I swear to this day that I will never regret falling in love with the first person I did. To this day, people do not know to the extent in which I love her. I don't have some sob story. I fell for my best friend. And people tell me all the time that it was just infatuation, it was never real, it was just a damn fantasy. What the fuck ever! I don't care. I didn't realize that I had asked for their...

Great. I haven't written one of these in a while. The last time was right after Storm left. That was a couple weeks ago. I am dating Alex. For those of you who don't know, he's a guy that I dated back in 7th grade and well to sum it up, this is our 4th time dating. But fuck anyone who says anything about it. I am so damn happy. The other night I literally sat down and thought about us for a minute...

Beware. Take Caution. This comes from inside the mind of a girl in the middle of a breakdown.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Fuck this world.... I don't give a fuck anymore. I wanna be out of here. I wanna have Storm again. I don't even know or care what is going on in school. I'm tuning everyone and everything...

Dear Lord, Grant Me The Serenity to change the things I can and accept the things I cannot...I can't deal with this. I am so fucking manic. I have been wearing her jacket since she gave it to me. I swear, I thought I would be okay. But I'm not. I am the exact opposite. I came into the classroom this morning smiling. Then I looked at her desk and I lost it. I didn't know that it would be this...

My life is a fucking soap opera. I feel like this shit should be taped and put on MTV. My best friend is crying right now and her boyfriend (?) is looking like he wants to do the same.My shit is the same as always. I over think shit. He deserves better than me. He could get better than me. He is probably going to break up with me at some point. I can just tell. I was never anyone's first choice to...

I don't know how I was convinced to do this but here goes....Okay, so Friday was legit the best day of my life. I swear. I know it sounds stupid but everything about it was perfect. I had to work on him, to break down his walls. Sometimes he makes me feel like he doesn't really like/love me or he doesn't really want to be with me. But when ever he kisses me, the look in his eyes tells me all I...

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