For the last week or so I have been sitting here asking myself one question, and that is the one word of Why? Why is it that when in High School you feel that is the world as it all sits and nothing will get better even though it does once you leave. Or even as an adult on how one person or thing can cause you to go back into the High School mode. In two weeks, this world lost more souls than it...

Being lonely is just your minds way of saying it is sad and betrayed, but the world also has a funny way of showing you that you aren't alone in this black abyss called life. I was once told that I would make a great writer if I just let my thoughts out. When I was in High School, my English teacher told me that if I wanted my writing to be good all I had to do was believe in what I wrote no...

I feel alone in the world only to figure out that I'm not. I have a beautiful son that makes everyday worth the price I paid in loving his father for no reason at all. Sometimes people love the wrong people in the hopes that something might change their minds, but in this case it never happened. Now I have been left to be the Superhero that my son needed his father for which puts the pressure of...

Everyday we here about how the world is in wars and slowly fallin apart.... but then say you find something that seems good fair and the best of both worlds.... the love starting to fall into place gets hit by a wave of gossip and lies.... why can't people leave others be when the one wants nothing to do with the other.... then just as you feel nothing could ruin a moment the death of a friend...

everyday no matter where you are or what you are doing.... you always deal with heartless people who don't deserve to be anywhere near the fragile hearted... all they do is stomp on the one thing that is already broken...... they make you feel as though you don't have a right in the world to do what you feel is right for you and the others close to you that you care about..... they bash you...

so today my loving cousin goes in for surgery.... this i already know is going to be one of those days that just seems to fly by but yet feel so slow.... then just like an hour ago all the same shit we tried to leave behind in other accounts came back and all the shit was the same and sucked even more.... you see she has this scrumptious man who is so understanding and talked her into the right...

every time i am almost free you drag me back to your little world of fun. you think that i am so helpless to you when i am strong and i can fight my way away from you. you use the fact that i liked you against me and then go back to the one that was going to hurt you in the first palce. to use you as you did her or me or any other girl that you have had. to try and ruin a friendship that was so...

these feelings are so wrong, they shouldn't even exsit. how can i go on with them haunting my consions all the time, why does it have to be about him, i can't stand to even look at him. he seems to be like the dream i reach for but i can never have. like he is a whisper of wind through the trees and it lifts the small delicate leaves to somewhat of their doom. to them he is beautiful and they...