it's been a while but i feel i must express my feelings but not on tumblr this time. I feel really sad. Like idk i feel sad.Man, its been a while scince ive gotten on this website. I used to be on here all the effing time. I think im going to go back to that. This is a really great website.I became a christian :)its a long story. Something i will save for a story or something.But the poetry out...

so today is going good I guess. im happy that almost everyone wants to vote off Diana as president. She really is doing nothing to help. Why should the sophmores at Richmond High School have to have a president that is not doing anything to benefit the sophmores in any way, Michy and other people are the ones who are doing all the fundraising and she's doing nothing. but anyways... i went to go...

so, i think what me and berto have is at a pause again... or is just not escalating. he likes me and it dosent seem like he's trying to get at any other girl from what i hear and plus weve been doing things and knowing the person he is he wouldnt be doing those things with me if he dident like me. Hes a sweet guy but some of his decitions are really stupid but he realises it in the end because his...

So the night before labor day I was kind of crying because I really missed berto and i thought our summer fling was over...and Im not allowed to use the phone so i really thought what we had was over...so I went to bed crying and finally I went to sleep at around...ehh i dont know 3ish and then im waking up so im half asleep and half awake and i hear knocking on my window but ignore it. Then I...

Its the fourth day of school and its a friday with nothing to do. The first week as a sophmore went okay, could have been better. The summer was amazing!<3 Roberto was my summer love but then it ended trgically. I want to mend the hole but ehh... this guy likes me...and he holds my hand... i get away and he finds another way to hold my hand...and I dont have the heart to tell him that I just...

so yesterday i had to do a scene of Romeo and Juliet for open house. I was juliet and there wasent as many people as we expected but there was alot. I say it went preety well scince there was only 4 people who showed up for the whole damn thing.Its been a good day. Michelle and I got to hang out without having any akward silences. I think its just a matter of me being happy in order for it not to...

Word of the day bird dog....a dog used for hunting birds. oh my gosh i am going to memorize a random word from the dictionary everyday until the day i die! yeah im preety retarded but its not like i dont know it. I wasnt to advance my vocabulary. I strted doing this when i was kid then stopped. I came across a dictionary recently and i felt like beggining this again. It helped me as a kid and if...

So im preety happy today. Things are changing. Flowers are blooming and depression is fading. With everything that has happened im slowly getting better. I no longer feel like i have to wind myself up to do everything. My body dosent ache. my heart dosent ache! It started when I began to talk to Roberto again,,,wierd.My Quince is coming up in a week and now im excited after i handed out like 50...

Sooo I really hate velentines day. Roberto only made me hate it even more last year, He broke up with me. My sisters boyfriend,butterz, and his 3 friends Alex, Rodrigo, and Omar came over and they offered to beat the crap out of him...it was tempting but nah. We are friends at the moment. I told him I was getting him a valentines day present and well I just hope he likes it. He wanted a Bring Me...

interesting day...boring but interesting. Ive come to the conclusion that im an idiot for doing everything ive been doing. I have to move on with life. Achieving is a big goal of mine. My goal is to write a poem that will touch everyones heart. With metaphors none ca compare to and a poem full of imagination. I dont know what im going to do with myself. haha. Im just going to live my life day by...

Career path? I have no idea. My passions are drawing, Hip-Hop dancing, and singing, and writing. I do more singing and drawing than anything. I want to be a Tattoo artist but scince I was small Ive wanted to be a model. And I want to be a singer but then...I dont know. Ive been debating this for 2 years now...People pressuring me to choose. I dont know what I want to do.Ive been writing poems for...

So i have no idea what the date is for today. It's after lunch and all of a suddent i got real mad. I hit toty a bunch of times when he tried to get me close to him i like pushed away violently and missa was saying good bye to me and i hit him and like omar was playing around with me and i told him to stop. I dont know what went over me...i Guess its the jelousy torwards magda. I dont want to...

So i saw Berto at lunch. I was thinking about him and I was insanely happy. And then susana and i took a puse from talking and she look its Berto and i noticed the beanie he was wearing...and i knew for a fact that was him. So i just stared at him walking away contemplating whether i should go after him and susana was just telling me to go after him so i got up and she told me to run and i did...i...

guh im in computer class right now and i just want school to end :[ i dont want to go to my last class. that damn teacher wont stop bitching at me. ugh i dident finish ANY of your work because you expect to much from me... but anyways. i miss lizzy... and i was kidnapped today by my amiga michelle. she is sooooo hot :]] kindah enjoyed today...but i dident get to hang out with susana! ugh...man...

Okay. i started going out with this guy, Roberto, and i love him and hten i started going out with this one girl. As everyone knows its called cheating. and well we went out for like 2 weeks. and then she broke up with me. I was sad and relieved at the same time because there wouldent be this big weight over my shoulders worrying about when he would fine out. and then she started telling me these...