What the fuck did I do to deserve this? Yeah I was short and snappy with him and I’m sorry for that. He needs to man up and take life seriously. He’s an adult now. He needs to graduate high school and get a job…his parents are not going to support him forever. He needs to more respectful with his mom’s money, seriously. I’m really pissed right now. He thinks that everything is just...

So life right now is pretty awesome, but it has it's bad moments. I have an amazing and considerate boyfriend. He doesn't pressure me to do anything I don't want to like the other guys I have gone out with in the past. I have an amazing friend who is going to pierce my belly button when I can get the ring!! XD I'm really excited about that..if you hadn't noticed. School is amazing I really don't...

I haven't been on for so long and that's because I've been in the mental hospital for about 2 months. I'm going to PRTF which is Residential Treatment care. I'm excited but not. I know I need it, but another part of me is like you'll have to drag me kicking and screaming there. I'm so anxious and the dr took me off my anxiety med so it's so much worst. I'm going to Boystown IRTC which is downtown....

Well he got 10-15 years in prison. It makes me happy, but guilty still that I put my first love (I know it sounds sick but I loved him) in prison. He can go rot in hell for all I care though. Mixed emotions alert.The way I feel about shit is messed up, I know. I wish it were different. I wish I could say that it was the most horrible experience ever, but at times it wasn’t. Sometimes he could be...

Sometimes I wish I were dead. I feel so lonely. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Drop out? Go to the alternative school? I just don’t know. I don’t want to catch up that’s my freaking problem. I don’t want to put forth the effort because right now I am tired. I am so tired. I want to drop out after my birthday and get a job. Any job.Maybe God doesn’t want me in school. He’s put...

First I’m raped by a 27 year old and now I’m at a Boy’s Town shelter. This sucks. At least I have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. I’m just tired. Mentally and physically. I’ve been in the hospital for 3 weeks because I’ve been suicidal and now I have to get caught up… It seems like the only option right now is to go to an alternative school or drop out of high school all...

I really want him but I can't because he's 22 and I'm 15, my family wouldn't approve, and his wouldn't either. I've been told by my family that he's a creeper. I don't see how he could be. I just stated that I had a huge crush on him...I didn't say I'd actually go after him..I love his hair and his fluffiness, his cute teddy bear face and body. He was my old baby sitters brother. I've had a crush...

Why is it that every time I look at them I feel jealous? Is it because I want somebody and I’m just jealous of the fact that she has someone? Is it because I want him?It feels like whenever I hang out with them they are going at it. Why? I understand that they love sex. I get it because I do too. But why can’t they have any decency to go somewhere private? Why are they like this in front of...

People say that you’re playing with me again… I don’t believe them… Maybe because I don’t want to believe them. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am scared if I'm being played with. I am scared that I am being played with.. I'm scared of losing everyone. Sometimes … most of the time I ask myself , “What’s the point of living when you just get hurt in the end? What’s the point...

How do I tell people that I'm not okay when I don't know what's wrong . . I don't understand why I'm feeling like this tonight . . Maybe because my uncle is passing away and it's affecting me more than I thought it is . . But that doesn't seem like it's affecting me this much . . . Do I have to have a reason why I'm feeling like this? There is no underlying meaning to me feeling down and depressed...

I am very nervous for Saturday . . . What will he think of me? What will I think of him? Will he think I'm pretty? Will I think he's handsome? I've never met him before but he is the only person who I can tell anything and everything to. I feel like I've known him for years. I never thought that I would be the girl trying to decide what to wear on a date. But I am . . . I am really excited to go...

Well, here I sit in the girl’s bathroom at school wanting so badly to just rest. Rest forever. I’m tired – so very tired. I’m tired of feeling depressed and anxious all the time. Wanting so badly to take something, something sharp and slide it across my skin. To feel something other than this emotional pain and tiredness. To watch as the blood slowly trails and drips down my arm. To just...