A lot of you probably know my fic Scream To Be Heard. It was my first attempt at fanfiction, so of course, it sucks. Hardcore. So, because I still like the concept but not the writing I originally did for it, I'm rewriting it. The prologue for the rewrite is now on my stories page, feel free to check that out. I'm keeping the original Scream up also, for comparison reasons mostly.Also, I'm trying...

my ipod just froze, and I turned it off, and when I tried to turn it back on, it started to and then turned to a black screen. it REFUSES to turn on, and the only time it’s ever done that before, I had to restore it, which erased ALL of my data.The last time this happened, I hadn’t yet started writing, so it wasn’t too much of a problem.but all of my writing is (or was) save(d) on there,...

Three days later, and Alex is finally out of the hospital. Hopefully, he'll never have to go back to that wretched place.If all goes as planned, next time it'll be too late for a hospital.He smirks, and Jack looks at him with concern."Alex...are you ok?"His face quickly slips into a blank expression as he responds."Yeah, perfect. Why?"Jack looks confused for a second."You just..had a weird smile...

It's a sad thing, to realize that everything you could ever want is right in front of you. You can't have it, so you'll spend your entire life reaching for it, getting so close, and finally failing, left with arms out in front of you, stretched toward something that meant everything, something that you could never mean enough to, something that can never be replaced. The worst part though? The...

so, I was going to write a new chapter of one of my fics (Scream and the phobia one that I need to find a one word abbreviation for) but my mother has put me in a really bad mood, and for some weird reason, I can't write depressing or dramatic or whatever fics when I'm in a bad mood, only fluff. So I'm going to write one or a few fluffy (Jalex only) oneshots. If you have any requests, leave it in...

I'm thinking about starting another chaptered fic. I'm still going to do Scream, but I also want to do something different. As anyone could tell, I am best at/most enjoy writing depressing fics or something of the sort, so I'm probably gonna write one of these types of fics:-cutting-anorexia/bulimia-abuse (either from parent or partner)-disorder/disease (I don't know about this one though, it'd...

Alex is disgusted with himself. He didn't do it. He couldn't fucking do it. It was pressed to his skin, so close, but something was holding him back. He couldn't force his hand to make the quick movement, couldn't make it slide so easily across the veins encased in his thin wrist. He willed it to move, begged it to move, yet it remained stationary, as if his body was telling him no, he wasn't...

Mmk,so. First of all,sorry for not updating in like 4 days. I started school on the 26th,so that's kind of stressful,and I've been posting all the current chapters of Scream(I'm just gonna abbreviate it to this for now.)to alltimeslash,plus I have a complete lack of inspiration. But I have started a new chapter.if I can think of some good ideas for it,it might be up later tonight,but will probably...

I haven't written anything since the last chapter I've posted.I have no inspiration or thoughts for this story right now,and I don't really know when I will.the story is still completely active,but updates will be less often,probably every few days.i'm starting school the 26th,so after that updates will be even less frequent than that,maybe weekly.I also feel like this story is getting worse and...

I made a tumblr for all of that,so I don't have so many journal entries or authors notes about it.It's ylimexemilymibba.tumblr.comcreative,I know.You can also ask me questions/leave me comments on there in my ask.about what I'm writing,if you like it or not,just any random questions you might have.you can even be anonymous if you want!(:so yeah,I doubt anyone will look at this or ask anything on...

[Never Thought I'd Walk On This Street Again,Standing Where It All Began]Alex wakes with a start.The alley is engulfed in darkness. He checks his watch.4:35 AM.He doubts he can fall back asleep. He sits there silently for a few minutes,eyes closed,attempting to drift back into the dream he was having. No such luck.He sighs, slowly pulls himself to his feet,grabs his backpack from behind the nearby...

Ok so, I have a few possible paths I could take in this story. I could;1.have Alex find out that his parents never left,and that he'd been lied to.2.have Jack find Alex's house empty and dusty and confront Alex.3.have his parents come home and not want him back.4.have his parents come home,wanting Alex back,but Alex doesn't want to go back.(there would be about 5 chapters between now and options 3...

Ugh.I've started writing a new chapter for Scream To Be Heard,but to me it doesn't quite fit with the chapters I already have.Probably because it's told in Jack's POV kind of..it's not first person,but it's like his thoughts and actions only,pretty much how the story has been so far.It feels weird writing for him because I'm so used to writing for Alex and it being all depressing and difficult for...