Hey there. Yeah. I know, it's been a long time, guys.I noticed that a couple of people want me to finish up my pewdiepie fanfiction.Telling you right now, might take a while. Been out of the game for a bit.Did some chorus shit. Senior year, yenno. Busy as hell.BUT! I will try my best to write some more of the pewdiepieXStephano fanfic( maybe a yu gi oh fanfic with little yugi and seto caiba...

Just pissed about everything. Mom comes in my room crying about how she can't do anything and she feels like no one is helping her and I'm just looking at her with the ' you gotta be kidding me' look.I do jst about everything for that damn woman, and she comes in here crying at me. She doesn't need to worry about a thing. All she needs to worry about is Randy.I have decided I will do all of the...

I swear to god, I do the same freakin' thing everyday. I wake up at 8pm ( yes, 8pm. Don't judge me) I eat, watch pewdiepie or cryaotic monkey on youtube, then I go to sleep. What's gonna happen when school starts? I'm gonna be in the desk asleep the whole freakity frakin time thinking about pewdiepie and stephano or some kind of freakin' yaoi. Then when the teachers asks me to answer a question, I...

Well, today was kinda mellow. I didn't get up until like 4pm. Which is normal for me. I go back to school this week. On a Thursday. Whoever came up with the logic to go to school on a thursday is beyond me. Randy did good today. He's' still worn out. I don't blame him.I wrote little bit for the 2nd chapter for my Pewdiepie x Stephano Fanfiction. It'll probably be up after I write this blog. Talked...

Randy finally made it home. Almost midnight. He looks so different. He's lost so much weight. Mom told me it'll be about 6 months until he actually gets to feeling better and his scars are all gone. He showed me these scars nad he looked into my eyes and said, " I don't want this to happen to you. Please promise me you won't end up like me." I immediately hugged him. So many things have happend....

I got a call from my brother saying Randy will be home tomorrow if things go well. I can't believe I was asleep from that call. My heart is pounding. I don't think Randy will be the same after all of this. Momma told me that he's lost 60 pounds. Maybe even more!This is serioulsy going to change how I feel about my life. My whole outlook is going to change. This happend all of a sudden, and I don't...

Matthew, I'm sorry. I wish you could just forgive and forget, but I know that's never gonna happen until I'm dead and gone. Randy needs you right now. Stop with the hatred. I know when you were in the hospital the other day, you had to hold back your tears, but fom where I was standing, you wanted to hurt Randy. You wanted to hurt him badly. You probably said to yorself, " I don't need to hurt...