Been YEARS since I've been on here. Been years since I've written anything either. I had forgotten all about this site until I had a random thought in the shower about it lol. Happy to see some of my poems I wrote way back then were still here. I used this site to get through some of my darkest days in high school where I was very suicidal. Not sure why I ever stopped logging on. I wish I knew who...

So I haven't been on here in awhile, but this is a poem I wrote in like ten minutes. Tell me what you think or if I could make it better. And I am taking title suggestions.Staring into the glassthat reminds her of her own existence.Looking through her eyes,she can seethe world she created to escape reality.So far away from herself,but so close to drowning in her abyss.Lost within the darknessthat...

I just kind of threw this together in 5 minutes. I know it's probably not the best but if anyone has any suggestions or comments that would be great.Hey Babe it's me, calling you on the telephone.I know you won't answer because you don't care if I'm feeling alone.I call you because I just wanna hear your voice,but you still don't care because I'm not your first choice.I never have been, I never...

I just turned 18 and I decided that I want to get my lower lip pierced. I'm having a hard time figuring out which side to get it on. I've heard the left side is more common and others say it's the right. Then I've heard get it on the opposite side you part your hair and I've also heard whichever hand is dominant, get it on that side. People tell me to get it on whichever side I want or whichever...

Wow, i haven't been on Mibba in forever. I don't know where to begin. I've been so stressed out lately and I don't know how to deal with all this stress. I've thought about cutting again but I think I'm strong enough to not do it. Sometimes its hard though. But it's been 2 years 3 months and 6 days and I want to keep going. I've been stressed for many reasons, starting with my non stop family...

I think I finished it so I posted it. I just need to know if it's good or if i should fix it. It's called Pretty Porcelain Doll.Pretty porcelain doll sits on her shelf.No one sees her sitting therefor she goes unnoticed.She just sits therebeautiful but lifeless,wishing someone could hear her cries.She's all alone,no one to love her,no one to hold her when she's broken.Her eyes scream to be...

O.k. so i'm writing a new poem. I haven't really written anything for a long time so I sort of have writer's block. My poem is going to be called Pretty Porcelain Doll. It starts off like this:Pretty porcelain doll sits on her shelf.Nobody sees her sitting therefor she goes unnoticed.She justs sits there, lifeless.If only the world knew what she was hidingbehind her perfect smile.I need...

No not my birthday. I wish it was but anyway today it has been 1 year and 11 months since I have cut myself. I'm so happy. I only have one more month to go. I hope I can make it. I think I can. Things have been hard lately but I guess they are getting better. If anyone has read my journals, probably no one has cause I know they suck, lol, but anyway you would know I've been having friend issues....

I don't know where to start. If anyone has been reading my recent journals they are about how I'm fighting with my friends. Well I'm still fighting with them. We agreed to leave them alone but they are still harassing us. They are threatening us too. They keep talking about how they are going to kill us at lunch time. I kinda find that funny. I know they are just saying these thing s because they...

I'm so bored right now. I'm supposed to be doing an exam sort of but I'm not since I know I'm going to fail the class anyway. I figure there is no point in trying if there is no way i can pass anyway. So instead I'm working on an essay. Well, trying to. I don't know how to start it. Maybe you guys can help. It's supposed to be on the importance of knowledge and wisdom in a culture but i just can't...

We're still fighting and I still don't know the main reason why. I've lost my closest friends and I honestly can't deal with it. I feel like I'm starting to be suicidal again. According to them no one would care anyway if i died. My ex best friend told me to slit my wrists and die because no one would care. Then he said I'm the fattest ugliest person around. I've tried to ignore them but they keep...

This is just stupid crap so if you don't care don't read.I don't even know where to begin. Lately I've been so depressed, like more depressed than I already was. I'm so scared that I'm going to start cutting again because of all this stress. I don't know how to handle it all so that doesn't help. I've lost two of my close friends in a day, well more like one close friend and a friend, and I'm...

I really don't. There's this one friend, well now she's kind of an ex friend, and she's causing all of my other friends to hate me. They are all choosing sides like little kids. I mean we're in high school, seriously. But anyway, this started like a week ago. My ex friend said she was mad at me and wouldn't tell me why and then 2 days ago I finally got it out of her. She said she didn't like that...

I don't even know why I'm writing a journal. I don't even know what to write in it. I'm supposed to be writing stupid essays right now but instead I'm on here. How does that make you feel? Whatever. So anyway i found something to talk about. Awhile ago I decided to stop writing poems cause I thought I was a bad at writing them. I still think it I guess. But it's been almost 2 years since I wrote...

There's this teacher who is making me switch out of all his classes because he doesn't like me. Let's start from the beginning. I have had this teacher every year since 7th grade. He used to be my favorite teacher because he's the art teacher and i love art classes. He used to be really nice and want to help me out. This year I don't know what went wrong. All of a sudden he just like hated me. I...

OK where to start. I am having boy problems as always. This is gonna be confusing.I was with this guy, I'm not gonna mention his name, and he proposed to me a while ago. I said yes even though he didn't have the ring. I told him I would just have to promise him until he got me one. This guy that I was with isn't the best person in the world. All my friends hate him and they wanted me to end it....

Where to start. Well I guess I should start by telling all my friends on here that I made it a whole year without cutting myself. I didn't think I could do it and I did. I guess I should feel proud. I am mostly but there is still a part of me that wants to do it. A lot of stuff has been happening lately that has made the urge even stronger. A kid in my grade committed suicide 11 days ago. He...

I don't know what I am feeling today. It's been 10 months, one week, and 5 days since I have cut myself. I should be happy about that but I'm not. I mean I am somewhat happy I guess but I'm still not sure if I want to quit. I should want to but I just don't know. Last week was a good week. Like nothing really good happened but I was happier than what I have been in a while. I never get that many...

It feels like forever since I've written a journal on here. But today I am going to do it cause I just need to let everything out. There is so much crap going on in life.It's almost been 9 months since I cut myself. 2 more days. I hope I can make it. I hope I can make it a whole year. It's been a big struggle lately to not do it. Every night I am fighting with myself because I always have the urge...

I have been hating myself for so long. I want to be happy again and feel better about myself. Everyone says it has to start with positive thinking. So I got an idea. And by the way, usually my ideas suck. But anyway I got an idea that I could form a group on here or something and each day that you are on here, you have to say one good thing that happened to you. Like I hope you guys understand...