Through Thick and Thin

2 Years have gone by since Zacky went into a coma after attempting suicide.
Ruth was at the hospital to be with him at least once a week.
Does her want to be with Zacky ruin her relationship with Brian?

I haven't really changed.
Me
I've missed my friend.
I want him back.
I don't know how easy it's going to be without him.
I don't know if I can last.
I don't know if me or Brian will last.
I love him so much, he's come so far with me, I think I really love him, as in really really really love him and i'm not sure how to say it.