I am now a senior in high school. I'm 18, my boyfriend, Justin, is the greatest and sweetest thing alive and I'm moving in with him in about 8 months (in end of July of 2016). We've been together for about 2 years now, even though we use the day we first started talking as our anniversary (April 15, 2011) so its almost 5 years now... *Sigh*But the reason why I came on here today is because while I...

I don't know where else to write, but I needed somewhere to just get things out... and decided I haven't been on here in a while..I moved to Oklahoma.. I dumped my boyfriend of 2 years... I'm now talking to my friend Justin again (oh, what do I mean by again? I never stopped) but I'm thinking of moving to Illinois to be with him because he is the love of my life... I haven't cut in over 8 months,...

Lets start from the begining.I have to share a room with a 7 year old, and she is annoying. She always tries to take advantage of me, and "act older" than she really is. She was being SUPER annoying last night and she was in my face. so i push her away. but i guess i dont know my own strength cause i knocked the air out of her, and she couldnt breathe for a bit. Of course i started to panic and...

so i dont know what happened, but my boyfriend has been ignoring me for the past week or so, im having second thoughts about life, and i just realized and half my heart is on the other side of the country, and he already gave it back, but i wont accept it. then the other half is to with my new boyfriend that ignores me and he wont allow me to take it back when i want it. i just had a relapse.....

I hate that you go around making assumptions about people just cause the way they act/dress, or that they talk a certain way. Dont fuckin say that i cut myself, just cause i wear long sleeves in the winter. EVERYBODY wears sleeves in the winter. And dont go around telling people that either, its NOT your secret to tell, and definatly dont tell it if you dont know the whole story behind the reason...

so today at school, some of the "cool kids" saw my scars. They decided to have a bit of fun. So here they come, walking up and grab my arm with all the scars on it and dig their nails in them. I wince and say oww(cause that really hurts). They say 'oh sorry, did that hurt? maybe it would hurt less if your werent such a attention whore!' then i say 'im not an an attention whore, if you call anyone...

okay. i am mad right now. because of a few people that are saying im a poser. okay just because i put pictures of alex evans up, dosent mean im posing as him. i AM NOT stupid enough to do that. and if you see stuff that might seem lyk im backing up that it is me. obiousliy you dont know me verry well. i have a scence of humor, and im joking. okay. and to all those people that have commented on my...

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im thinkin im gonna start to write weekly in my journal entries. so yeaa :) if one dosent come up, then i made it so people cant see it. inbox me what you want it to be about. maybe i'll take peoples stories and highlight them in the entries. you kno, this might kinda be lyk a youtube vid, but not a video, a blog type thing. lol idk :) but yeaa, inbox me Q's or ideas! thanx!! xoxo! (or you can...