Thank You, Tumblr.

A year ago today, Tumblr connected me to someone who would soon become the most important person to me. She was the first to find out about my first tattoo. She was the one I would go to when I had run out of options. She helped me find myself and didn’t judge any of my actions.She is kind, and sweet, and smart. She does not give herself enough credit. I love her as much as a stranger can love...
April 4th, 2014 at 06:59am

in seattle without an umbrella.

it is moments like this when I realize how unhappy I am with my life.it’s 2 am on the monday that begins my first college spring break. and i’m sitting in my dorm, eating chips, drinking orange juices and feeling lonelier than I’ve ever felt in awhile.i’m tired and my eyes feel heavy but everytime I close them all I see is this blackness that i want to go away. I want it to be day time...
March 17th, 2014 at 07:07am

lonely nights by the laptop.

I had my heart broken today.Today was the first time this has ever happened, and I pray to God it never happens again but I don't think I could get through having this emotions overwhelm me another time.It started with a text.Oh, modern technology, how I despise you so...All it was, was I sent the wrong text to the wrong person.My best friend, Kobe, is the sun and the moon to me. He's gotten me...
June 12th, 2013 at 05:40am

an essay on nothing.

Less than a month ago, my AP Literature teacher gave my class the task of writing an essay on nothing. Not too hard, right? Just give her an empty sheet of paper - well that was obviously not allowed. She gave us twenty minutes to write a one page essay on nothing, and then we would present them to the class. During this time, I was going through a tough time in my Senior year of high school: my...
April 23rd, 2013 at 02:45am

my chocolate reserves are low.

So far, my April 1st has been filled with:- Mishapocalypse on Tumblr- Gerard Way buying his own music on iTunes- Austin Carlile is arrested and released on bond and his mugshot is released- Avenged Sevenfold puts out “Tholomew” on their website- Sempiternal is being released- No fucks were given by A Day To Remember- Vic and Tony (PTV) are eating a huge taco- I ran out of ice cream at 11 am-...
April 1st, 2013 at 09:52pm

rewards and punishments.

It started Monday. I didn't have to go to school, and caught up on hours at work.Tuesday was a simple day of getting back into the things after a short break from school.Wednesday, I got the privilege of seeing the Atlanta show of A Day to Remember's Right Back At It Again tour. The C!NCC! portion was tolerable, and then Of Mice & Men came out and I finally knew what heaven was. I not only...
March 24th, 2013 at 12:33am

this has been a public service annoucement.

I'M GRADUATING WITH A 95.156 GPA. I'M IN THE TOP 10% OF MY GRADUATING CLASS. GUYS. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS? I'M A SUPERIOR HONOR. I GET THE AWESOME MEDAL AND CAPE AND TASSEL FOR MY CAP AND OMG. I DID IT GUYS. AFTER FOUR YEARS OF SHIT AND LOSS OF SLEEP AND THE PURE TORTURE TEACHERS HAVE GIVEN ME I DID IT. I AM GRADUATING AS A SUPERIOR HONOR AND I CAN PROUDLY SAY IT.oh, and I have the privilege...
March 14th, 2013 at 04:54am

My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark.

"The new fall out boy song is so fucking clever. The idea of the song is that rock and roll is being destroyed by talent-less people in the mainstream. They’re mocking today’s music while using today’s music and it’s absolutely brilliant."- pieces0fmind, TumblrMy first reaction to the FOB Hiatus-No-More was pure, unadulterated joy. And then I found out about the show and the album and the...
February 7th, 2013 at 03:20am

My Music Listens Back

Just now, I've been brought down to my lowest, ever.I've cried my eyes out. I've written poems. I've looked at cute little pictures of baby animals -But I still feel like nothing. I am nothing.I was a jail baby - a mistake that should have never happened. I don't remember being born in the prison, but my mom reminds me every fucking day.I can't help that I've always loved to paint, to draw, to...
December 30th, 2012 at 06:41am