It started when I was twelve. My grandmother died and shit hit the fan with my mom’s side of the family. Watching them be vicious to each other scared me so much because I thought the family was happy. I never once thought that things would get bad enough where family members wouldn’t speak to each other. It scared me because I had been fighting with my sisters my entire life. That made me...

I fucked up. Really bad.So about a month and a half ago, I started talking to my friends older brother who I've been friends with for years. This past week, we started texting. Its going great except for the fact that he has a girlfriend. We hung out today and it was honestly awesome. We laughed, talked, joked, everything. It was great.But then when he was driving me home, his sister texted me...

Wow so I just realized I haven't posted an entry since February! Im sorry! I told myself I was gonna post at least once a month. Look how that turned out.Well since I last posted, I started and finished a relationship. A guy asked me out on April 3, I broke up with him May 4. I do feel a little bad but when i said yes to him, I didn't know for sure how I felt about him. Like I wasn't positive if I...

First of all, I'm obsessed with the song in the title. It's called Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus. It's a really funny song and describes high school for me.I'm a junior in high school. I'm halfway done with high school and the thought of that scares me. I don't want to grow up. I dont want to decide my future. I want to stay right here in junior year with all my friends forever. Some of my friends...

Hello hello!Well I'm back again with another journal entry. Sorry it took so long to write another one. I wasn't sure of what to write.My life isn't interesting enough for me to write in a journal everyday, although sometimes I wish it was. I've secretly wanted my life to be like Liz Lee's life on My Life As Liz. It kind of was for a few months. But then my whole life kind of changed, I'm not sure...

okay so here's journal entry number two.I was totally surprised when I saw that 11 people had read my first journal. all I I'd was babble about how much I love words and writing! aha but what I think I'm gonna do with this journal is ask people to comment on my entries and ask any random question they want and I'll dedicate a whole entry to answering the question. if you're interested, go ahead...

okay so I'm just getting the hang of this whole website and fanfiction thing.I wish I could figure out how to do all the cool layouts and stuff. my profile is so basic and boring. but hey, I'm still new.maybe at some point I can write in this journal thing like Jenna writes in her blog on Awkward. love that show :)apparently this has to be 100 letters long. I can't remember the last time I had to...