Why I hate myself so much.And sometimes neither do I.The hate I have for myself goes so deep within, everything about me.But for some reason I have this unbreakable sense of pride, but to have pride don't you have to be proud of yourself?Which I'm not, so it doesn't make any sense.I've never been able to accept help from anyone, I guess that's why I can't tell people my problem's.. Because the...

Yes this is a letter to my dad. Thing's I am too afraid to say to his face in fear of being kicked out.Just so you know; Jason is my older brother by 2 years he is 18 and Corrine is my older sister by 9 years she is 25 and she also has a different father, me and my brother have the same.Also Joey is my dog that died, and Cera is my cat that's still alive.Dear Dad,These are just thing's I've always...

Oh dear.What is wrong with people sometimes.Teacher's claiming my parents are going to punish me when I was just defending myself.Teacher's actually being the ones to pick on me.Telling me I don't deserve a good grade so they wont bother, that they hate me enough to fail me, that I deserved to be picked on?What kind of person tells someone that.Saying it's my fault that they fail?Their stupid it's...

I'm a nice person. I don't ever recall not being unless it was deserved.I don't pick on people, I make conversation with people. I care about people.Why do you have to treat me like scum?And tell your own daughter that the reason no one likes her is because she's:stupid,a bitch,terrible looking,horrible,doesn't deserve anything good in her life.And you wonder why Ihate don't like you?Treating...

Last night I overheard a conversation, I was laying in my bed. My bedroom which just happens to be right next to my lounge room. Everyone else was asleep except for my brother, he was in the lounge room watching TV with his girlfriend. And before your thinking I'm going to say they were having sex I'm not, it is way more serious than that.In actual fact I heard them talking, well only my brother's...

I hate myself.How much?Gee I don't know.Alot.I hate being gay, I don't want to be straight. I just don't want to be anything.I wish I didn't have to worry about girl's. And finding that one special person. Because even if we try not to think about love. We always do.I hate the fact that what ever I do always effect's other people.I hate that I can't just go out and do what ever and not expect my...

I use to have this friend right. I met her on the Internet around the start of last year, we talked on the website for a few days until we started speaking on instant messaging. I introduced her to a few friends and then we became quite close, I started to fall for her.. While she fell for one of my best friend's, I let it go. Because my friend was straight and there really wasn't much that she...

The three words I hate more than anything in the English language are 'I love you', I hate the way people just throw them around with no meaning not knowing the person who is hearing this awful words might just take them seriously.I say them alot also, sometimes with no meaning, but I don't go around telling them to people who I know will take them literally.You don't just go telling people you...

Well hey.. Haven't we all been there.Seriously though.My town's on fire.I live in a small town in Western Australia.It's been really hot, and today a bush not that far from my house was either set on fire or just caught on fire.It's Christmas eve, and I'm affraid to close my eye's incase I don't wake up.The fire is soo huge, there hasnt been one this close to my house since I've been born.The sky...

And were all s'posed to be excited right?Wrong.I am.I guess, but it's just. I dont particually want to spend an entire day surrounded by family.I find my family a little.. over-whelming at times.Their way to intense, and there's the lunch.. were myself, my brother, my mother and my father sit down at a table.. for like an hour. And we have to talk to each other.. and it generally just consists of...