New years is coming up soon, and I'm currently thinking of a list that I want to fulfill next year. For good or for worse, they may not all be fulfilled, but it's a great way to spread my thoughts out. Sorry, this is just random ranting about my own thoughts, so if your not interested I don't mind.Here's my list! Can't wait for a new, fresh year next year:1) Keep up my grades through the end of...

Have you ever had those random thoughts when you just completely go blank, about "what if..."'s and what it would be like if everything changes?For example, this is a conversation with a best friend of mine about random thoughts we have had in the past:"What if we all were bubbles, and when we popped, where would we go?""Well, to bubble heaven of course!""Ahahaha! Okay, your turn.""Okay, what if...

it's hard to know that you have best friends, but you can't tell them how you truly feel. How lonely I am despite my smiles and laughter; it's a hard feeling not to be able to talk to someone. I usually talk to my dog when I'm alone, but I still don't feel complete after. It's probably because of my social life, because ever since I left middle school I've been depressed.At my new high school, I...

Okay so if you don't want to hear about a young girl's love rant and issues I don't think this is the journal for you.Okay, well I'm typing this up late at night when I'm supposed to be sleeping soundly, but I was just thinking about this. So in two or three weeks, my best friend's birthday is coming up. I never admitted it until now, but I seem to be falling for him. I'm not sure if it's real,...

1. First Love/Cursed Sign of a SongSo yes, it's all in the title. I AM being haunted by the song, "Just the Way You Are", because it keeps playing in the radio every morning on my way to school. I'm not saying I'm going crazy and it's so fucking annoying, because I love the song, but the thing is my friends say it's "a sign." HA! More like a curse, if I tell you that! You see, this other guy is...

So I've made a "story" about love. Nothing like, "Oh my boyfriend dumped me and it was terrible and I don't know what to do," thing but what you feel when you love your boyfriend (or what you felt/loved about your ex) and even love towards your family members or friends that you really want to tell them but you can't find the right words to say them, or that you think they'll eventually laugh at...

There are many wishes people wish for. Me, well, I'm a total dreamer, so I have a whole bunch of different packaged dreams for my future.1. Once I graduate high school with Honors, I'll go to UCLA for college in the medicl program; I'll work at my uncle's building, only I'll be a minor-pharmacist there, in a different department (my uncle's in the computer department for Dell,) and once I get my...

Do you think its annoying when people complain about how they don't have enough subscribers or comments in their stories?Well I do. I know having comments and new subscribers give you that small lift of hope and inspiration, and it even makes your day a little brighter (or a lot, depends.) Seriously now, though, we don't need subscribers or comments. Really, creative writing is an art to express...

Okay so I'm typing hid right out of my iPad. Well actually it's my family's iPad but oh well. It's so quiet I mean unlike my laptop that keeps clicking and clacking late at night which makes my parents really angry I mean they don't want me up at 11 at night and still chatting online or doing some story writing but oh well.My best friend just came back from his loooooong trip. Welcome back,...

Oh yeah, I feel so proud of myself at volleyball practice today. I celebrated with some Mocha cake, Coffee ice cream, and a good ole' mile jog. Totally awesome :DOkay, so for me, Freshmen year is coming up. I'm not sure if I'm suppose to be happy, excited, or completely downright horrified. I mean, going to a high school with at least 5 thousand people of all races is pretty heart-attack causing....

I attempted to run away when I was around 11. I didn't wanna deal with my parents' crap about how they hated my friends and how I've made too many mistakes in my life, especially the small ones. I am not as focused as a normal person is, unless it's studies.I had packed my bags and laid them on the side of my bed, waiting for my parents to fall deep in sleep before I left. Apparently, my mother...

The pressure of school starting, and the feeling where you get sick to the stomach, flushed, and basically excited/dramatic about a new, fresh year.I don't know, I hope it's not just me, but throughout my life I was taught to give whatever I'm doing my best and to succeed. As in anything below a B, you will die. That's right, I've got 9 lives and I'm down to 5, baby. But anyways, I don't know...