i'm sick of it.i'm crying out for help.i nedd to get out.you always threaten to hit me, nevermind the things you say to me. i can take words, i've taken them this long haven't i? i'm just sick of it.you dont do it infront of anyone else, i guess it wouldn't matter would it? i just want to walk away but you chase after me.i'm just sick of it.it takes a small man...you get drunk, harass me, you used...

im trying to hold everything together for everyone.and im letting myself fall apart.i can't juggle everything.i can't.im trying to make my future and yours together.and its not working.im trying to keep myself from freaking out but i can't.i was on my own for so long and when i finally let go and started depending on people its all leaving me. or we're leaving each other.i can't just do everything...

if you ever thought there would be a sincere lie creep across these lips you were sorely mistaken and you'll never forget it. how on gods green earth could you come to the conclusion that you're better than me? that's pathetic.i could show you a scarred soul that would make your so called pathetic life cower in shame. if you think you've earned your pity honestly you haven't seen shit. people will...

is it a sin that i would unleash but im not going to hell.is it a sin to murder to prevent murder.its a case of wit versus talent and knowledge.wit sins.wit is chipper and light.oh, if only i could let go.i might save the world.i might save myself.but at least im still hopeful.you've got my scandals tied to your feet like sylish sidewalks.take me to the moon.put me in the mood.make my heart attack...

Kurt Cobain once said: it's better to burn out than fade away.He wrote that in his suicide note.I'm burnt out and fading away.We used to be...Oh, nevermind.I miss it when i could say [pretend at least] that we were gonna go far.Now i feel its imminent.Our downfall is imminent, just over the next hill.I feel doomed when you're not here.I feel doomed to never walk this world with you.Doomed to...

im sitting at school.i just drank a soda and a bottle of water...in about thirty minutes.im listening to longview.and its me.im lazy.masturbation's lost it's fun.im so damn bored...plus i smell like shit.take me away to paradise.i haven't got laid in a while.i need to paint my nails.uh, my hair needs serious help.st. jimmy's come down.he's a fucker on parade.im a fucker on...

Its easy to get jealous.When I can’t have you all the time and what time I do have you you’re tired, sick, aggravated, mad, and sad.What hurts even more is…I cant fix it.I begged.I pleaded.Just stay.Please, just stay with me.One more night.No.When I said you loved work more than me. I meant it maybe you just cried because you knew I did.You’d rather leave me so you know you could get to...

im running out of time.time to get what i need to get done,time to make sure you're going with me.but i dont have it.i dont have a grasp on my future because there isn't one.see, the reason im so adament about this is ... i love you.i want you to spend eternity with me; i dont care how.i dont care if when we get there you're like my brother.i dont care as long as im wasting my time with you.i know...

Maybe you don't realize it but behind every face is a financial problem.You can't see it and you don't understand it, please don't ask about it.I'm sorry I'm not efficent.I'm sorry I don't run on fumesand most of all I'm sorry I'm past being affordable.Maybe the worst thing is they laugh about it.Like it's a lie.It's not.I can't afford my cable, my internet, my electricity, my food, and most of...

I want to know that I'm worth missing.I want you to tell me that.Without me implying that I need to hear it, that anything.I want you to tell me on my own.I took one big step and I looked away then I thought about all the that I wanted to say. I think I'm too late.Maybe we were meant to love yet hate each other.But the fighting could mean you love me.Do the bruises mean you care?You're my best...

I know I'm not perfect, I know I'm not skinny or beautiful.But please dont remind me.I'll always miss you.I'm not a whore I only need one.And I needed you.Being alone is the worst form of punishment when you're me.I dont want to hear it.Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.You'll never be mine and you'll never take a second glance.But for once in your life,Do what you want not what...

you dont know if i care or notyou dont know how bad i just want to tell you i miss you and i will as long as you arent here.i cant make you smile and that hurts worse than anything.you say im not your friend cause i fucking havent talked to you in three months but i am it's not like there was a day that passed when i didnt think about you. i thought about you every single day of those three...

ive tried mercilessly to beat this feeling out of my head, but it's still there.i want you with me but i dont want you.i want that feeling when you think nothing can go wrong.i tried to remember to forget youit shouldnt bother me that you're happy out there but it does, somehow it does. because i want to be the one to make you happy, i want to put that smile on your face and the laughter in your...

A word like Honor has to mean something right?No.Fuck honor. Fuck everything.I'm sick and tired of hearing 'when jesus comes back'I dont think anyone's coming back. When someone leaves they fucking leave.Fuck it.Dont you think that if jesus were here he wouldnt let little girls get raped and molested and he wouldnt let people get treated like shit? He's the "prince of peace" and the "king of...

okay kiddiesim listening to radiohead...i've been in a funk lately.but that's beside the point.i know you guys are disappointed because i havent been updating at allbut im sorry.really really sorry.please forgive me guysim trying as hard as i possible can butim broke and i cant fix the piece of junk i just have to buy a new cpu but it's okay.i should be getting a new one this weekend or...

Sometimes I dont know.A man bends down, he says, son we're gonna make it through this one. I scream please get the fuck away.I hate living here. I hate how I'm always left out. Like all my friends go out and do shit together and Im sitting at home watching lord of the rings for fucking 10 and a half hours.It's not normal.I hate coming to school and feeling like no one there actually gives a shit....

As much as I wish you hated me, well had a reason to, I wish the same for me.Things were perfect, a picture of perfection but why didn't i just...keep going? Push that doubt to the back of my mind and make life surreal for once.Because I'm a worried little girl. I worry that this isn't what I'm supposed to be doing, I fret over nothing. I change like the hands on the clock, round and round I go....

waiting for someone to call just to make my night okay. i hate spending my time correcting someone i dont like. i hate having to compare my life to someone elses. but i love you.this smile is like food. the greatest enemy but the supplier of life.so why dont we ditch everything that makes us feel anything but safe and tomorrow could be the last day we live. but we live to loathe and we loathe to...

Sometimes I just want someone to steal my heart and run with it. I want to feel love...this hearts becoming cold.I just want someone to love me for me. Not because Im pretty or because I dress a certain way. But because I can make them smile, and Im slightly insane. I miss the times with love wasnt a problem.I miss knowing what it was like to have someone always there. I miss you.I miss your...

i should have ran like hell when i met you. i should have kept running until my legs gave out.but i didnt. i stuck by your side and thats where i am to this day.i lie for you when i shouldnt. and why? because thats what friends are for. when im alone you're not there, when im sad you're out with your girlfriend. but im still there for you. how many lies have i told for you.you're still my bff....