Favoritism

I have anti-favouritism from my step-dad. He turns anything in an argument between my mum and him onto me some way or another. Nothing wrong with his children though, just me.

I mean, I'm not his kid, but he could ya know, try to fill a fatherly role for me or something.

The middle kids in my family are. Especially my brother, since he's the only boy in the family. Which is not cool. And my older sister too. My oldest sister is .. the 'black sheep' of the family I guess.. and I'm just right next to her and I'm the baby too!

My brother gets everything he wants. Even though he doesn't deserve it, he does all these bad things, and they still can't look passed the title 'the only boy.'

And my older sister, she.. well I don't know. She listens, and does whatever my mom or dad asks her. I usually fight with them because nothing ever seems 'fair' to me. Because nothing is.. not with my parents.

Once my mother drove me to Barnes and Noble so I could get a book. I got it and she took one look at the cover and was like, "This is inappropriate."

But my little brother (who was quite young at the time) was spewing swear words at the top of his lungs because he smashed his foot into a wall and she honestly couldn't care less.

I mean really, is this:


Any more inappropriate than this:

coming out of the mouth of a kid not even ten?

Really?

Sadie - no it's totally not.
That's stupid!

My grandma and aunts are like that, it's like I can never do anything right, but my other cousin has a child and isn't married and always wastes her money on clothes is the perfect little angel. It's such crap, I always get yelled at for the dumbest things. Like once, I told my little cousin (the aforementioned child) to put the sharp knife down, and I got yelled at for "being mean" really, wtf?

My mum told me and my brother that she sort of leans towards my older sister the most. She actually told us that. My brother was all ''Yeah I know, it's cool'' but I was just like =O
Both my parents prefer my older sister. Maybe 'cause she was the first kid. She's also really social, fun, loud, extroverted, makes jokes and tries to make others happy... I'm like the opposite. I do a lot of stuff that pisses my mum and dad off, whereas my sister's all bright and shiny and you can just tell they prefer her.

It kinda sucks. =/ Also, I'm the youngest and I don't believe that I'm spoilt or anything like that. I think, actually, that I'm the least favoured of the three.

My younger siblings (brother&sister) and I haven't seen our biological father in years. But when we did see him, I was the favorite. Always. I was young and didn't know any better, so I soaked up the attention, because I was a daddy's girl.
Looking back, I feel like an idiot. He was so mean to them. Why the hell didn't I just open my eyes and see what he did? I could have protected them. But I didn't.

I hate that I was the favorite.

My oldest sibling will always be the favorite of my family, but that is because no matter how old he is he is still my mom's baby. But its okay because I am my step brother Terry's favorite out of all 8 of us, he is awesome.

My step dad and step mom can't even stand to look at me some times. I can never do anything wright because if I express myself its take the wrong way, and they then say 'we took a 6 year old child off the street and gave her eveerything from food and clothes to love and a home' or its heled over my head.

My dads fav is my little brother, he gets everything he wants and then bitches because its not EVERYTHING he wants. My moms fav is my little sister. She gets eveything she wants too. My brother and sister fight like fist fight and my mom and dad don't care any but if Ismack their mouth for cussing to talking back or spitting at some one I get grounded from my cell phone for a mounth.