So it's been about two weeks that I've known Skyler. He's this guy that's my partner for a History project. Lately, we've been talking and we've become friends. And the weird thing is, it's been three years since I've felt anything for a guy besides Tyler (I'm not seeing Tyler, long story, look at my other journals if you're curious about him) but theres something about Skyler.He's a writer, he...

I know my journals are usually full of cursing, and swearing, and humor...but today...I think I need to talk about that same old topic thats been creeping up on me for as long as I can remember. Tyler.In a quick summary, he's the love of my life that's gone. There was ups and downs, he went to jail, he came back, and was gone again. I don't even know where he is and the only thing I want is to...

So I saw this today, and I don't even have words...this gives a whole new meaning to What the FUCKNow. I know since you guys already hate me so much, some of you are going to find a way to bash me on what I'm about to say...but...HOLY SH*T HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAPart of me died inside listening to it for the first time, and I had to watch it all over again after I regained myself, and then I just...

I HATE SOME OF THE MUSIC MY F*CKING GENERATION LISTENS TO.The majority of it makes no sense. And if it makes sense, its about sex and alchol, or about something super creepy that...I don't even have words for. So instead of ranting about the sh*t in general, I'm going to show you one by one which f*cking songs I have issues with.Pumped Up Kicks - The first time I heard this song...I'm sitting here...

Okay so I'm listening to people rambling the f*ck on about this SOPA sh*t and crying all about "Oh they're gonna ruin the internet" "my life is gonna suck without twitter" "I don't know what to do"BITCH, SHUT the fuck up.For one, obviously no one is liking this stupid f*cking idea, so why the f*ck do you think anyone's going to f*cking pass it?And then theres the people complaining about Obama and...

So I've been thinking lately...I should really write a story. So I was trying to think of topics for it but then BUH BAM, that same wave of sadness came around again, and it's all because of Tyler f*cking Mitchel.Tyler, if you want to know the whole story check out my last journal, but basically it's this guy I fell in love with, fucked up, he went to juvie, I moved away blah blah blah. And I was...

So it's about 1:30am and I can't sleep because this is on my mind, and it's getting pretty obnoxious because this has been going on for a very long time. You're probably confused on what I'm talking about, let me tell you the story.So lets rewind about 3 years. I was in class, just sitting there doing my average thing, keeping my eye on this boy named Tyler I liked, who was actually held back one...