this is a journal for someone so close to me, she actually has a mibba aswell so i hope shes sees this. It doesn't matter if your distant, i mean i am most days. Its not you these past days i've been so lost finding out everyone is against me but not you, you are my best friend but these days have been harsh on me i know im not easy but don't change i love the person you are, you're my cousin but...

heeey'last Saturday my boyfriend cheated on me, we had a huge fight i got angry like usual, but the thing was he caused me so much pain but i stayed with him. I don't know why either. I have trust issues, and i trusted him but now im not sure i'll ever be able to. Before he cheated we would always say we loved eachother, but now he says iloveyou and all i can say is ilikeyoualot.Everyone is...

Have you got someone who has always looking out for you and doing what they want and think you need?well' i have, many.:lit seems to be all the males in my family. In fact one of the reasons im actually bisexual is because the males in my life seem to really piss me off and hurt me. I'm so sure that if it wasn't for my boyfriend now, I'd be a lesbian. I guess i loves him muchly and don't know why...

I'm going to start writing these things for this i truly support or think about(:To start with, this one is about everyone who thinks their 'Unpretty' or ugly or any other word attacking yourself for being you.I'm not going to lie i hate myself, but I'm me.The thing about me is that i change myself to make myself 'perfect' for everyone else and try to fit my own idea of 'perfect'I don't like the...

You am i even writing this? I guess, this way I'm sure my words are out there. Darling i love you. I know, I know you don't want me anymore. But baby your my world, without you i just can't seem to breathe right.What happened to us baby? oh yes he did, he ruined everything.Girl i love you i wish you could she no matter how much he ever loves me i don't care. baby i need you, please speak to me,...

You make me smile, you must be magic. I think i've fallen for you, silly me i never planned too. You're that part of my day that places a smile on my face, you make me laugh, you make me happy to be me. Until i noticed you've got to be lying, but those lies are so beautiful, addicted to your words i need them. you call me beautiful you must be blind. you said i love you to me, i can tell you...

Dear father,i know you can't read this and probably don't know it even exists,but i had to write about everything. i love you i care for you but you know the right way to hurt me. everybody makes mistakes it how we learn. As the youngest in our family everyone else has done something bad, you put so much pressure on me because I'm the last chance to turn out perfect. The thing about me is the more...

I'm on my phone so i don't think this will be a long one but i needed to write about it... i think the title explains slightly but basically i almost dumped my boyfriend who is now my ex for my friend because she liked him i wrote a poem about it (you should be holding her (ithink)) any way i proved i care for her feelings by doing that and she has proved to me many times, recently i have fancied...

sitting here and telling you my life is perfect would be so easy but to tell the truth i know shit happens but i've seemed to have had lots of peoples amount of shittoday i felt like so many others that i was unimportant in this world i thought im allready dead inside why to make it true but it sucks to be me but so many people that i love i would be making them feel my pain for me i could never...