Writing on a page that's already been stained.

I keep smiling and acting like i'm over you, acting like I don't care that you threw me away so easily. But I do care, it hurts so much. You told me to wait for you, that it would be worth it and I was naive enough to believe you. All of your smooth lines, I fell for them and I wish I hadn't. I miss you so much and I don't know how to let you go. You were so good for me. I believed in you, I...
March 1st, 2011 at 04:01pm

Dreaming in a society where routine has become the norm.

Upon graduating high school and entering my freshman year of college, I could not have been more excited then. I have now been in college for three long months, and my fall break is quickly approaching. As I sit here though, I can't help but think "why?"Why am I here? Well I could count the reasons, I am here because my parents told me that I am going here. I am here because that's what people are...
October 12th, 2009 at 06:01am

I don't even know anymore

Hurt, mad, upset.....betrayed.Being your so called best friend...I would think that you getting engaged would be something you would tell me. It hurts that I found out on my own...it hurts that you told some girl before me. It hurts that when I asked you....that you weren't planning on tell me at all.If I could say that to my best friend in person I would, but I can't because she's at home and I'm...
October 11th, 2009 at 07:10am

Kindly unspoken

Sometimes it seems like too many things are left unsaid and I just don't have enough time to say what I need. But when I get to finally say what I need it seems like no one is listening.And sometimes, I don't know how to say what I need without my words being twisted into some kind of cynical statement. I guess sometimes things are better left unsaid, but when it comes to a broken friendship it...
August 8th, 2009 at 06:26am

Fairness in Life

I know the old saying "life isn't fair" and I get that but...it's not fair to have no control over life.It's not fair that everything gets to spin out of control in a blink of an eye before we can even think about stopping it. It's not fair that we don't get a say in the turmoil caused when we crash and burn.But you want to know what's even more unfair?The fact that I am sitting here crying over...
July 29th, 2009 at 07:08am