Belief is necessary, it's obvious. It gives oneself hope that they are not alone and they are,as they've been taught, being loved and watched over by the 'devine being' they love soo much. I am not a believer, faith strangled my hopes too many times, and i cut the strings of christianity and freed myself into the arms of the Athiests. With no belief, lies no hope, and it's true i've no hope that...

It hurts, all the time. The constant feeling of pain stabbing my chest. If people knew how i felt, if he knew what i was feeling... well they'd all bleed to death now wouldn't they?And pretty soon my chest may explode and drown everyone in pain and confusion.I've sacrificed everything to make him happy. He doesn't notice though and he doesn't care. Considering it's always about him, him, HIM! God...

I HATE THIS FEELING!I HATE ME!I HATE EVERYTHING!I HATE HER!I HATE THEM!I HATE THOSE PICTURES!I HATE THAT MOVIE!I HATE BEING A GHOST!I HATE MY MISSING SPACER!I HATE THE FACT THAT I JUST FORGOT WHAT TO WRITE!I HATE TELEPHONE CALLS!I HATE MY NAME!I HATE THE FACT THAT MY MOUTH WORDS SUCK!I HATE BEING DEPRIVED!I HATE BEING POSSESED!I HATE BEING ALONE IN MY ROOM!I HATE BEING BI AND NOT BEING ALOUD TO...

Many times I have planned my death. And so many times they’ve been beautiful. Legendary. They’re the kind of death’s that will linger in the public’s mind… But will be forgotten by the media, after just a few short, ignorant weeks. I want the kind of death where they’ll show pictures, my death will be beautiful and public, so people will most definitely have to see it! And since...

Tonight, as i sit here by the fireplace, smoking my foul tasting cigarette.... lolWow, another birthday come and gone... I had a rad cake though, t'was a black spider... My Aunty made it, and it was radalicious...I've realised that i don't fit in anywhere... I mean, i don't fit in with goths or emo's....i don't even fit in with weird people...i belong knowhere. And as much as that makes me feel...

"I like the comfort in knowing that women are the ONLY future in Rock 'N Roll" - Kurt Cobain.Come to think of it he was wise in a way. He saw it coming. And he was lucky, he got out while he could. And thats what makes him smart, like his music gives him skill and his art gives you an understanding. BLISS!I often think i need more pills, cause i more then often scare myself. My mum has warned me...

There was a time when this silence was choking mebut i guess ive found a way to make it loosen its gripand im happy, im actually HAPPY!AND ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING!!!!!!!!!and im at a point where i can smother my insecuritybut like all fights in the movies, the bad guy always gets up one last timefor one last punchbut ill beat it in the end.these past weeks have helped my discover what im going to do...

i do believe ill be fine for a few days,ive sat and ive spoken to Satan himself.hes not so scary.he told me not to worry, aslong as i keep it together ill be fine.he said he never wanted to see me in hellhe said im too good for that place.i disagree, i told him that i want nothing more then to be gone from this placei offered my life and my soul for eternitybut he said nohe said i have too much...

im ok, im fine, theres absolutaly NOTHING FRIKIN WRONG WITH ME! i can handle it myself. you cant fix me cause im not broken and DONT try to find a cause. im.o.k (please dont refer to the MCR song).i dont need you, i dont need you sympathy or your nosey-ness. i just simply dont need you! ive never needed anyone EVER! im strong i can take care of myself, i dont need to be dependant on ANYONE!and im...

To end this conversationI'll drown in the awkward silencethat falls from your tounge and catches meSweeps me off my feet like an angels flightless wingsI'll continue to drown.Gasping - choking on whats been saidI'm burning from the inside out.To end this confusion seems highly impossibleas i am choked by the chains that sever my neckAnd the heart i took so long to steal back iswrenched from my...

i was goin through all my books, you know looking for 'study' material. and i found this (its my speech) i got a zero cuz i didnt do it, its pretty crap anyway but it voices my opinion so im gonna put it on here -giggles....everyone leaves- aww -sad face-'Its better tod resist'Your all going to think im stupid or call me strange or whatever other smart remarks your going to make after i read this...

well, im really bored right now and i have this on my toilet door wall thingy so i thought i'd share it with you all lol dont eat me:*The Poopie List*GHOST POOPIE: The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet.CLEAN POOPIE:The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper.WET POOPIE: The kind where you wipe your...

It's not the first time its happened. He's done this before, when i was 10. Thats when it all started. I had no idea what was going on, i had no clue he was snatching my innocence clean from my hands. And he just laughed and slapped me again, he told me to never mention this or i'd wish i'd never been born, but the funny thing is i wish that now, and i've wished it for 5years now. i never saw him...

i just found these hidden away on my computer, there pretty funny:AIDS MaryA man met a beautiful woman in a singles bar one night and took her home. During the evening she told him that she had been raped a few years ago, but was overcoming her resentment and fear, and was finally able to enjoy sex again. The next morning he awoke to find her already gone, on the bathroom mirror she'd written a...