Wow how things have changed. You know, I've spent a lot of my time being angry at people. I'm angry at my mum, for leaving me. I'm angry at my sister for having spent more time with her. I'm angry and my friends who still have their mum, who complain about them. But I've come to realise who I'm really angry at is myself. When I think back to all those times I made the wrong decisions. The...

I don't expect everyone to remind, or for it to constantly be on peoples minds, but I'm still hurting guys. My best friend in uni, she is amazing by the way, comments on how she can't go a day without speaking to her Mum, how much her mum means to her, what they have planned, and it still hits home every time that I will never see mine again. Another's parents come down today, so her and her mum...

The one thing we are all guaranteed in this life it death. Not everyone will find love, not everyone will get married or have children. Some maybe never have sex. The one with we all will do however is die. Depressing I know. The reason for this blog? Its just over a year now since my mum died, it was just before my 19th birthday but it honestly feels like yesterday it all happened. People say to...

So much can change in such a short space of time. Can go from being blissfully unaware to total heart break in the space of a week.I had the unfortunate pleasure of experiencing this. Five weeks ago my dad dropped me back at uni after christmas break. My mum had been in hospital for the past 7 months but thankfully looking at being discharge within the next few months. Four weeks ago today, at...

Where do I start? Well I have now moved out technically..I live in halls as I am now a uni student! I cant believe I made it! How amazing is it!Although referencing is a pain..though I dont know how many of you will understand how much of a pain it is. I think its the bain of all student lives!My block mates are, for the most part amazing! Though one guy did attack my flat mate..when to punch her...

Its 11;34 pm and tomorrow I have my A level history exams (yes plural there are three topics) and all that is going around my head is stalin/truman hatred to each other krechnev brechnev and gorbachev with gorbachev ruining the soviet union with peristriker. The atomic bomb. The buffet zone.Then there is the 100 years of germany from imperial to the gdr with all the nutters who lead them in...

I'm like literally a weekend away from the rest of my life. My A level exams start monday and these results decide everything. I suppose to americans they are my finals before graduating from high school. Anyway if all goes well I'll be moving to carmarthen (west wales) to start my degree. It seems crazy to think that three exams will decide if i go to uni or have to resit a year. I am so nervous....

I dont know how many of you have used the comment swap option thingy but I have uses it a few times now have received nothing back. Now its not like I dont actually read the stories they send me or and i write a decent comment. And I subscribe if its a really good story and yet I get nothing back. Its quite annoying actually as like any other writer I want my work read/subscribed to or recommended...

I dont know how many of you guys have heard about the British soldier being hacked to death by two Muslim on the streets of London. Well apparently (and i have to say this due to them not being found guilty yet) they have said we need to get used to seeing this new state of war on our streets. Ranting about their Muslim brothers being killed in their home country and we should see more death...

Right i got a new story in the pipe line but i'm setting it in america so would appreciate someone to help me when it comes to areas i'm unfamiliar with and just general american things. Or maybe co-write with me on certain areas. Drop me a mail and i'll explain to story line and maybe we can work it out from thereMany thanksXxOo and check out my other stories please it would me a lot. Thanks xAnd...

right so the new comment swap thingy..Ive gone on it read the story they sent me and commented but they are saying I havent? what do i do to sort this? cause I'd really like to do another one but I can until they say I've read and commented on the other one! Really need someones help! also has this happened alot to others? and now I need to fill up the 100 characters again -.- hate this aye!...

recently all my ideas for short stories have been really depressing stuff!!! Dont get me wrong I happy to have the inspiration to write as I have no current ideas for my two main stories but seriously just had another good-ish ideas for a one chapter thing and realised how depressing it is...and also my twitter account is @EmmaJenkins7 I'll follow you back if you say you got me from here :) and...

Right so I have to short stories up, only on chapter long each..and they aren't exactly long chapters....Would someone be really awesome and read them and give feedback...the one more than the other. They are 'she has nothing left to give' and 'her safe haven'would mean a lot and I'd read yours too, any that you ask :) Thank you soooo much (if you do)and not I dont have to fill up my word count as...

So me and my friends have/are turning 18 this year and over here its a big deal. We have been going out drinking and for meals ect and there tend to be a huge group of us.For one friends birthday we went down cardiff bay for a meal and she invited this boy who seemed really friends and I got on with pretty well. Turns out one of our friends likes him.....He fancies another of our friends and I...

Right if this is long please dont not read it just keep going to the end.And before anyone says anything yes I know I'm in the wrong for the way I came about the information but now I know it I don't know what to do.In my last two journal I've mentioned my lodger being my best friends boyfriend....well he was using my laptop (again) and being quote secretive so seeing as I know his password I...

To those who read my last journal you know the troubles I'm having with my friends boyfriend. He brought her back here last saturday and cause she was in a mood with him after she talked with me, might I add that I had nothing to do with her mood, he thinks I'm turning her against him..........like I have nothing better to do!Well in all honesty she is getting fed up him and is thinking of...

So about two weeks ago we (my family and I) found out a friend of mine and boyfriend to my best friend was about to be made homeless due to circumstance that were out of his control. He has learning problem and is kinda immature but its not serious and not obvious unless you know you cant tell. So my parents asked him to move in with us and so he has.I know it was never going to be easy but I have...

Don't know exactly why I'm writing this if I'm honest....but I thought it had to be done. Don't know how many of you know this from facebook but last week end a boy from oakdale (near me) died whilst watching a rugby game. He died in his girlfriends arms at the age of fifteen. Now this has spread around facebook and alot of people are commenting on stuff saying how they didn't know him but RIP...

Whos up for a comment swap??I'll swap either Fallen Love or Broken Hearted its up to youI'll read almost anything apart from justin beiber* fan ficThe one has a few chapter so if yours has less then I'll read another to make it up :) and I do subscribe.So whos excited about the last harry potter film then??Whos going to see it when its realised?Hows your day been?And comment are appreciated...

My ex-family have just been so out of order the last couple of weeks aye.Right ex-family because my aunty is devoiced from my uncle and my uncle is my actual blood uncle where as she is my aunty through marriage. But she will always be my aunty. she has a new boyfriend and at first we (my family) liked him he seemed nice.Yesterday he came over and began slagging my cousin off to me and my mum...