First of all, if you're going to lecture or bitch at me leave now. Okay, now yesterday I bough some prescription pills from my friend. She really hurt her leg during field hockey and she was put on hydrocodone. Last year I took some with one of my friends and didn't even realize I was high because I didn't really feel it. So anyway I took 2 of the pills today in school and I was pissed because I...

As some of you may already know I have this creepy ass teacher. If you want to know more go read my last journal entry I wrote. I think there's another one but I have a million journal entries. So anyway, I want to know if anyone is going through the same thing I am, or if you have. And what you did to make it stop.I'm failing the class I have with my creepy teacher because I'll miss school and...

Seriously, I'm not even kidding.Me and my friend hate him because he's so damn creepy. He touched her once on her mid back, but he touches me all the time. Not inappropriatly but I still don't like me and it makes me uncomfortable. He shouldn't touch people because he doesnt know how sensitive people can be. Like me, I was raped over a year ago but today I still cantstand being touched aside from...

Today has been one of the worst days of my life- and for no reason. Aside from the day it happened, I was in the hospital and when my mom found out what happened today was the worst day ever. I got so angry at my mom and screamed at her in the car and I don't even remember why. My anger has been so bad and my mom has seen it yet she doesn't believe me when I day there's something wrong with me....

I'm so bored. I went to bed at 3 AM and got up at 9 and I've been so impatient ever since. I wouldn't be if my dad didn't get me something for my birthday. He never does but this year he picked out something and my mom said she's jealous. I'm dying to know what I got. My mom also bought me a 30 dollar cake. I think ever since my parents found out what happened to me they're spoiling me... I don't...

I am bored and want to read some good one shots. I really love Supernatural, the Vampire Diaries and A7X, so I'd love those(: But I'd read almost anything. I love romances and stories about people being worst enemies. So recommend me any story. Just don't give me too many.My birthdays in just a few short hours!! I can't wait. My friend just left and shes coming back tomorrow morning(: She bought...

Okay, so I'm grounded once again and I'm bored. Anyone have any good stories for me to read? It can be on here or mibba. I'd prefer if it wasn't your own story, sorry. I'm only saying no to your own personal stories because almost everyone thinks their story is good, right?Anyway I'd appreciate it(:And after this I'll make a journal asking for your good stories for me to read.In other news my...

I am really worried. My brother went to court today and they said we should get a lawyer for him- that is not good. They're trialing him as an adult! And also his ex girl friend is saying he raped her! I know for a fact he would never do that! My mom asked if she said it to me and not that I just heard it around school and I said yes.. She was so pissed! She started crying and saying she is...

Okay so ever since 6th grade I haven't really felt "normal" about liking guys. I always felt weird talking about them and calling them hot, I still do. I only really call guys hot if I feel pressured, or if I really really think they're hot [like Jensen Ackles.] I think I figured out why... I liked girls. I am physically attracted to them, but not boys. Like, I like their faces, but simply looking...

Luckily I am not. I was so scared I was because I went 5 months without my period then got it. Also, its obvious I'm not because it happened last October. I was really hurting myself and even get sent away for attempted suicide, even then I didn't tell my family and the doctors the truth as to why I tried to kill myself; I told them I was bullied which wasn't true. His threat was always in the...

Christmas went well; I got everything I asked for except a laptop.I got:A good cameraAn iPod touchAll 3 Underworld DVD'sTrue Blood season 1Make upClothesJewelryNew DC sneakers- they're a 10 in boys! They're fucking huge on me! But ah wellThe Vampire Diaries books.A bath set- razor, lotion, and body wash.A snuggieGiftcardsand I think that's it.Also I'm going to my friends party on new years eve and...

1.) My best friend thinks he's a scumbag. I know what she thinks shouldn't matter but... I guess it just does.2.) He's almost always high.I know he does pot and pills but he keeps saying he smoked crack... then he'd say no I'm just kidding. I'm really starting to think he does.3.) He uses girls for sex. As far as I know he only used two... but that's more than enough. He dated a girl, had sex with...

Last year I was hanging out with the "bad kids" and was smoking ciggs and weed. And that was it. After deciding I didn't like doing the stuff they did I stopped hanging out with them and often asked myself why I hung out with them. My old friends who I'm now friends with again said I'm better than them, and my mom said it was because I wasn't feeling good about myself because of something that...

Do you like them, hate them, don't mind them?(Yeah I'm kinda buzzed right now)Personally I don't really care as long as its no more than pot. I smoke it, I like it. End of story. Coke, X, meth ect. I don't and will never do.So what do you guys think? Have you ever tried anything and didn't like it? Or maybe you did?I'm kind of mad though because my frinds mad at me because I smoked. We were...

They both have the same name.The first one I never even spoke to. But I feel intrigued by him for some reason and I like him. Weird huh? Or just flat out creepy?The second one I liked all last year, and then would lie to myself and say I don't like him, then I'd like him again. We used to hang out until I stopped doing drugs and smoking so now I only see and talk to him in school and on the bus....

My teacher is so creepy. He touches me all the time and its just ew. He stands at the front of the room and just stares at everyone, more than a teacher should. Also, he acts like a kid! He's more immature than the guys in my class. And the oldest one is like 15, maybe almost 16. When people ask questions he doesn't even answer them! And today I asked for a paper because I didn't have one and he...

I'm really fucking scared.I might have cervical cancer. My mom is going to make sure all my symptoms have nothing to do with my period. (which I'm positive they're not. I had them before during and after my period. All month long and it keeps getting worse) She is going to let my period come and pass and if I still have all these symptoms she's making me a gynecologist appointment. I'm really...

I felt really good about myself yesterday. It's whenever I'm around my one friend because she makes me "dolled up" I guess you could put it. Normally I throw whatever on because I don't really give a fuck, but when I see what I look like when she does my hair and I don't wear clothes that are 10x too baggy for me I'm tempted to dress that way. But I'm too lazy to put the effort in.Yesterday was...

I like two guys- both with the same name.The first one I really feel like an idiot for liking- I never even talked to him before. But the moment I saw him I felt interested in him. Weird, right?The second guy I've known for a few years and talk to sometimes, not nearly as much as last year because I don't hang out with him and the other people I used to (I don't do drugs and shit anymore. Unlike...

When I was little I was mean to animals. I'll pull their tails and ears, sometimes even kick them. As I god older I realized it was wrong and stopped because I didn't want to get in trouble. Recently these urges to hurt things have come back.For example, I was at my friends house and her cat was in her room. It's really cute yet I wanted to hurt it. Let's not get into the vivid details. I told my...