My Heart Pieces

Throughout the years, I've always believed that our hearts are the strongest and they live forever, but I've realized suddenly that when there is a family member that passes on and leaves you behind, they also take a piece of your heart.With 5 major deaths in the family, my heart has gotten weaker and weaker. Each member has stolen a piece of my heart. When the time of the member dies, I feel like...
November 13th, 2011 at 03:51am

What I Told

Okay so my ex girlfriend Lucinda was still being mean to me so I decided to ignore her today. I thought I could escape from her at our first Writers Club at our school, but that wasn't going to happen. Soon after I was released from the club, I met up with my 3 girl friends that are near and dear to my heart. Their names are Kelsey, Diana, and Paulina (not their real names) and I was talking to...
November 10th, 2011 at 03:38am

Bad Part of My Day

Okay so besides the Journal I posted about my crush, I would like to write about my day went with my ex.Okay so we broke up and she asked if we could keep it mutual and I said hellz ya and then today, she was completely bashing me! Today we were playing volley-tennis and she asked me to be on her team so I said yes and then she kept getting in my way of the ball so I couldn't hit it and she told...
November 9th, 2011 at 03:29am

Someone New

Okay so ever since my break up, I've had a crush on a certain someone. I'm not planning on doing anything now but staying her friend but I feel like writing about it.Okay so since the begining of the year, I have dated my ex girlfriend. Lucinda (not her real name) and we broke up last month and since I'm single, why not have a secret crush? So I thought about my friends but they are just friends...
November 9th, 2011 at 03:19am

A Place in This World

I am human. I am myself and I feel like I have people here for me, but at the same time I feel as if I'm a person trying to find a place in this world. I live behind a mask, my Bellatrix mask. I'm living a lie and I know that if I tell the world the truth, they would hate me and my family would disown me and I'd have to wander through this world alone. I feel like I have support and I do have...
November 6th, 2011 at 05:06am

The Mirror

I wake up and put my clothes on. I walk into my bathroom and brush my teeth and comb my hair. Once I am finished, I look deep within my mirror and see my eyes sparkle. Soon, my reflections disappears and shows a grassy field with roses of red and white blooming and daisies dancing next to them. I see guys and girls holding hands and they are appearing from each side of the mirror. I turn away to...
November 2nd, 2011 at 01:51am

The Heart Within the Crystal

As you all have known, or if you have read my journal called "Change in the win..." I feel as if my heart is in a block of ice. Not that I miss my ex, but that I feel like that people out there are only my friends and that I will never find the one I love. Since I broke up with my ex, I have had a few crushes and they are all younger than me but I've only known them for a short time, actually...
November 2nd, 2011 at 01:29am

The Night I Couldn't Shed a Single Tear...

It was the final night of my Marching Band season. With being a senior and winning first place in class, I was filled with joy, but for my friends, their hearts shattered because it was my last show with them. Mine also too shattered but I was so happy to finally be done with it. I wanted to cry my eyes out so much when I saw my friends and my daughter was having the worst time ever and I had know...
October 30th, 2011 at 09:09pm

Change in the wind

Well, today was a weird day. There is this girl that I was with and I've been wanting to stay friends with her but I was afraid to lose my friends. Today I tried pulling away and she noticed it definatly.I went to a birthday party and I was dancing and singing and she came up to me. She asked me if we could talk and so we did. She said that it would be best for us to be good friends and I agreed...
October 22nd, 2011 at 06:23am

Who says?

Okay so Im at home sick and I was thinking about my weekend and how things went and I just realized something...after listening to Selina Gomez's song "Who Says" I came to the idea that people who are my true friends accept me for who I really am and the people who are playing on being my friends? well see ya later cause I want to be with people to accept me for who I am and if you don't want to...
October 18th, 2011 at 07:40pm

Performance

Okay, so today was the first performance of Fall Play. I was so nervous...even though I have one line and I barely do anything I was afraid to freeze up in the performance but I made it through! Yay!!!Once the performance was done, the cast and crew went out for pizza and I went with 2 of my girl friends and a guy friend and we had a blast. Even though we were pretty much a party of 4 and away...
October 15th, 2011 at 08:04am

Intro to Narcissus Silver

Hey everyone! I'm so happy to be on Mibba. My name is Narcissus Silver and I heard about his website from one of my friends...FEESH!!!Anyways, here's a few things to know about me. I am a very open person. I love hugs, I love to laugh, I love to be with friends and I love people who love me for who I am.I hate judging people so I don't do it. Sometimes I do, but I do it because they are just mean...
October 10th, 2011 at 05:28am