It seems like no matter what i do or whatever happens in my life, im never completely happy.Just recently i started dating this guy, and hes really good to me but idk. Theres something always in the back of my mind telling me not to get too carried away, dont trust him completely yet and all this other crap.Im not sure if its anxiety or paranoia or something else but im just not sure how to deal...

Here's the thing, I have a friend, Brian, who I used to really like. But at the time he couldnt choose between me and his on again / off again girlfriend. For three months he said that he loved both of us equally and didnt know who he wanted to be with more. His "girlfriend", Jess, ended up crying to him and crap saying she loved him so much when all she does is complain. Plus she broke up with...

Ok, here it goes.Me and my boyfriend were at each others throats for a while because of a fight he was having with one of my friends.He decided yesterday that we should take a break and try to see other people for a small period of time.I was fine with that. Maybe it was just what I needed.But heres the problem, we're each others facebook friends.I saw a recent post that he had made while looking...

The title says a lot about this journal. I fell that now, like always, when things start to look up and seem kind of happy and joyous, i remember everything bad that has happened to me.Things are starting to affect my mood and im not as happy as i want to be. I dont want to do much of anything. One of my friends' thinks that im slipping into a depression and is very worried for me. I dont want to...

I thought id leave this decision up to the wonderful people of mibba.Though I can be very confident at times, im a very insecure person. My weight has been a problem my whole life and when I was younger it was even worse cause i was one of the tallest people and one of the heaviest.Dont get me wrong i do have those days where i look in the mirror and think " i look great today". But other days i...

Ive been in i guees a "funk" for the last couple of days. Just seeping in and out of depression. I have a really amazing friend who no matter what keeps trying to put a smile on my face. But for whatever reason it only lasts for a few hours. The other night i was up in my house alone (my brother was asleep). Me being alone is the worst possible thing. It gives me too much time to think about...

My great uncle died a few weeks ago. Its been hard on my whole family, especially me and my mom because we couldnt go to the funeral. We've been able to hold off crying for a little while. But now his birthday is coming up and the pain is slowly creeping back. Knowing that i cant wish him a happy birthday or even go to his grave and just have a moment to myself is killing me. I want to cry. His...

Welcome. I would first like to point out that if you're not a LGBT (lesbian,gay,bisexual, or transfestite) or a supporter of one of those groups, then this jouranl probally is not for you. I do not want to anger anyone with the message of this entry or have people leave rude comments. Just a warning. But moving on. The Day of Silence happens once a year. You can see the date during that year on...

Hey guys. So i was just sitting peacefully in my casa when i thought of something...nobody gives a crap anymore. Not even about the smallest things. Sure i understand why no one cares who likes them or what others think about the clothes they wear of the music they listen to, but seriously, too many people in this world are wraped up so much in their own little cacoons to really care about whats...