 at 05:57am

20 things

im gojmg to tell u 20 things about me, yoir gonna comment how many of these we have in commonk cool? k lets do it1.I love rock music2.Strawberries are my favorite fruit3. I'm generally innocent but make sexual jokes n such4. I love cupcakes5. I have posters in my room6. I wear alot of button up shirts, band tee's and jeans7. Purple is my favorite color8. I love carmel9. I'm a virgin10. Im wearing...
February 13th, 2012 at 06:37pm

Upcoming events

im goin to New York City Feb,29 till like March 4 or 5 i cant wait!my moms bday is next tuesday valentines day..shes asking for transmission fluid for her birthday..yeah shes a weirdo but imma buy it for her and maybe these things u put in the dryer to scent ur clothes or somethinghopefully in april im going to have a pool/movie party n invite brittany,katrina,friends from past schools, a girl i...
February 9th, 2012 at 09:45pm

Upcoming events

im goin to New York City Feb,29 till like March 4 or 5 i cant wait!my moms bday is next tuesday valentines day..shes asking for transmission fluid for her birthday..yeah shes a weirdo but imma buy it for her and maybe these things u put in the dryer to scent ur clothes or somethinghopefully in april im going to have a pool/movie party n invite brittany,katrina,friends from past schools, a girl i...
February 9th, 2012 at 09:44pm

Future Job Ideas

im making a list of future jobs i wouldent mind having comment what u kno about them n if u think id do well doing it please and thanks!:hair stylistworking at one of my favorite mall stores (hot topic,rue21,earthbound trading company etc)working at starbucks or a smoothie placeworking as the lady who gets ur info in the computer at the doctors officeworking at home (doing what?)doing makeup for...
February 8th, 2012 at 06:00pm

5 things....

copy the questions n put ur own answers in a journal5 sweet things i love to eat:gummy bearscupcakeschocolate covered strawberriesnutellaicecream5 things i love for dinner:steakshrimpricecorn on the cobmoms bbq burgers5 bands I love:Black Veil BridesNever Shout NeverStrawberry Alarm ClockAlesanaThe Beatles5 ice cream flavors I love:strawberrychocolatemint chipstarbucksdouble chocolate fudge...
February 2nd, 2012 at 07:27pm