shouting at ghosts pt 3.

i still love you. it's been three years i should have moved past it moved on somehow but i can't. it hurts the same today as it did on the day you died. theres a hole where my heart used to be, before it was ripped from me, and it gets bigger everyday i ve to live on this wretched planet without you. you were my heart and soul, and now with you gone i feel so lost and alone. no one nows just what...
July 19th, 2008 at 09:07pm

falling apart!

i need help, i'm depressed. i keep crying at the drop of a hat. my whole world is burning to the ground right in front of me and theres nothing i can do to stop it. some one save me please!!!!!!!!??????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????i'm begging you!!!!!!!????????????!!!!!!!!!!????????get me out of this aweful hell that i'm in. i can't sleep i never eat anymore....
February 7th, 2008 at 08:44pm

help please!!!

does anyone possibly know anything about southern irish history?i'm looking for someone named Dimitri nicholas draconus. i know it sounds weird but a friend of mine told me i need to find out more about him if possible. he said the info i need is from around the year 1764. anyone who can help even if it's just telling me what the name means, would be greatly appriciated. thank you so so much.
July 17th, 2007 at 12:23pm

Moments (friends)

have you every had one of those moments in your life where you look back at all that was and want to cry because all of it is gone.i'm at one such crossroad in my life now. most of the best friends i will have ever had have either passed on , or moved on to bigger and better things. i mean their used to be a time in my life where i had so many people who i could count on to be there for me when...
June 12th, 2007 at 05:23am

my confession

to whom it may concern,you may not even know who you are honestly. but i do. and i want you to know that your all i can think about. day in and day out. your face, your laugh your smile, that mop top you call hair. its almost as if you were haunting me. this love i have for you has been a steady obsession that can't be stopped or helped. because if i was to be with you it would hurt far to many...
April 21st, 2007 at 11:53pm

shouting at ghost pt.2

hey kid happy birthday, so what is it now 17 i think, one more year and you would have been up here. i still can't belive that your gone i guess a huge part of me just doesn't want to belive its true. you were such a huge part of my life hell i still wish to god it'll be your voice i hear on the other end of the line everytime i answer the phone and its been almost 2 years. i love you so much we...
April 10th, 2007 at 04:20am

shouting at ghosts!!! rest in peace nicholas shawn chaffee

well nick my life is officially falling apart at the seams. my marraige is falling apart and honestly its because i really don't love him like i should. don't get me wrong hes a great guy but it's just not there. and now i went and brought a baby into this whole mess i love her to death but its just some things that i cant handle. i've been cutting again i kno you dont like that you never did,...
March 28th, 2007 at 07:57am