my life is being ripped out from under me.my surroundings are being torn away.i don't know what it is.but they've changed.no.she's changed.she's become selfish.bitchy and uncaring.all she wants is to go outhave everyone agree with herand have everything her way.when something goes wrongor doesn't happen the way she wants it toshe blames it on him.i blame the surgery.she's not who she used to...

i just finished watching The Last Kissit was AMAZING.i love Zack Braff.but i cried through the entire thing.i realize its not that sad of a movie.and i don't know if les harmones are acting up or what...but that movie made me realize that....i'm afraidactually, i'm scared out of my mind.scared that...no one will love me.that i'll be alone for the rest of my lifeit sounds like i'm just being...

I need a boy who:Is taller than meis bigger than meis attractiveis funnyis outgoing when i'm not [but not insane]is there to talk tocan calm me downlikes//loves lip ringslikes//loves tattoosloves my hair no matter what cut or colorcan stand my randome bursts of insanitywill dance in the rain with mewon't cheatwon't use melikes my shit loads of eyelinerdoesn't mind that i'm agnostictells me i'm...

cause all these thoughts go through my brain.everything. nothing. random. relevant. irrelevant. crazy. sane. weird. normal. love. hate. math. geography. friends. lovers. likes. dislikes. pen. pencil. paper. plastic. glass. apologies. obscenities. words. laughs. cancer. sleep. energy drinks. razors. safety pins. ducktape. fire. needles. blood. light. dark.all these things seem to have a different...