i got a formspring accountso follow the link and ask me herehttp://www.formspring.me/polishlove:)have fun!and I also have a few shorts coming up if anyone interested.Gabe Saporta, Jack Barakat and a random one for a contest about insanity that might have something to do with vampires :)i've also been reading this really awesome book called Lamb. it's about Jesus and his life from a child til the...

My mind is a mess, and it's been more than 12 hours, i've seen the news, seen the tears and the hurt.A boy in my Media Arts class died this morning in a car accident. Everything was a mess today. i didn't find out until i got to school and all day the grade 12s didn't know what to do with themselves. they walked around, lost, hurt, as you can imagine.Tom sat in front of me and my friend. we...

Last night i had a dream about Gabe Saporta. It was lovely. He was playing soccer with two of my friends and he hugged me a lot, 2 people told us we are perfect for each other cuz we are both tall. he hugged me from behind, which is like my favourite hug from a guy.but after closer examination of this dream i realized its meaning wasn't as lovely as the dream its self. In my dream being with Gabe...

i've been having a rough time lately so i created a blog to write about it. I'd love it if you checked it out. i might have some story ideas, poem things, rants about bitches and hoes, idunno all that fun stuff. i just need toget my thoughts out in writing and i don't care if you read it, or judge me. go ahead i don't know you, have fun :)maybe i'll post some song lyrics that i likeor song of the...

so i pre ordered the new Fall Out Boy cd and i got a bunch of stuff with it, like a sweater a shirt a poster the cd and a usb stick. i also got a shirt i didn't pay for, it was supposed to be with a different package but i got it. so i was really happy cuz i really wanted this shirt. the shirt is a check list all the fall out boy cds and the question i asked in the title, "fall out boy hasn't been...

I'm in the process of writing/editing a new short story. it's one of the most emotional pieces I've ever written. This may come as a shock to some of the people who will read it, but it's all true, very real memories i have about a few days back in October 5 years ago.If i can get my emotions on track I'll write some new poems, everything feels like one giant mess. oh baby, we've got a big, big...

Sooooooooo, yesterday i was hard at work, editing some of my short stories and then posting them in there own story thingy like i was supposed to months ago but i just never got around to it.i still have a few of them in my one shot folder thingy, i need to look at those ones a bit more closely.i just don't have time D:school is like really hard core, im in my last year so i need really good...

feels so down and outneed some help holding my head highwhere the fuck is everyoneHold your head high heavy heartit's about a chronic illness, not depression, theres only so much it can doI miss you so much <3 your breaking my heart and you don't even know itwould you believe me if i said i didn't need you?cuz i wouldn't believe you if you said the same to mei keep getting this sinking feeling...

I deleted my story Slow Down last night.Please don't be mad at me, I'm rewriting it so it will be better because I didn't like how it was turning out. It was going far to fast than I meant it to, and although that was the point to go along with the title Slow Down, it was going too fast.Also i have big plans for this story. Plans that I'm going to keep a secret because they are important :). Along...

So i was profile creeping and i've been seeing some of these:You Say PinkI Say BlackYou Say Paris HiltonI Say Amy LeeYou Say Zac EfronI Say Zacky VengeanceYou Say PopI Say RockYou Say I'm WeirdI Say I'm Differentso i thought i'd put my own spin on it :DYou say PinkI say BlackYou say Paris HiltonI say Vicky-TYou say Zac EfronI say Rob DyerYou say PopI say Punk RockYou say I'm weirdI say Thank youi...

It's all over guys, for real. i just finished Breaking Dawn. the end is so cute, i did one of those squeal jump for joy things cuz i was so happy. i nearly cried at some parts, i'm so sad it's over, it was so beautiful, and amazing giving me so much to think about and inspiration for my own writing.I met Stephenie Meyer, she's so sweet. i love her like actually i look up to her so much, i've added...

Okay guys, I have good news.I just had a chat with my sister, i told her about my Robert Pattenson theory (ask me about it and i'll tell you) but that doesn't really matter. but i've come to the conclusion that i think I'm over the guy i like :)i've liked him since probably the end of grade 8 and i'm going into grade 12. we've been on and off dealing (i hate that word) since then and we dated last...

~THE BASiCS~Name: Becca!Hair Color: blonde, pink and purple !Eye Color: light brownZodiac Sign: im not sureHeight: 6'2".Right handed or Left handed? right handedYour Favories...Color: black and redFood: i don't have oneDrink: Jolt!Song: i have too many favourites to pick 1Ice Cream Flavor: chocolateGum: fruityMonth:i don't have oneDay of the Week: friday ?TV Show: Invader ZimWebsite: mibba, yotube...

Oh man guys, i just got a call from Blockbuster and i might be getting a job there :)i applied there in like May and they Finally called me back. I'm so excitedit would be so amazing to work there, i love movies almost as much as i love reading.so on tomorrow the manager is going to call me and confirm a date for a group interview, i really hope i get it, wish me luck.also a note for my...

Yep it's July 1st! Canada Day for those awesome Canadians on this awesome site. this means BBQs, Fireworks, fun with friends. oh boy i'm excited. i've never really done anything fun on Canada day, but today im going to my friends house and we are partying :) we are going to watch Invader Zim the most amazing thing in the world besides JTHM which is by the same guy!i have this really big can of...

A lot has been going on lately so i thought i might share it with you :)on June 19th i went to MTV live in Toronto too see Rob Dyer. it was amazing, i met him after and Silverstein play, they are amazing, i met the lead singing and apparently he lives on my best friend's street. We walked from MTV live on Young street all the way to Front street to get to the GO train and on the way stopped at...