Well this weekend was the best I have had in a few weeks now. I went over to my cusin's house Friday because my Grandmother came back down state. We were up till about seven in the morning playing my cusin's xbox. Some of the games where fairly easy to play, like I kicked totall butt in MW3 and Halo ODST, 3 and Reach. I think we also played Ghost Recon and COD Black Ops but I can't remeber I only...

Well it has started once again. I lost sleep over the poor conversation me and my ex had that night. I haven't talked to Guy#1 about what happened in our relationship till yesterday night but that was only because I talked to my best firend about it during our 6th period. All the things I wanted to tell him I couldn't bring myself to do it because I thought it would make me lok pathetic. But aside...

Well let's see the guy that I love is on vacation and I can't stop thinking about him. I wonder if anyone really reades my blogs? Well it doesn't matter I like typing them and find it to be very fufilling. On top of that my very close firend set my up with this really nice guy and I'm not sure what to do. I don't really like him like him, but I enjoy his company. But he is so much different than...

Well everyone I am back and yes I feel much better.Me and my... boyfriend had a(n) issue and now it's all over.Me and him are still a thing but as other's said it got betterbut I still think that I have some healing to doI'm not quite ready to forgive all those who did me wrong...But I want to know will I ever be able to? Is that a decision that anyone comes to the conclustion of?Oh well in time...

well today could've gone better.....but the one thing i need right now is the man of my dreamsi miss his voicehis laughhim sayin my name*sigh*i never thought i would want someone as much as i want himit's weird....well not really but the distance is insanebut the one thing tht pissed me off the most today was the fact that i was helpin somone who was hurt and he turned out to be someone completly...

lol well let us begin this overdue journal on a high note because I am currently going through a whole bunch of crap over who I might be turning into. ppl. have said I lied about stuff that makes me feel better about myself. some might say that I am deceitful but you know what it is not!!I am in high school so I can experiment with everything and anything i want. I love spreading my arms wide and...

*sigh* I am being shipped back off to my shrink becasue my mom can't handle me anymore.today it rained and i feel as good as the Earth does.Fresh and renewed.I have someone to love me even thouht it's a long distance thing we still love each other.some of my close friends think he is out to get me, to hrut me.Idon't think so but then agai that's just me...I know what I feel and I know how he...

wow it's been a long time since i last wrote to you guys.well recently i gave up on Steven...me and Anthony are talking again.i realized what i really want, and i,m going to get itlol i love u all for listening to my rentaing and raving.u all wake me feel like i am loved.I was in my own world everyone guarding me, but one mistake and all of that was gone.thank u, give me a feed back i love to hear...

it's 7:42 am and i am past the valley of bored into wherever.but in order to try to amuse myself i running song after song through my head.then at the inconvenience of everyone around me i try to sing the words without the song music.I've find a John Mayer song to sing too!!!!!!>_<"say what you need to say">o<XDi love life and all the music that comes with.i am one of those people who...

I want to thank everyone who has helped get started on the right path. I also want to say that i feel very loved because most of you wrote me back on my entries.It just makes me feel so loved.Well, I had a great Thanksgiving and I hoped everyone did too and now we will resume our everyday school life for the next month untill Christmas break.(Mine is two weeks long but i want to hear what your...

My hair is out!!It was in braids for about a month, then Saturday my family and I spent all day taking my hair out (the extentions).Then Sunday afternoon my mom permed it (used chemicals to straighten my new grown hair).Then i had to rap it (to keep the moisture in my hair over night).Then this morning i had my mom flat iorned it and curled it under.As i walked to school i turned heads, and was...

It's raining out and i'm loving!!!XDMy boyfriend was here yesterday and i was so happy!We where going to meet at the media center but his mom called and told him he had to go eat.oh well i just don't want him to get sick again....all in all yesterday was pertty good. :)this morining i was working on a picture of Gir when my alarm went off i quickly shoved all my work into my bag, dashed out of the...

well my boyfriend was out monday and tuesday but here 2day (he was sick over the weekend)so i called him yesterday to find out that he was not dead( he told one of my friends that no one would care if he died so i got very upset)we hugged 4 a long time before he left and he wouldn't kiss me so i don't get sick(how cute is thatXD)well i told him that i would call him laterbut i have srtong feeling...

hi well we all know im new to this (hopefuly).well i don't exactly know wut i should do as a journal entry.do i just type about wut is currently going on or not ????someone plz help me??XDi can't stand not knowing!!!!!it drives me insane!!!XPAnd who do you think you areRunning 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your...