***land Diary

It all happened so fast...the shot, the heartache, the anger, the drive, the knife, his chest, his face, his lips, his eyes...

I now realize that this was my fault - not that it mattered much anymore. It was my fault that it had started like this...and ended. Now I wonder if I would have wanted it this way, or if I had taken the easier road of the two, not letting either of us be in this situation and state - physical and mental - we are in now. Leaning all of my body on my elbow, I look over at him, the one I love...to put it bluntly. You know how they say that all of our hearts are full of darkness, and its rare if one can see the glimpse of light in another persons? I believe I saw the light in his he-...

Screaming, I grabbed my chest with one hand and I gripped his hand tighter with the other. There isn't much time left now, I know. Now come a little closer, my loves, and I shall tell you of my nostalgic memories of what seems so long ago...