I'm slowly losing what little faith and hope I have in humanity.All I see is people desperate to look like, or to be, celebrities. Or thirteen year old girls calling each other 'sluts' and 'slags' and boasting about how many guys they've slept with. Or teenage girls walking round in shorts that show their arse cheeks like they're a walking advertisement for prostitution or STDs. It's pathetic how...

Right, as I'm typing this I'm realising how utterly idiotic I am, but what the Hell.I've been thinking recently about how much I'd quite like to start a band.I sing a lot and I want to do something more with it and to show people what I've got, but every time someone suggests a band it goes nowhere. I mean, absolutely nowhere.I don't even know where to get started, to be honest. I'm hopeless.I...

I'm in love with him. And he's in love with me. After 10 months of 'just friends' and trying to move on with other people. And we're back to the same position as we've been twice before. We're in love, and I know that should be amazing. But we're both too scared to try again, incase we get hurt. Twice, we've been together. And it didn't work. Hell, I don't even know why. Of course neither of us...

So I have finally come to realise that relationships and trust are both complete and utter bullshit. The more you trust someone, the more you get hurt. Yet you still trust again. Isn't that just a vicious cycle? My trust has been broken so many times, it's stupid. I'm at the point where I just close myself off from people because I'm scared of getting hurt again. It shouldn't be like that. Sure,...

The worst feeling is when you realise the person you love has changed.I'm going through that right now, and I hate it.Me and him were the closest people you could ever meet.We still are, I guess. It's just different.Because he's changed, a lot. Not necessarily in a bad way. Yet I still don't know if I like it.He's so sweet to me. He treats me amazing, makes me feel so amazing.But he's different....

So it's been ages. I'm still not sleeping. It's driving me insane.I've been to the doctors, I've been given tablets, I've done everything I can possibly think of.I can't stand being so tired all the frigging time. It's making me constantly moody, I can't concentrate on anything, all I want to do is sleep and I am a whole different person.It's not even the occasional night where I'm getting a few...

I'm fed up of being back at school and I've been in there for 2 full days. Out of the 4 days we've been back. I'm up to my neck in revision and talk about exams. I'm already convinced I'm going to do bad, they're not helping me. It seems like every time I leave the classroom I forget every single thing I've just learnt. That won't go down well in my exams.I had the most fun I've ever had in the 2...

So I've never felt like this before. It's the strangest thing. He's so perfect. Jimmy Ward. I've never taken guys seriously, I'm way too young, but this is so different. Everytime I talk to him I get butterflies like no other. Thinking about him makes me smile. Just hearing his voice makes my day. I couldn't thing of anything else I'd rather do than spend time with him. His laugh, his smile, his...

Bring Me The Horizon were amazing. Best night of my life, I swear to God. August Burns Red + A Day To Remember were the best support acts I've ever seen tbh. We were about 2 metres away from Matt Nicholls and we was looking right at us. I thought I was gonna go into cardiac arrest I swear. Andd they had people getting up on stage during the last song, but I didn't get up. 'Cause I'm a spastic. I...

it's 29 days until i go and see bring me the horizon. i'm actually so excited i feel like screaming. imagine what i'll be like the day before the concert. they've gotta be one of my favourite bands at the moment, and yes i'll admit, oli sykes is gorgeous. that's not the reason i like them though. also, a day to remember and august burns red are supporting them. so that's 3 legendary bands in one...

Last night was immense. The most fun I've had in a loooongggg time. Jen and Beth - thank you. Seriously. You made my weekend. The Shining, aaahhh. That woman's face. "Ma, get off the damn roof!" Andd Beth, flinging the slug around. "It seemed like the right thing to do at the time." Had the best night, I thought I was gonna die from laughing. =D "So I stood up mid-piss and started going bleeehhh."...

Right. So I love Robert Pattinson as much as the next person, but it's getting on my last tit how people claim to love Twilight just because of him. Half the people who "like" Twilight probably couldn't even tell me what the plot's about. Sure, he's gorgeous, but it annoys me with all these poser teenage girls acting like dicks over him. It's getting on my nerves how all I hear is "Edward Cullen"...

OH MY FREAKIN' DAYS! I'm going to see Bring Me The Horizon with Jen & Beth. 23rd October in Manchester, I can't wait. I'm so excited, man! They're my favourite band on the planet. & maaaannnn. It's gonna be a riot. There's some posers going though.. like Oli and Alyn. They're only going to look cool with us lot, and they just look like complete dicks - haha. But still, I can't wait. It's...