Indeed, it has been a long time since I've updated my journal. I feel like I have been busy over these past two months without doing nothing but to sleep, eat, and surf the net. But like I said, I feel like I was really busy because of watching anime, reading random mangas (japanese comics, I'm sure you know this) that I feel in love with instantly, watching t.v and playing the ps2.With those...

Sure is vacation right now, summer vacation that is. Pretty much so hot in here that's why no matter how many times I apply some cooling powder, it just doesn't work.Anyway enough of the weather, I've been spending my vacation with my family. It's awesome to be honest. With my dad from Saudi, yes I missed him so much and it just seem so surreal to have him here but I'm really glad he's here having...

I was really shocked when the guy that I have crush with likes me back. Turn out that he liked me in a long time. He told me words that he is serious about liking me and all. But...Should I trust him? Should I believe him?I am blinded for that fact that something is holding me back in believing him. Though I am pretty much happy when I am with him, the way I look into his eyes is just amazing. And...

I'm listening to tiffany blews by fall out boy right now and this song is pure awesomeness in my opinion.Anyway, my crush just asked me yesterday if I could watch a movie with him. And knowing myself, I went blank while I text him because I didn't know how to react so I just said yes. Pretty much weird in my part because I feel such a creep because I'm a year older than him. I told him that he...

Today we were expecting the engineering students to have their final exam in PE. I was stoked to watch them because I taught two pairs for their choreography on ballroom. Their teacher asked us to watch over them, let them practice their dance. I told them to practice but they didn't listen. Some of them were actually practicing which was good and some of them were chatting with each other. But...

This is actually one of the things that I don't like dealing with, sleeping late then waking up early. I have class at 8:30am and it takes a lot of time for me to get prepared. Not to mention my first period, my teacher is pretty much strict when it comes to time that's why I'm trying not to be late. And I just remembered I have a practical exam on that subject tomorrow. :-|Anyway I just finished...

Hot water + chocolate+ milk=AwesomenessI haven't been able to drink one since yesterday and I'm saying this because I cannot function well without it, alongside with my vitamin. I have a weak body(I get tired easily and all) that is why I am putting so much effort in making it healthy and strong.Anyway, today was very tiring. We had our final practice for our dance tomorrow. I can say that I think...

My mom actually bought me a keyboard today and I have been practicing on it since it was assembled this evening. The keyboard is actually for me to learn different recital pieces and all and also, for my upcoming exam in Solfeggio and Applied Piano, one of our major subjects. I don't know what to say basically, I'm just happy about it.And I ate a lot this supper. The food was awesome, fried rice,...

Though I haven't started anything yet with my school work, I swear I do them a day before the submission date. It's adrenaline rush as they say. This is just too many to do what more if I turn to third year college then? Well anyway, most of my journals pertain to college life, those are the things that I remember when I write here. :-D And I just wish it's vacation time already, I can feel summer...

I don't know why I am so pessimistic. I have been battling with it ever since I stepped into college. I'm very much optimistic before but I guess a lot has changed. It is an unwanted feeling though. Another thing is, I have such high expectations with myself it's like there's no room for mistakes but I commit them most of the time. Ah I need to loosen up and stop worrying so much! I have a lot of...

I just put that as my title because it has the word first. Lol But anyway, this is my first time writing a journal entry here. And right now, I am in the mood to write. So a while ago, I was in my room and well beasically my mom and dad are having a fight. A silent one because it was done over the interwebz. I just want to help my mom but well, I guess I don't have to interfere with it. The thing...