Halloween seems okay, it’s just I never actually got to go trick or treating. My dad never let me he said it was stupid and that the only candy I was going to get was his penis. Every Halloween my mother and I got beat even worse than the regular beatings. My dad would go to the store and buy candy for himself and eat it in front of me. We could be behind on bills, and the power could be turned...

I was 15 at the time, I used to date girls but stopped. Why? I was a monster to them I would hit them and call them names. I hated the monster I was I was horrible to them. My first girlfriend Ariel was beautiful long brown hair and beautiful Asian shaped eyes, pale white skin and amazing athletic body. I wanted her all to myself, I needed her. The first time I hit her was when we were watching TV...

Okay so I have a few thoughts I want to get out of my head.1. My mom’s boyfriend2. My boyfriend3. Me1. Okay so my life is a little better, I’ve made new friends and talk more to anyone who will listen. My mother broke up with her boyfriend!!! I’m happy but in a WTF type of mood, why you ask? They broke up BECAUSE HE THEY COULDN’T AGREE ON WHAT MOVIE TO GO SEE, REAL STEEL OR CONTAGION!! Of...

Okay I made some questions and answers about me. I’m bored so yeah…. If you want to ask me questions feel free!Question: Do I have any pets?Answer: NoQuestion: what TV shows do you watch?Answer: Teen Wolf, Being humanQuestion: What music do you listen to?Answer: anything that sounds good basically all musicQuestion: Whats your favorite thing to do?Answer: watch TV and listen to musicQuestion:...

I remember I time in my life when…..1. stress got the best of me and I lost control of who I was….James2. I would cut myself3. Hit myself4. Even do it in front of my family (I just wanted others to feel the pain I’ve felt)5. Years of abuseI guess being selfish never gets you anywhere in life….Cutting myself was a huge battle for me. Every single time I cut I just wanted to end my life. End...

In this Personal journal of mine I am pointing out flaws of me and my mother’s boyfriend and maybe my mom….. sorry if it’s too much cussing and mature stuff……….It’s just how I feel and it feels good to get this stuff out of my head!Mom I know I’m not perfect (NO ONE IS) my reasons for me are…….,1. I constantly feel like I’m criticizing you (I still love you!)2. My fashion of...

I love you; you here that sentence a lot don’t you? What if it came out of the mouth of a guy saying it to another guy? Would you call it taboo, would you call us fags? Would you bring pure hatred upon us?It seems like every single time gay boy couple go out people always criticize. ‘’O, look at those fags holding hands”, ‘’Omg Becky did you just see them two boys kiss each other?”,...

Chris I love you, Te amo(I love you in Spanish), You were there for me when I needed someone. You were there for me when my mother wasn’t, Te amo. You’re always there when I need someone to turn to, when I need someone to talk to, when I need someone to laugh with, Te amo. You matter to me even though you think your worthless I LOVE YOU. You’re not worthless. We’ve both been through hell...

I’m not trying to be mean or anything it’s just that my mom sits around the house like a lifeless blob. Yes I know what we’ve been through JUST TALK TO ME!! I am here for you, your only son I will jump in front of a bullet for you. Just tell me what’s wrong. You don’t have to tell me all of it maybe just 3 words I don’t care just talk to me. Make me feel welcome; make me feel like...

I was 15 at the time,My parents are fighting again and my dad is winning. He slaps my mom across the face and tells her that she is a worthless bitch. She does nothing but cry. I stand in the living room as this is going on. My dad comes for me next he punches me in my face and says “you worthless piece of shit! Why don’t you do go do something with your life faggot!” I run out of the room...