I think about it every day, every moment.You must know, I am not a weak girl, just a weakened mind.I can hardly breathe these days and I hate that. I wish she were dead everyday- horrible I know. Does this mean I need help? I don't know. I just have this on-going need to hurt someone. In my attempt to shush this yelling emotion I hurt everyone around me- and enjoy it when I can as if getting...

Have you ever been nervous out of your mind?OOOOOH I HAVE!I am actually. My best friend and I are doing a duet together for competitions in the spring for choir. Every week we have to train for it, and I’m doing the alto part.ALTO!It’s seems fun, but any time I think about singing in front of tons of districts in the state of Missouri, I almost pee my pants. What if I don’t get a good...

Have y’all seen that video????Bed intruder song???On you tube??Yeah, I was thinking about that.LikeFOR.REAL.What IS with those rapists? Soon families are gonna be like-“It’s Timmy’s first day, Sugar Pie!”“Sure is Tom! OH MY, little Timmy almost forgot his taser!”“Can’t have that, Hunny! With those fucking rapists….”“TOM! Not around the children!!!!”Give it 20 years,...

I kinda feel a bit narcissistic but….Have you tried to read poems or stories when you’re sad,but the only thing you can do is write your own?The only thing that interests you is your own work,filled with your own damned pain?THAT’S ME!!!It’s called hurting people!The type that makes you feel like you’re the biggest baby for feeling sorry for yourself,but if you try to stop and think...

Me:One languageFlute drop out? We’ll see.What life?Amateur talents….Some of the many things about myself.Oh how Hollywood would love me!Right.I’m just an unpublished writer mostly seeking nothing but entertainment from her own work. Not even good perhaps. I can do almost anything artistic and succeed, as many could just do one. But what would you be? An amazing writer, fabulous painter...

What makes a person keep talking from pain?The sense of hope they have that maybe someone will listen?The sense of knowing that no one listens so you could go on forever?Hating the silence that might come if you fail to bring more words?Hating the way people will forget you if your voice doesn't continue?I could go on forever, but then I'd keep talking. The reason for me? I'd probebly feel too...

Before I say anything, don't get mad if you don't like what someone says. Everyone has their own thoughts, and this is thier journal, so don't go over the top. Conifence is a hard thing to gain, so don't brake it down.So anyway, I've noticed some things. Almost every poem I see is a love peom. I mean, a good one here and there is fine for me, but thats all I see. I'd just like to ask that maybe...

Sooooo I have short hair. Like boy hair and I'm a girl ( cutting it shorter). I've got confidence and drive, compassion and harshness, difference and dude, I've got the hair! But this isn't the movies, and when you say things on typing its just not the same. I'm the girl who can't speak more than her cloths other than when I'm angry. I don't do anything my age group does and I'm a huge nerd just...

GUESS WHAT?Me and my mom are still trying to find apartments in the city so that I can go to a magnet school (a school, in this case, that teaches creative writng and drama) ooooo I can't wait. My dad says that we'll be gone by winter so I'm hoping I leave by spring sense it takes him a season to actually do something. It would be easier to wait one more year to go to high school where you can...

OH MY GOSHwho saw at least one time the show Super natural? The most funny show you'll ever watch, trust me.Sorry, had to put that in there sense i'm watching it right now. Any whats, have any of you felt what it's like to be the last one picked, to be the one who spends the night before spending hours on a worksheet so the teacher won't look at you with pitty when no one will hook up with you to...

When Life gives you lemons make lemonade?What?Yeah, okay, but what happens if my lemonade is just a little sour? What if it can never be made right because some of us aren't freaking lemon chiefs!!Okay, I know there's no such thing as lemon cheifs but you see my point right?......I really don't know why I said that. But before we get to the subject, I'd like to say feel free to read my new story...

ORLANDO BLOOM!random random.......That's right I saw that head turn......Hello hello, another day another journal, and guess what? Best friends are hard to find....that's why I'm still looking ;D The world is a jerk and right now I'm alone in it. Ah, I like it better that way anyway.So what would it be? wearwolf or vampire? WHO FLIPPING CARES!!(....wearwolf.....)I've only read one book this summer...

Okay, MAJOR problem....So my big sister has this thing going on with this 32 year old man and she's 20 years old. And before I say more must I point out....*My sister matures slower than other people*She has bipolor, and this other thing I can't pronounce*the dude has a kid*Billy and Megan's age difference is older than my little sister*My mom is 39 so Billy is more in my mother's rang of...

Ah, journals. I'm trying to love them, but they just make me more open than I need to be. Sooooo I'm going to write about other things, and not about me and how messed up I am.This here Journal is about the WORST THINGS on the earth. If you think different then don't flip, because this is me and not everyone is out to get you.IN NO ORDER.....Guess what sucks? love, thats what. Nothing seems real...

Is there really a point in having online journals? I guess it's just me 'cause I'm not very open. I mean really, who whats to know about random things in your day? I guess if your mother died, your father cheated, your siblings hated you before they all got murdured and thats why it was your first time cutting, that would be a great journal. Too bad most of our lives have really sucky stories, and...