Now You Know Me

Fuck the stars i wish on shooting stars and UFOs. I gave up on 11:11.The smell outside after it rains disgusts me. It has a stench of worms and decay.I refuse to listen to only one genre of music, as long as it matches my mood.The movie Cars is one of my guilty pleasures, I can recite every line by heart.My biggest fears are something I can't even name. I'm not even sure it has one.I feel weird...
April 15th, 2009 at 03:01am

My Bunny

i have so much more to say to youpages and pages to say.to scream to fucking cry about for youbut i dont know how. to say themthey are all there, bottled upi just dont know how to put the pen to paperthis is all i can say right now.all i can do to stop the tears from spillingto a point where the don't stopi'll smile for you.jadenyou mean the world to meyou do you where my everything you really...
February 25th, 2009 at 07:19pm

Letters To The Dead

taiki. i miss you. and now im missing someone else tomy heart hurts so terribly bad.i miss him so much,and i know hes up there in heaven with you.but i dont want to be alone down here.it hurts to be down here.i know you are in a better place.with jaden and jamie.but i dont want to be alone,i want to be with you. taiki,please, let me be there with youi want your hugs and kisses.i want jaden to...
February 25th, 2009 at 07:15pm

Bored.

1. What is your middle name?Jonathon.2. What is your favorite thing to wear?clothes? I'm not to picky.3. Last thing you ate?green apple.4. One place you will NEVER eat at?Bob Evans.5. I say Shotgun, you say:I will not say wedding.6. Last person you hugged?Aaron.7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?hopefully my boyfriend?8. Would you date anyone you met online?Depends.9. Name something you like...
December 2nd, 2008 at 10:35pm

I Wish _____

i wish i could be sane enoughi wish i could be stable enoughi wish i could be strong enoughi wish i could be serious enoughi wish i couldn't stand youi wish i couldn't love youi wish i couldn't hate youi wish i couldn't miss youi wish i was what you wantedi wish i was what you hatedi wish i was what you neededi wish i was what you missedi wish i wasn't so stupidi wish i wasn't so naivei wish i...
October 14th, 2008 at 12:23am

Take My Heart

i am, so much of all of those"Palms start to sweatRight when our eyes metA glow in your eyesTakes me by surpriseYour smile so brightJust to say goodnightI'll close my eyes to be fairWhen i open them, will you be there?Break the silence we're not deadUneasy thoughts just cloud my headJust say to me what you really meantBecause all this waiting is so intense.Brace for impact as you start to speakOne...
October 10th, 2008 at 10:31pm

Rhyme my Rant

I need to rantA really long rantI need to make your dayMaking your day,Makes my day.This will be a rhyming rantOkay, it might not rhymeBut it may have somePoetic phrasesThat would just ticklePoets to piecesI am a poetAnd I didn't even know itOkay I lied, I did know itI don't know anything,But I do know, I am a poetMaybe not even a poetBut a rhyming ravenMaybe not like that eitherRavens are...
October 8th, 2008 at 02:25am

Dear ____

Write a note to someone, anyone that you couldn't tell in real life, about anything, maybe you can say it, but, you aren't allowed, maybe you, just, couldn't ever say to the person in the mirror. You don't have to put there name, you can leave it blank, you can have a nickname, or just the first letter. They never have to read it, maybe, though, you are just waiting, wanting them to, but are to...
September 16th, 2008 at 03:45am

I Love You All

WRITE ME AN ABOUT?"*laughs* what to say about this boy? hmm, well he is a very energetic and hyper child. He likes to kiss under rainbows and likes to eat candy. He is practically perfect in my eyes, honestly he is amazing, even if he thinks otherwise. He gets frustrated for taking so much medication and always thinks he is doing something wrong, when all he can do is right. He really does try...
August 23rd, 2008 at 06:18pm