I feel like I'm on another ledge.Breaking away by Ratatat on replay.That's what I have to do: Break away.What am I breaking from? Suburbia?Isn't that a classic.All I want to do is inhale, all day, every day.I know you can't get addicted to weed, but that lightness, that release, that freedom, I could live for that.Not in a crackhead type of way, only in an admirable wayIt's such an intimate act...

If everyone thinks I'm so god damn independent, why do I second guess every single thing I do?I have some confidence, sure, but I'm not the type of person to live alone and not care what other people think..I'm so far off from that.Isn't it odd how people can interpret you so differently than how you interpret yourself?I can't be relationship material because I don't care enough for any one other...

Help me, for I am fallingThere is no depression to accompany me on my fallthere are no floating rabbits who are lateI am no Aliceand this is no WonderlandThough I am wondered and wonderingas I am withered and wokenI need a bridge, for my island is overflowing.My consumption is at a stand still, but my voyage is just begun.If I continue down this path, when do I reach the ocean?When do I step my...

I befriended a girl who was unexpected by the popular crowd she tried to followNo matter what my friends said about how weird she was, I kept her around so she had someoneNot to sound arrogant, but I'm the reason she became friends with all my friends2 of my close friends, well they aren't as close anymore, have become self proclaimed bad assesThey skip every day, if not every second, and go smoke...

faithI've been on such a low recently, from being sick and back in school.Waking up at 6 am just doesn't agree with me anymore.Today I went to Starbucks right after school to study for my math midterm. -_-I'm in advanced math, when I asked not to be, and it has no relevance to what I want to do in cegep. But I can't get out. And I got a 44% on my last test. It's just going to make me look bad when...

je peux sentir la pressionet il se trouve de plus en plus proche à moi.I can say I am finally living my own life.I'm doing things my way.Should be relieving, no?Then why am I sitting here rethinking my footsteps.I'm further and further from the ones I thought were my best friends.And yet I'm making bad decision after bad decision..comment peux je décider de ce qu'est droitquand vous persuadez...

La vie ne me reponds pas,jamais.Il ne m'admire plus.C'est dur.Mais on va vie quand meme,comme toujours.Life lately is like sitting in math class.You're trying to grasp a concept so you can answer an equation,but you just can't comprehend it.It just doesn't make sense.But life is actually on this large scale, a whole lot bigger than the black board.And it's not just numbers anymore, it's life.The...

If you read this, please read the bottom paragraph before judging me. This is not every day and I don't want to be perceived as a slut.so I need to post something about new years.It's detailed because I have to get it off my chest, because I can't really talk to my friends about it right now as we're .. distanced.So my close group of girl friends was trying to figure out how to do something...

So ... I'm supposed to go to Peru 2 days after my prom this year, and stay in an indigenous village for 3 weeks with a host family..main reasons being that I've always wanted to go to Kenya and help out, and I thought this was the closest experiance I would get.So pros are-the crazy learning experiance it will be.-it will give me a new perspective of life-I will have traveled to south americacons...

Three times is enough to know it's not for me.It's quite pathetic I even had to try, but I don't regret the first time.The second and third, maybe.It was a learning experience, no matter what you think.My ex best friend on the other hand,she just thinks it's great.She's rewritten her history to include weed in every single story and night of her life..Yeah right.Stop thinking you are so bad ass...

SOtonight I'm seeing Every time i die and the Bronx at Club Soda.as in I'm going to see heaven tonight.Last time I saw the two bands was at Warped tour.The Bronx singer came into the pit, stopped infront of me and no joke sung in my face.And ETIDs set was not the best that I've seen them, out of 8 times, I'm not surprised lolwhen I went to the booth to buy a shirt, Keith was not friendly at all...

So school's already back in full swing.I'm honestly drowning.. already.I'm in 536 math, and I got my first test back.. 58%. It's fine, most people failed. I know it's going to be harder this year. But it still sucks. However, I deserve it. I didn't really try too hard.Leadership. We raised over $70 000 already for cancer research, and the whole event was amazing. I even got to go on the radio to...

So the Terry Fox walk a thon is a big deal at my schoolI just spent 11 and a half hours at school, 7 hours on terry fox stuff.So the leadership class, that im a part of is in charge of it all.We have the record for greatest amount raised in Quebec, and we are very proud.So this year we raised to bar to $70 000Anyways, my friend is the event manager, and shes the type to freak out and stress out...

So all the graduates from my high school are invited on this humanitarian trip to Peru this year. The location changes every year. Last year it was Costa Rica, and before that it was Ecuador. It's usually around 15 kids that go. It's not a vacation. You take part in a humanitarian project. i.e. building a cement floor for a museum or building a playground.It's three weeks long. We stay with host...

This was something I submitted for school, but I find it pretty strong. I know it's long, but I'm sure you'll get something out of reading it. Just skim through it. FIGHT CANCER.My interpretation of an inspiring leader is one who can combine perseverance, dedication, and be selfless at the same time. If there could be one perfect example, it would be Terry Fox.Terry started off his life as a...

leadershipfrenchenglish536 mathworld historycanadian lawWhat have I gotten myself into?Im taking a bus at 7:17, but it should take me a half hour to get to schoolmy first class starts at 7:557:47?if that's when I get there.. ah. it better be. It's my first leadership class.Canadian law is going to be a joke.. it's ALL ginos. The teacher's hillarious. And I'm the highest level kid in there..World...

I checked out some old old blogs I wrote from a year ago, and I love my writing from then.I used to have so much more to write about, with all sorts of the whole bottled emotions junk.And I guess I matured a lot? I don't know if matured is the word though.I guess I changed.I let things go.Maybe that's a bad thing.I'm not sure, are you?I mean..maybe we should hold on to everything so tight it...

Lemon Meringue Tie is the best song there is right this second.So I got my school schedule, and it's pretty weird. For my options I asked for english world history, music & culture, Leadership, and Communications.I ended up with 3 of 4, music and culture has been replaced by Canadian Law.. >.<It just bothers me because Music and Culture was the one class that would help me out for the...

I've been waking up last, so that everyone is out of the house already.I've been getting home late, so that everyone is in bed already.I like it like this.To explain, I have three brothers and my two parents.My oldest brother already moved out with his girlfriend, and he was the loudest of the four children besides me. In the sense of having friends over, and going out. So before he moved out, he...

So I'm in this international program where in order to graduate, I have to do this project.Basically you do absolutely anything(Honestly, you could draw a circle, save the earth, or get pregnant)And then in the end you write this 1000 word essay on what it meant, how you did it, and all that joyous stuff.So I was supposed to start 5 months ago?But I just can't decide what to do.You're supposed to...