I've got headaches.

I'm addicted.I'm addicted to drugs that make the headaches go away.If you knew my you'd know I get very bad migraines just about all the time. I don't know why. I think it's caffeine. Stupid legal drugs. They go away but I always fear my headaches will come back again.It's so scary. I can't see from one eye and I lost feeling in my hands. Like I don't have control over my body. Excedrin migraine...
June 14th, 2010 at 05:26am

I'm nothing

We're all just nothing no matter how hard we try. No matter how pretty you look or feel, it's not enough. There's nothing you can do to fix it, better yourself. No one wants you. No one cares how much you love them. You're nothing if you've got no name. Trust me you're nothing.I feel so alone, I've got no one. Someone could make it all better. With one smile. Wouldn't that be wonderful. I wish. I...
May 7th, 2010 at 04:17am

The Eyes Have It!

Whoa whoa whoa!!! I just realized something!From the pictures that I have posted on the website…. I have no straight forward ones! My head is always slightly turned to the side and I turn up the saturation so much, (or turn them black and white)so some of you might not even know what color my eyes are!!! WHOA! That is so weird when you think about it….Well I'm sure a lot of you know I...
April 26th, 2010 at 11:01pm

Question me!

Jenna (http://member.mibba.com/110101/) made me a questionare.yay.1. Who would win in a fight? Edward Cullen or Amazing Phil?amazingphil duh, edward cullen would be blinded by his awesomeness and die.2. If you had to eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be and why?erm, mushrooms, i just like them.3. What is your favorite published work? Least favorite?that i published? um favorite...
April 2nd, 2010 at 04:11am

Is anyone listening?

The first question I have is... why are you reading this? It could be because your my best friend... hia Jenna. or because you stumbled upon it and thought it would be interesting, either way your reading it now. I like to read about other people's daily lives, except when they are too perfect. If your like me, then this is the journal entry for you! I am mostly writing this because I'm pretty...
February 13th, 2010 at 07:07am

Is there a more painful way to kill yourself?

Time- 11:10Place- My bedroomSomething that has been bothering me lately, eating disorders. I don't have one if that is what you are thinking, I just can't fathum what would possess someone to do such a thing. Its probably one of the most painful ways to die, think about it, your slowly starving yourself, but I think the worst part might be to see the faces of the ones who love you, watching you...
December 23rd, 2009 at 06:17am

Slash. / Slash. Ha-ha Homophones.

Time: 3:39Date: December 4, 2009Place: living room. I still don't have internet for my new laptop.I was curious, where do you stand on the 'contoversy' of homosexuality. I don't think it should even be considered anything to argue to debate over. It's just how people are, its like if your hair is blonde or you have a widow's peak. I mean sure some lifestyle choices go into it, but how can you...
December 5th, 2009 at 03:47am

Panic! Questions!

I saw this on my buddies profile and hadddddd to do it!Who Is Your Favorite Member Of The Band?:Brendon UrieWhy Is The Above Person Your Favorite Member?:A) He's the best musician I have ever witnessedB) He's mother-truckin smexiC) He's so outgoing and wild and crazy!What Is Your Favorite Song Off Of A Fever You Can't Sweat Out?:um, Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for SnacksWhat Is Your Favorite Song...
November 22nd, 2009 at 07:17pm

Lies

Place- the living room, due to a stationary computerTime- 3h51 p.m.I have been thinking. How many times have you heard someone say, "I'm not emo!" I know i have plenty of times. Now i have officially realized those are the people that want to be. Well all I have to say is, what's wrong with saying you are... what you want to be?! Like someone who desperately wants to be a singer, then they sing...
November 21st, 2009 at 10:57pm

what do you think?

Time- 10:35Place- living roomOk, here I am on Sunday night, with nothing to do but be on my computer. I'm on Youtube, because... its my tube! Well anyways, I come across a video about scene kids, and thats hilarious because I'm not so sure what scene is... it's just a branch off of emo which is a branch off of goth right? So I mindlessly watch video tutorials on how to do your hair and makeup,...
August 31st, 2009 at 05:44am