It doesn't matter what I do, somehow I always seem to remind myself of young master Bycott. Yesturday I found myself waiting as the first person outside of my chemistry door hoping he would be standing there. It becomes pathetic as I realize that, somewhere inside I still like him......Haha, yeah right. What happend, happend within the time period of three months. Right now, it's the end of the...

I said nothing stupid right? As it seems I was chasing after young master Bycott (Aka he-who-must-not-be-named) ,but now I'm offically done. I will always remember how this started but, it will no longer affect me. I'm so glad. My dark- side didn't have to come out, but trust me she was seeping out. It was like Naruto and the nine-tails. I've made a decision that any guy I don't wanna call by the...

When you dance in the street with the clouds at your feet that's amore. Whats crazy is that I haven't heard from John since the day I went to his house. Then there's he-who-must-not-be-named who hasn't talked or touched me since then. If all the world's a stage and we merely players then why does it seem like the play I'm in has ended. My few seconds on stage has disappeared, it's like I'm on an...

Probably the worse thing for me to do was embrace my sexy side. Really it gets me in trouble, so monday I'm super bored so I get on Facebook. I was really bored that I started adding people again. After awhile I figured it was stupid, but then I get a chat from this guy. John, to be exact, started chatting with me.John: thanks for the addMe: sureJohn: why did you add me anywayMe: mmm... no...

I dont really know, its like I just find him attractive and then (sigh) just makes me want him more...but it scares me how much I actually do. I'm sorta scared to see what happens but I wanna push this to the limit. I want to know how far I can go before I close my eyes and run far away. My heart is killing me, it's wanting more. My mind knows whats going on."Don't be stupid, child," it says...