this is for anyone who reads vanishing act and is wondering why updates are kind of slow right now.first of all, i'm on spring break for the next week. i was planning on going to look at colleges and such but that isn't happening because my grandpa passed away this morning.second, i have a big project due the day we get back from break, which sucks.and third, one of my friends ( an online friend...

heyyyyy !!!!!wow, so i haven't been on mibba in like ... a year. jeez.sorry to anyone who was reading my stories that i stopped abruptly.school was hectic and i just couldn't keep up.buttttt i'm thinking about starting a new story ? - cough -frankiero- cough - ;]idk, i missed this place & writing, i feel like starting a new story.anywayshow has everyone been ?has anything on here dramatically...

a few months ago my friend's dad was diagnosed withpancreatic cancer ( i think i had another journal on that ).it's the fourth leading cancer killer and gets the leastamount of attention / government funding. so we hosteda benefit concert, with a bunch of local bands plus thesinger rachel browne. it was amazing. so many kids showedup, we had no idea how many would come and it was likehalf our...

=D i love not having school for 2 daysand gaining 23094823 pounds from good foodeven though the little cousins are sleeping overand they are so damn HYPER and i have to watch themits worth a five day weekend =]thank God for the pilgrims* points and laughs at everyone in the UK *eh but i have to go play for marching bandat the thanksgiving football gamefor my high school which suckscause its COLD...

my friend told me the other day that her dadwas diagnosed with pancreatic canceraround last week, after having surgery.it's one of the deadliest cancersbecause it has no symptoms,so by the time you find it it's usuallyalready really developed. thesurvival rate is a little under 5 %.his is already at stage 3meaning the cancer has spreadto the rest of his body.what am i supposed to say ?she's...

i was walking down the hallway at school today and i saw this kid, i think he's a junior, maybe a senior. anyways his face, holy shit, he could easily be gerard way's little brother. my friend and i saw him at the same time and she looks at me and we were like * spazz *. his hair isn't long, though, and he's, um ... gangster. hahaha he was wearing a flat - brimmed hat and basketball shoes /...

rant // the other day my friend said somethign along the lines of, " Live life to the fullest. Cherish every day like it's your last. Tomorrow you could get hit by a bus, and would you be happy with the way you've lived your life ?that's such bullshit. life is long. yeah, maybe i'm saying that because i'm a teenager, and in actuality when i'm eighty i'll be thinking that it was short. but even...

happy birthday frankieee. =]26 ! ( right ? )halloween was pretty good.went to a party, i was surprised my mom even let mego out on a school night. we ran around jumping fencesand went into her neighbor's pool, which was empty, causethey were away or something. haha it was fun =]today at school everyone was hungover and dead andhalf asleep still, lmfao.my mother hid the candy...

all time low's new albumis amazing.like reallyyyyyy good.six feet under the stars ( acoustic )& let it roll are my favorite songs =Di really want to see them againi got to hang out with alex back in feb.he's rly funny =]but their album is # 29on iTunes most downloadedalbums. they're gettingmore popular, i'm afraidthey'll turn into like fall out boy or something. =/

meh i cut myself ( accidentally ) on my arm and now it's all infected and shit. gross. i should probably go to a doctor ... ? it hurts like hell, too. i dunno how it got infected either cause i put antibiotic shit on it and a band aid and everything. o__0anyways i need something to write about. not a fanfiction, i need a break from that. i want to write about something real and maybe submit it to...

my story is new and lonely.if you comment iti will comment back on TWO of yours !* gasp *and they will be meaningful comments.and possible subscriptions.woooo.=]

i love the poem from that book. actually, i love the book period, it's amazing. you should read it if you haven't already. ;]anyways i'm in the middle of new moon. definitely not as good as twilight, but still intense. ahh bella is so stupid sometimes though, and i really want edward to come back. vampires > werewolves, obviously.aandd my new story has no comments. =[ferard / bob&delilah.=]

ahhh i hate it when you really, REALLY want to writeand there's something in there but you can't get it outon paper. gahhhh i've been staring at a blank word documentfor like 20 minutes now. fuckkk.my best friend called 2 minutes ago crying.he got in a horrible car accident. he's fine, thank God,but the old woman he hit is in critical condition, andhe's freaking out. =[ i can't imagine him ever...

so i haven't listened to green day in a whilei don't know why. at least, not a full album or anything.hehe so while i was writing my stupid lab reporti listened to dookie, nimrod, warning, and kerplunk intheir entirety. made me happyyy and reminded me ofsome good times. =]i can't wait for their next album, they don't havea definite date yet, right ? i was hearing 2008 sometime ...

23984093th 9 / 11 journal, i'm guessing. i don't care.my best friend's dad died in the towershe would have lived, he was going to godown to get something on like the first floorbut he decided to wait until his lunch breakhe was on one of the higher floors when ithappened. she didn't go to school today,normally she and her brothers don't, andnormally they come in the next day and they'reokay. but...

9 / 11 anniversary tomorrow. it's always so fucking depressing.there are so many kids at my school who's parent(s) diedsince we live so close to the city, a lot of them worked there.and then you see one of them in the hallway ... and you have noidea what to say or what they're going through. =[but it's mikey's birthday. so yay. =]

God, so much shit is going on i can't keep my head straight.first of all, my friend's brother died in a horrific car accident really early this morning.i saw the site, it was really bad. he was only 24. i haven't talked to her yet, i have noidea how to confront her about something like this, but i want her to know i'm therefor her. but i have no idea what she must be feeling right now. =/and about...

i know there's been a ton of journal entries about this.don't hurt me.all i want to know is whether or not shit really hit the fan hereor if it's rumors, or whatever. it's scary.so i saw this on my friend's facebook wallit's a comment from her friend, who i don't knowpersonally, but i know she's pretty obsessed with mcr.( since i don't know her i obviously can't ask whereshe obtained this...

gerard and lyn - z's marriage ?i mean i'm happy for them. really. if he's as happy as he seemsthen i think that it's great. but doesn't it seem a little rushed ... ?whatever, i hope / know they'll have a happy life together. =Dpictures and such ;http://perezhilton.com/?p=5020

ranting, i need to get it out of my system.first of all, my mother is fucking annoying me to no end. not so much annoying as just bothering. she never, EVER rewards or congradulates me for anything i do. she keeps raising the standards -- which i guess some would consider a good thing, like she's challenging me, but it backfires and in the end makes me feel like shit. when i got a 4.3 gpa for the...