If anyone read my previous blog entry then you probably know what my week has been like. If you haven't read it, which is more than likely, I will give a quick recap. One of my best friends lost his parents within a week and between trying to help him hold everything together, attending wakes and funerals and working 40 hours every week, I feel like my head is going to implode or I'm going to pass...

One of my best friends lost his mother about five days ago. She was older and sickly, with a lot of mental and physical health problems. A few days later, the same friend goes to wake up his father only to find that his dad was gone. He too was sick and had a lot of health issues, but it just blew my mind how they both died within days of each other. I went to the double wake last night and today...

Alright, so about a year ago when I was working on my story Rosie, which has to do with Avenged Sevenfold, I felt like there was a lot of great fan fiction on here. Now that I'm back and writing about them again, I get bored sometimes and look around for new content to read. I hate to say it, but there really isn't too much anymore. I don't wish to offend anyone when I say that, it's just a matter...

I woke up today with the worst migraine I've ever experienced in my entire life and feeling like I was going to start dryheaving over the toilet. It hurt to even move my eyes! WHERE THE HELL DID THIS COME FROM?I ended up having to call out of work today, which really sucks since I'm a floor supervisor and now someone's going to have to cover for me. I'm trying to find a nearby walk-in clinic...

I can't seem to stay away from Mibba. Every few months I like to check up on it, glance at my stories, read a few of my subscriptions, kind of like checking up on a child except that, if I actually had a child, I wouldn't leave it alone for months at a time.I recently started up a new Avenged Sevenfold fic, with the help and confidence of my beautiful and amazing best friend Pansy, and I couldn't...

So I'm feeling incredibly proud of myself for working as hard as I have on my story Brontide, and even though the story doesn't get much feedback I still try to write every day. Whenever I do get feedback, it's like a million tiny babies are having a party inside of my heart, because you're all too nice and I'm not deserving of your kindness. I love reading Harry Potter fan fics, and I've read...

So it's been awhile since I really posted anything about my personal life, and the last thing I can remember blogging about was the problems I was having with my ex, which was about a year ago. It's safe to say I no longer talk to him at all; he's been cut out of my life for good and I can say that it's only benefited me. I haven't been this happy in a long time. I no long have to worry about what...

...then perhaps you'd be interested in the story I'm working on?It's a rewrite of my old Fred and George story called People Like Them Are An Endangered Species. I like the plot of the original story, for the most part, but I wrote it about three years ago. Since then I feel my writing has improved, so I changed some things and made it better. I have about six chapter written up, and I don't want...

Day Seventeen: Favorite The Rev PictureOh no, where do I even begin with this one? I have come across numerous pictures of Jimmy that I absolutely adore...this is going to be pretty difficult.I actually just discovered this picture on google images and I don't think I've ever seen it before, but wow he looks great here. He looks incredibly huggable.I FUCKING LOVE THIS PICTURE SO MUCH.He looks so...

I really want to write it but between work and, well, life, I haven't had the time or motivation to work on it. I'm a little stuck and I'm not sure where to go from the point I'm currently at. My laptop has been especially shitty lately so I'm thinking of transferring all my story information onto the desktop I recently got. Maybe sitting down at an actually desk instead of laying on a bed trying...

Day Sixteen: Favorite Johnny Christ PictureJohnny is adorable and it's safe to say I've across many a picture of him that I thoroughly adore. He's had so many different hairstyles that I honestly lost track of what he had and when. Nonetheless, I will show you what my three favorite pictures of Johnny are.Whenever I try to come up with my favorite pictures of him off the top of my head, this...

Day Fifteen: Favorite Zacky Vengeance PictureOh boy...this is gonna be hard because, let's face it, Zacky is one beautiful human being so it might take me awhile to narrow it down to my three favorite pictures of him. I'll try my best...*inhuman noise* Jesus fuck I can't even tell you how many times I've looked at this picture and thought ''wow that is one beautiful human being''. He is just too...

Day Fourteen: Favorite Synyster Gates PictureAh, Mister Gates. I have seen many a picture of him that makes me seriously want to jump his bones. I'll try my best, however, to keep this short and sweet with three of my favorites.LOOK AT HIS FACE. It's beautiful and silly and he's just like ''bitch please'' and wow it's just everything I love about that man. And I just realized, I think he's wearing...

Day Thirteen: Favorite M Shadows PictureWelp. I thought about this one and decided that I'd limit myself to three pictures of each band member, because there is NO WAY I can only choose one. That's literally not possible.Anyway, here are a few of my favorite pictures of the esteemed front man of this eclectic group.I love this picture of Matt, he's all wrapped in 'Murica. Goddamn he has really...

Day Twelve: Favorite Music VideoOh no. UH. I CAN'T CHOOSE. I think it's a legitimate tie between Nightmare, Seize the Day and A Little Piece of Heaven. I guess I'll go into the reasoning behind each.Nightmare: The entire music video is so eerie and fast paced. The two girls playing around in the blood was a cool horror movie sort of touch and the entire time Matt was being rolled around the mental...

Day Eleven: Something You Love About The Rev*clears throat*I cannot think of a single thing I don't love about James Owen Sullivan. He was hilarious as fuck, handsome, a person who cared about his family and friends more than anything, and last but not least, he was SO. FUCKING. TALENTED. He was, and still remains, my favorite member of the band, even in death. I was so completely and utterly...

Day Ten: Something You Love About Johnny ChristJONATHAN SEWARD!Oh how I love that garden gnome. Johnny is a badass little bassist and no one will make me believe otherwise. His hair is the most awesome hair out of all the awesome hairs. He plays the shit out of the bass (I love the bass solo in Blinded in Chains) and I just wanna hug and make fun of him. Apparently drunk Johnny is the greatest...

I need some fucking motivation to write my story, I literally have no attention span right now and it's KILLING MEEEEE.DAMN YOU TUMBLR. SOMEONE NEEDS TO TURN YOU OFF.Anyway, if someone could maybe give me a pep talk or tell me something that'll get me off my ass and onto Microsoft Word that'd be great. I haven't updated in two weeks and I fear I might never get this next chapter out and it'll turn...

Day Nine: Something You Love About Zacky VengeanceOh God Zacky...where do I even begin?He is one hell of a fucking talented guitarist and he and Syn make an unstoppable duo. I wish he'd get to show off his talent a little more on stage but he's still fucking kickass. Zacky is so silly and does random funny things (btw in the Q&A session they did Zacky had me rolling with laughter) and I just...

Day Eight: Something You Love About Synyster GatesBrian Elwin Haner Jr is the fucking man. He is legitimately one of the greatest guitarists I've ever come across and has such a creative mind. Some of the riffs he and Zacky come up with are so cool, catchy and complex that I can't help but have them in my head all day. He is extremely talented and I hope he never stops making music. He's...