I haven't been on in MONTHS o_oSo when I put in the web address and mibba came up...I thought I was on the wrong site xDThis will definitely take some getting used to~ ...it took me a good 5 minutes to figure out how to even go to this ;~; No more journals...now it's blogs...hmm.Anyways, I don't see many people I used to talk to anymore D:I've been busy with school and...bleehSo here's my new...

Yes...I'm back online...after a very very long time >.<I'm sorry Dx I missed you all <3 And hopefully I can still find a select few whom I got close with on here ;~;A close family friend of mine back in Finland passed away so it was a quick unexpected visit back home, I had no time to says goodbye to a lot of people :IIt was a sad loss but I tried to be optimistic and make the best of my...

As the title says a chick today asked me all that.I don't mind people calling me pretty cause not to be conceded I kinda am, I know I give off a pretty vibe and maybe feminine...well not even maybe, I do give a feminine vibe...I care for my appearance though and my personality I know adds onto my feminine appearance too but that's just the way I am D:Like there, I have feminine features and I...

As the title may have hinted, this is a rant so I warn you~I dislike when girls complain about guys but don't even consider if they had any faults that made things go wrong >.>;See today, a friend of mine..wait let me fix that...a "friend" of mine was doing just that.She dated him knowing his reputation; new girl every week, drugs, and everything else in between.So why act all in shock when...

To start off....AHHH I MISSED YOU ALL! <3 MY DEAR MIBBA FAMILY AND FRIENDS! <3So I got back about a week ago from Finland. I went there for a concert and unexpectedly had to stay a little longer due to some family things...I guess o.o;But yea I didn't really have any way to get online much so...I just didn't get online at all x.x Sorry <3 But I'm back now :3 So talk to me allllll youuuu...

So before I get into other stuff, I'm still in Finland at the moment~And the Dir En Grey concert was...well...there's no words to describe it...but if I had to choose I would pick...A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.orTHE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME.I think it was the best...I mean I've been to other concerts but I dunno it's been a while since I have been to one...but either way, it was awesome.I don't have...

So again if those who are reading this don't knowww...I'm going to Helsinki for a concert :OSo my flight was yesterday morning at I think about 10:30 am and everything was going well I was supposed to reach helsinki at around 12/1 am at midnight but then my flight was delayed-.-Had to stay at a hotel at some unknown country,city, place...I dunno even know I just went with it :/I hate traveling...

So for those of you who don't know because you didn't read my previous journal with me bragging about it...but I'm going to a Dir En Grey concert in Helsinki :3 Uber excited <3Going to the airport in a bit, packing still...I'm like a chick...worrying about what I'm gonna wear...how I'm gonna do my hair...even though there's still a while before the concert xDDI didn't wanna leave this...

Soooo....First off I haven't been on lately D: I'm sorry <3 I miss you all, I really do.I've been so busy ;~; Mostly with this....So if you don't know them, Dir En Grey is an amazing awesome fantastical jrock/visual kei band made up of awesomeness.Annnd they're doing a tour Europe tour, "Paradox of Retaliation"And after going through hell and back I FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON A TICKET!! WOOO!...

So...I really really love cute stuff :3I love the word cute in general...anything and everything cute. People included.My friend sent me this picture of herself....and I fell in love with it.So adorable!! x3I...I never knew she was so cute o_oToo be honest...we've been friends for a while but...I always kinda saw her as something more...but she never showed any interest so I stay quiet v.voh shy...

Just a quick journal c:A friend of mine just joined Mibba.YAY! <3Meeting people online is nice and all...but having someone you really know can be nice too :3soGO SPAM WITH WELCOMES X3 Unfortunately I'm only one person...so only one welcome...I know there's a lot of you out there ;Oso spam away my dearrs~ SPAM/COMMENT RAPE FOR FREE! RYUU APPROVED. Have fun c:and don't worry he likes the...

SOI've been using a premade layout for so long I decided to finally put time into getting a new one c:and I finisheddd~! <3 sure it's not all that...but I think I did a great job on making it :3what do you guys think? ;OI'm still a noob at making layouts...don't think I'm going to make anymore xDD That was frustrating >.>~I don't know if this is just for me or if I'm going crazy or...

So I was doing some online shopping which I do quite a lot~And my mom was over my apartment helping me with stuff :3And yes "helping" as in she does everything while I be lazy xDIt's ok she know I love her <3but yea my mom took a break and came over to see what I was doing and I was looking at clothes from my favorite brand,"SEXPOT ReVeNGe" and she said"Hmm...You know you could be one of those...

So there was a little hangout with my friends today and we went to go play laser tag :OWe were meeting up with a few other people there~and I got a little surprise there...It was my ex girlfriend :IVery, very, very, very, very awkward. If I knew she was going to be there I wouldn't have gone in the first place.Harsh kinda of me I guess there's reason enough for me to think that way.Why?I guess you...

Soo....I did it. I dyed my hair. Again.xDForgive me I couldn't help myself ;~; But for sure this is the last time, the next time will be 2 or 3 months from now I promise :3I'm terrified my hair really will fall out xDDbut on the bright side, it looks fantastic :D I'm loving it <3see? I think the grey/silver hair looks best on me...And I love it the best x3also my my makeup is pretty cool to...

So as the title says....I'm going to be dyeing my hair again xDDI know I know I JUST literally got the pink in but...I'm not feeling it anymore :/ I don't have much that goes with it too ;~;Yea I'm going with a silvery grey this time :3 It's my favorite <3 Most people seem to like that color on me too~So one more picture before my hair goes bye bye :3Kinda looks purple there though....Must be...

So I got myself a new apartment, finally living on my own! x3Though I'm still keeping my room at my parents place...I love that room <3 I put alot of work into making it awesome xD It used to pink...My mom used to dress me as a girl x.x I can understand why though...But anyways yea my own place :3 Just got a bed put in too FINALLY. It hurts sleeping on the floor ;~;So last night I was just...

So I went out to a party and it was a more formal one~So I was just enjoying the party, talking to people, checking myself in the mirror, looking at my beautifulness, eating, and all that other good stuffThe this random oldish woman who I have never seen, or spoken to in my whole entire life of living comes up to me and asks me if I'm single o_o; Did I mention she was OLD? LIKE OLDER THAN MY MOM.I...

So I was out for a little bit today~Met up with a few friends and they had this girl I never met before with themannddd she started flirting and clinging on to me...which I admit was kinda annoying x.xBut it made me realize...I never flirted with a girl before xDMaybe I did without realizing it...but I don't think so. And even if I did it was probably fail...I don't think I KNOW how to flirt...

So today was just another day in the life Ryuu~ nothing special really o.oI went out with a few friends in the afternoon and we just went shopping and looking around.We went into an Asian store that sold a bunch of...well..asian stuff xDI found this cute little fan and I bought it...Why? I have no clue. XDI just kinda bought it out of..boredom? I don't even know. I do that sometimes...I just buy...