Recently I've been fighting with a person very close to me. I've thought now twice that I would have been better off dead for her. I feel as though if's my job to make sure she's happy and she isn't and I feel awful about it. I need help on how to clear my head. It's a-buzz with thoguhts that I am unable to get out (due to brain crack maybe). It's been a year, will be two years in November, since...

I'm just going to rant a little about October's happenings and November's soon to happens, okay?October:: We were forced to talk about politics. What the hell is wrong with not caring? I really don't but seriously, Obama and McCain are both retarded and should let someone else be president because both will do a shitty job.Two of my "friends" broke up. Took two years for it to happen, but it...

Okay, so, I have 31 e-mails in my inbox right now. When I got on today, I had 50. When I got on, 1 was not from Mibba. Now, all 31 are from Mibba. Isn't that insane?Okay, this just a waste of a journal enty. xD xD xD ♥♪♥♪♥♪ =DTHIS IS JUST A WASTE OF SPACE! =O =O =O I don't know hwy i had to tell you this. xD xD xD25 MOOOOOOOOOOORE Oh,...

Hey guys. I'm in the mood to start a blog. Anyone know good blogging sites?I'm sorry, that was totally random.I got some Midtown stuff today. A lot better than I thought, but just about everything is better than I think.Got the new iTunes software today. I'm currently turning on the Genius thingy. I wanna know what it is. It's been gathering informatiopn about my library for thew past 5 minutes....

Alright, everyone who has an iPod knows of the games you can play. Recently they came out with Song Summoner. I LOVE IT. I bought it today. It's amazing. I've been playing for an hour now. It killed my batter though, so its charging while I play and listen to music.Basically, you create a troop of fighters with the songs on your iPod. They genterate a character, a look, level, skills, and class....

Okay, it's 6:43AM right now. I don't have school, if I did I would have to be out to the bus stop within the minute to make the bus. I just thought I'd buzz in and tell everyone what's going on. If there are any type-o's I'm sorry, I'm trying to fix the ones I see, it's really too early for this. xDAlright, So today at 11AM there is a chat with FOB and I'm guna be doing that if I can. =D Which is...

Okay, I'mma just spam this with my own thoughts, mkay? Okay, well, did you know William Beckett has a stuttering problem? I never noticed. Then I started listening to myself talking and other people talking and i realized I stammer and when I stammer I repeat a word two or three times in a row. Is that a little strange? I think it is... I guess I never noticed because I had a friend who always...

Is it strange to have a sudden obbsession with someone who has the same name as you? Or someone with an adorable accent? Recently I got this obbsession with The Butcher and Chizzy... It's really odd. Like, I always thought The Butcher was really cool cuz we have the same name but just yesterday ((when I changed my name!)) I just got this sudden obbsession where I wanted to always look at him or...

Okay, my first Warped experience was two days ago, although it feels like it was yesterday. I'll give you a run down of what I did.So, I waited in a huge crowd to get in to the place and then I looked at the scedule ((I totally spelt that wrong)) I got. So, I got it right after the Mayday set ended so I missed them, and I watched Horrorpops for a while. I then headed over to the stage where We The...

Hey guys. Life sucks, but I bet you already know that. Shall we recap everything that sucks with my life so far?Well, my mom and I got into a HUGE argument in the car on the way home about me being a vegetarian. She said, more like yelled, that I can't become one wile living under her roof. She also yelled at me for a whole bunch of other shit.Next, I have sleeping probelms, don't we all, and I...

Alright, all my friends know this, or they should! I plan to go vegan this summer. Don't worry, there is a reason for this. I was wondering if anyone had any diet ideas or ways to get protien in to a diet for someone who isn't a big fan of nuts. I do plan on drinking normal milk to a certain extent. I probably seem like a freak to my parents now, but hey, I get sick to my stomach everytime I have...

Amazing. Simply amazing. I didn't meet the badn, I didn't do anything special. We even did the wave, which Gerard forgot how to do. I got a hoodie and shirt, my mom even got a shirt! I just had a lot of fun, it was a major out-of-body experience. Real eye-opener. Especially for me, it made me realize that I really want to do that, forever, or at least as long as I can. It made me really figure out...

One day you're thereThe next you're notWhere you've goneI'll never know((chorus:))You missed a lifetimeOr so it seemsJust please stop showing up in my dreamsI'm alone or so I thoughBut I'm notBecause it seemsYou're always in my dreams((chorus))You missed a lifetimeOr so it seemsJust please stop showing up in my dreamsThe feeling inside will never fadeWill it ever leave?Alone without you,But now is...

I need to obsess less. Why do I need to? I've come up with a plan to meet My Chem at my concert. Do you want to hear it? Of course you do. Okay, I'm going to wear a The Used shirt and hopefully get the crap beaten out of me so I have to go to the paramedics back stage. Then after the show I have a high chance of meeting them if they go down to meet the kids who got hurt. >___< Told you I...

Wanted! Contest Closed!New Characters for my story Life Without Love Is Like A Song Without A Bass Line.Peeps, if you wanna you can post a character here for Katie to be BEST FRIENDS with. =D Iunno how many people I will choose but I need at least 2. One for Katie and one for other reasons you'll find out later. >___> <___< Nothing out of the ordinary here. SO! Info you need to fill...

Hiya guys! I finally got my bass. I have lessons starting on February 6th. I love it so far and I only have had it scince Tuesday. I can play E,F,G,F #, and G# on the E string. I'm starting the A soon. =D Its fun! Well, if you wanna still help with out songs I've got the links down unther this paragraph. Band name help, ignore the lyrics Just When The Story Ends finished lyrics ((finished lyrics...

I finished the song and with help of arianna.sleep walk. ((I think that's what it is now)), we changed the title. Here it is ::The cold sweat beading down my facemixing with the liquid on my wristsMy head reeling with the thoughtsof how this went amissBut since you disappearedI've fallen apart on a daily scheduleHow it got this far I'll never knowBut writing you a love song at 3am isn't for me, at...

We had some people read the unfinished version that I thought was done but NOW it's done =D Here it is!!!He pulled up that hood faster than you thoughtHe shunned you more than ever caughtYou could never catch up with the lotYou had seemed so overwroughtJust how we had never thoughtHow do you rip a heart in half just like a daisy?How can you say such things with just a straight face?Disdain,...

Hey guys, I'm new at making journals so just go along with me. Well, I made a discovery today.Pencils don't taste good.I've been trying to write a song and haven't got much. -continues writing- I have some rhythm but mostly words. I'll show you the words soon, just keep reading. You see me and my friends are starting/are in a band. I only need 100 dollars ((38 more)) until I get a bass and...

Hey guys. First journal, don't you feel special to be reading this? =D I bet your wondering what I mean by the tittle. Well, my school has an art magazine. All my friends have read they story and beg me for the next chapter each day and came to me today shouting to enter one of my Chapters in for the magazine. By art it means pictures and stories, the teacher doesn't limit to just plain art. Now,...