How is it possible to not like someone in a romantic way, but still want them in all those ways, no strings attached? Or to even be jealous of someone you broke up with because you had no feelings for them? But still be irked after they find someone new so easily... WHAT IS LOVE ANYWAY?! How can it die so easily after being proclaimed? Is it just society? A false sense of what it really is, that...

I might be broken, or I might be just right without all the stupid things like success of any sort in the relationship part. Sometimes I honestly don't think I care but then I sit in the sun and daydream with all the wants one can think up. Planning out so many silly, stupid daydreams. Testing the waters of impossible love. Once I believed I knew who I was and I think I still kind of do, but I...

Heart races, I hate butterflies, want all the silly things any other girl could want, but I stay away, I shy from any and all that try to approach me. I feel like I don't have the right to complain and pine for anyone. But no one can stop the heart and body from yearning. SO the question is will i find somebody to love? And the song is somebody to love. I'm told not to lower my standards, people...

I'm finding I can't deal with people anymore. Everyone seems to be irritating me, I mean, I love them to death, but I really wish they would leave me the f alone. Maybe its the result of being alone with no one I really know, in a place I really don't want to be....I'm afraid I'm becoming bitter, at least for the moment. I feel as wound up as a squirrel, I can't make my mind shut up for five...

How am I supposed to feel about college? How am I supposed to go about things? How should I study? Where should I hide? I need advice, not general statements. I'm a wreck waiting to happen. I need courage. I need motivation. Help me please. I'm leaving my friends behind to pursue something I enjoy, but I will always love the people in my life more...I think I'd rather let them get in the way. My...

? I've been thinking a lot today, because that's what you do when you have nothing to do, and I began to think how all my friends are, and I began to wonder if any of my friends are normal: they're not. Then I realized there are no normal people in this world, just normal things and patterns.?And at my grandmother's my cousin acted like a typical teenage mail, in his own hilarious way, being a...

Ugh! I can't find this one song anywhere!!!! I was wondering if anyone knew where I could find this really bizarre, but funny and not at all sappy song about being a loser. I think part of the lyrics were "No I don't want to be a loser, but its just what i am." If anyone knows this song please let me know, or give me a clue! I'm desperate here!!! And on another note, leave some of your favorite...

I feel like these braces are never coming off!!!! I've been good to them, I haven't broken any, I wear my bands as often as I can remember, maybe not how much I should but still! I want them out!!!!! Ugh!!!!! Is there anything I can do to make the process speed up? I'm already a senior so I have a limited time and they were talking about probably being done with them this time NEXT YEAR!!!!! I'm...

I think parents forget that we're still teenagers; not adults, not parents, teenagers. And right now, at this moment, its all we know how to be. We go to school and they go to work, no one is not easier than the other, its takes its toll on both parties, and to do both, its a miracle they can actually do well on anything. I'm exhausted, I've been doing this shit for too long and its different...

Okay i wwasss going to do a journal about things the world could do without and thought better of it because my brain was barely working and i found significance to everything (except parakeets) so I'm going to do a journal about the greatest things we have, and the not so great things!*Paperclips; I was staring at them and realized that not only do they hold your papers together and pick doors...