It's true, the baby in my belly is a boy<3 I still don't know what to name him though. I just thought you guys would want to know(: He's sooo cute. I'll try to get my ultrasound up in my photos.When you feel a baby move...oh there's nothing like it. It's incredible. You know...there's a baby in there, you're not imagining it! My bond with baby boy got so much stronger. I found it funny that I...

I haven't given updates in a long time! Sorry guys.I am nineteen weeks as of yesterday. I have a bunch of pictures up now, so you can see how my belly has grown.<3 It won't be very long until I can feel the baby move. My appointment to find out the sex of my baby is next week. I'm so excited! I'm not hoping for either sex more than the other. My baby, boy or girl, is a true...

Thinking about more boy names. What do you think of these:Awan (pronounced like "owen")DakotaJacyI still like Ryder and Kolt though. If my baby is a girl, her name will be Kaya as I said before(:Eleven weeks today, and even though I'm tiny I feel like I'm going to pop. But that's because of the nausea. I hope it goes away at the end of this trimester. Two more weeks!I can hear my baby's heartbeat...

I posted two pics! One is of my pregnancy test, well one of them (I took a picture for proof because I threw them away in shock and frustration) and another of me at 4.5 weeks. My camera is broken, though! It sucks.Haven't talked to Jason in a while. Good riddance, yea? I think I'm going to do what Kelly.B did and start going to group meetings for teen/single parents. Make some friends in person...

Look at this facebook message that Jason sent me, today, on his eighteenth birthday:Jason said:i cant handle a baby rite now...so i transferred to a new school...im livin wit my aunt now plz dont try to contact me i rly dont want nething to do wit that baby...but hey at least i bought u food and stuff so i kinda supported u...but i dont wanna be the father to that baby...I love boys. Ha. What a...

...that I adore this story, Between the Drops by Maggie Stiefvater. It's about a girl who has a fantasy all her life of walking "slantwise between the drops" to a place called Arcadia -- a wonderful place. It's fantastical and beautiful and a big must-read. It's short, really (what the Mibba community would call a one-shot), and it's worth every second of the time spent reading it. This is coming...

I'm starting to see my bump a bit. Not by much, really, but it's there. Soon it'll be just yoga pants for me. Not that I mind, they're so comfy!Jason took me shopping for food. Seriously, my fridge and pantry are loaded. He got the money from his cousin. He also gave me $30 and I'm going to buy a few more pairs of yoga pants. Yay for Forever 21 and Marshall's looow prices haha.Jason turns eighteen...

Yes, the shock has completely worn off, but still! There's a baby in there! His/her heart is beating and they're growing and I'm giving him/her what they need to do so. Being pregnant completely blows your mind, it really does. I'm six weeks and a day along. That's 237 days left of it and my belly is going to get huuge (I love BabyCenter.com for sending me "Your Pregnancy This Week" stuff)!There...

I still haven't decided whether or not I should keep the baby, though I'm leaning toward yes. The thought of adoption makes me cringe.What do you guys think about names? I want to keep the Native American tradition going. My mom had a Native name, her parents had them, their parents had them, and so on. I also have a Native name (Aiyana: means "eternal blossom" or something like that). Here's what...

I am 5 weeks pregnant. My baby's heart officially beats.I talked to the baby's father today. He'd been busy for the past few days so I couldn't when I said I would in the last entry. And as the title suggests, what he said to me really shocked the hell out of me.He looked angry for a bit. He kept asking me to repeat myself. He stood up and paced a bit and started cussing. Eventually he sat down...

The doctor has confirmed it. I am, in fact, four weeks pregnant.Thanks to all of you for your comments on my last entry.The shock is wearing off, and I'm considering everything. Adoption or keeping him/her; and all the things that go with becoming pregnant.Morning sickness - or as they SHOULD call it, morning, afternoon, and night sickness - is terrible. I mean, ow. I'm always nauseous and I puke...

Five days ago, I took a pregnancy test. Well, more like twenty. I wasted most of my paycheck on them because I didn't want to believe it. I signed up for this BabyCenter thing, hopefully that helps me relax. There's a due date calculator on there, it says I'll be due in September. September 24, to be exact.I'm scared.I hope a teen mom reads this so she can help me.I have my first prenatal...