Going to school was a bad idea >.<My stupid sister and dad got me sick with some bronchitisy cold mess that is just awful. But I wanted to see people. Well...person, but that's beside the point, I'm exhausted and ill and gross and just ugh. The upside to the day is that I got two new friends, Henry the platypus, and Loki the cat. They're precious and they're making the illness a little less...

So, pretty much everyone in my little lunch group that had kind of disbanded is out here and Kelsey and her boyfriend are dancing to the song I'm playing and it's super cute and this is soooo fun because everyone is being just a little bit of insane and a;ldfjdjasGood day todayI'm pretty mood swingy though, for like, no reason >.>Next it's math class. JESUS NO. At least I have Dustin to...

Its really cold and that sucks xDThough I'm much better emotionally then I was with my last blog, I'm eating again. I got contacts today. They're super weird but I like it.I've gotten another sketchbook, and am back to frequently drawing half nude lady folks.I dunno. I'm bored and cold so I'm talking to you mibba.Oh and guys. There is this person that keeps making me smile and blush and giggle all...

I'm writing this because I need to get out how I feel. About everything. I'm working on the assumption you won't read this, so it makes it okay to say what I'm feeling. I can't tell you because honestly the only way I'll be able to stay some sort of sane is to get to be your friend. Because I can deal with just friends. Because I love you, and if I don't get that romantically, then cool. I've got...

It's my week of band camp. I'm sunburned, exhausted, and sore. But I'm also REALLY FUCKING HAPPY. I made a new friend, sang mine and my crush's song for karaoke, I'm exercising, I'm having fun, and it's just a good week. I love marching band, and this is one of my happiest weeks all summer (which is kinda sad, 'cause last summer was better, but in a way I think that I've grown more over this one....

One girl I like hates me. The other one is one of my best friends, and I don't have a chance. Yet another doesn't know I exist like that. I swear I'm friendzoned with everyone. EXCEPT the people I don't want to be with like that. I really am mainly a girl's girl, and a couple guys keep crushing on me, and don't get me wrong. Guys are attractive, but I'm so emotionally picky with them, and I refuse...

It seems like every time I get some semblance of happiness, y'know, I'm smiling all the time, and laughing, and not worried about EVERYTHING...something has to come ruin it? This girl I have a crush on, she talked to me yesterday, and it was great. We talked on the internet after that, and I just had an awesome day overall.Then this morning, I was driving, and I did something wrong, and my dad...

So my long distance girlfriend. I broke up with her because of said distance, but ever since I did...I just miss her. Knowing that when she does come back, it won't be okay to kiss her, and hug her, and such things as that, it's bothering me more and more.I wish I'd never done it, but I'm not so stupid as to ask her back out, because the distance was hard on me, and I was probably a god awful...

Today seems to be one of "those" days, you know the kind, the kind when it would be better to curl into a little ball and cry than anything else? When it's really for no specific reason but it sucks anyway? The kind of day where you feel like you are on that edge again. The edge of doing those things you swore on your life you'd never do again? And it's all for nothing, and you can't tell anyone...

Okay as a preface, I got out of a pretty crap relationship last year, because she broke up with me. Okay, that happens to us all. But she goes to school with me, and I finally got over her and got a wonderful girlfriend. So I was really freaking happy. I have awesome friends and whilst I have my problems I know they rock. But yeah, for some reason she thinks it's entertaining to mess with MY...

I was waiting up for a bit, and I don't even remember closing my eyes, next thing I know I'm in the car on my way to walmart. It was dark and I saw a guy standing in front of the walmart and a glimpse of someone who looked like her from behind. My mom called out "Hey!" and she turned around and I looked up. There she was...even in my dream my heart skipped a beat and I was running to her, we...

I went to bed at two last night and was awakened at seven thirty. I put my dogs out, got dressed and went with my mother to school (she is in cosmotology school) because I had to go to an orthodontist appointment today. I went to the music store across the street for about ten or fifteen minutes and then sat in the truck bed roasting for the next 45 minutes because she'd locked the truck doors....

In all honestytonight i just want you here…i want to lay in your arms and feel you close until your very presence calms me enough to sleep I want to kiss you and forget that there is a world out there, I want to get lost with you tonight, just completely and utterly lost, in your eyes, your smile, your kiss, I want to get lost in you tonight…I want to get lost in you alwaysi love her >.>...

Being around her is perfection and I honestly miss her already.....1) She's beautiful2) She's talented3) She tries her hardest to make my self esteem go up4) Her voice soothes me5) just her holding my hand makes me okayIf you are reading this Doll just know I love you too <3Did i mention that I accidentally pierced my ear in a third place today? I got my earing caught in the metal rungs of a...

1) I can talk to her for hours on end and never tire of it.2) She can make me blush and giggle and smile like no one else.3) She's always trying to help me out4) She's more mature than I am, so she keeps me from doing stuff thats just a bit too stupid.5) She gives the BEST back massage EVERSoooo errrrm I'm going to spend the rest of the day looking up new ways to do my makeup until she gets...

Soooo my friend and I were talking, and me and her are both dating chicks and we're all friends, we were planning to kiss them at the same time last night and the idea of a double date popped into my head, so tommorrow the four of us are going skating, honestly I can't wait, I do believe the more I'm around her the more addicted I get to her very prescence.<3My friend Abby is right though, when...

Okay so at the moment it's slightly hard to type without crying because there is something like either pulled or pinching a nerve in my shoulder therefore making my hand numb...buuuuuut i made delicious brownies, and i have a wonderful girl nursing me back to health :3She makes me smile and giggle and just GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH i love to kiss her, and i just hope I make her happy as she makes me, for...

So, after reading an amazing story (color me mine) I had cried alot. So I went to bed at four am on a saturday, and don't get me wrong guys I loved the story. So then sunday I went and read the sequel well what's up of it anyway. But during this time on sunday I listened to NeverShout!Never. Well at the end of Hummingbird this lovely song came on in the credits. Lullaby by Chase Coy. Some of you...

So me being my complete dumbass self, decided to play with my pocketknife. Laying down. Then like a stupid fuck i dropped it on my lip XD. It only made a little wound, so it wasn't bad just scared the hell out of me...moral? cover your lips xD But other than that today has been okay, i helped dad trim trees outside, it looked like I had cut thier hair :P. I am slightly tired, cause i stayed up...

So I was just thinking on past relationships and things like that, and I thought of that saying, it isn't the fall that kills you. its the sudden stop at the bottom. I thought to myself, well thats like love, it isn't falling for the person that kills you. It's the end of the relationship, when you realize they weren't falling with you. So my newest quote is now, love is like jumping off a...