Angry Songs: because they make me feel better

I've been listening to angry songs all day because they seem to make me feel better. I'm angry....at a boy. Stupid boy. I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it. Listening to the music and imagining myself punching him in the face makes me feel good inside. Is that bad??He's stupid and he didn't mean anything he said. I was just a rebound-- he took advantage of me and my vulnerability and quietness....
March 6th, 2010 at 08:17pm

FINALLY!! (story, MLIA, etc.)

I have updated my story! Chapter 14 is on here!! YAY! Thanks for the applause. HOpefully I'll have chapter 15 up sometime soon.I have recently started reading things on My Life is Average.com and I really really like it. It SOOO beats FML. They make me happy :)I am so annoyed with my siser. She is a brat. There's no other way to say it. Right now we go to the same high school. She's a freshmen and...
September 7th, 2009 at 08:43pm

To My Readers. . . (and anyone who likes pears)

I promise promise PROMISE that I will update my Glimmering Misery story sometime this weekend (which includes Monday because it's Labor Day). Life has been extremely busy lately, and it's hard to have time to write stories. (yes, that's my excuse).I'm eating a pear right now and it's really very delicious.I have open campus now, so I get out of school at 2:45 every day. It's AMAZING!! You have no...
September 2nd, 2009 at 10:09pm

interesting! very interesting!!

I would like to thank the 41 people who read or are reading my story right now!! YAY! I have eight subscribers so far, which is making me smile :) I just posted Chapter 012 of Glimmering Misery on here a little bit ago; 013 will be up soon hopefully. And for some reason I felt inspired, so I started writing a new story too, I might post it a little bit later though. Anyway, it's exciting.Today was...
August 20th, 2009 at 11:42pm

Sad Songs Make Me Cry. . . Every Time

I listened to the song "Boston" by Augustana about twenty five times yesterday. I watched the video a couple of times, then I watched lots of live performances on Youtube, and I sobbed. I cried and I cried. I'm not really sure why actually. Maybe because I can kind of relate to that song in a strange way. I also listened to "Sweet and Low" by them a couple times and cried.Right now I'm listening...
August 19th, 2009 at 09:11pm

do you want to hear a secret??

I stalk celebrities on Twitter. . .I have a Twitter account and I check it every couple of hours to see if the celebrities I'm following have updated anything. I bet that's really creepy. I just find their lives so fascinating for some reason.My first day of my last year of high school is tomorrow. We only go until 11:30 for the first 3 days, so it shouldn't be too terrible, I suppose. Ehhh, I was...
August 18th, 2009 at 08:59pm

My Day [entry includes: movies, shopping, new clothes, pajamas, school, story, brothers, baked potato soup, &c.]

Today my family and I went school shopping. I bought quite a few tops to wear for this school year; it was pretty fun but tiring. I got a 5 subject notebook for my notes, I've never used one of them for school before, so I hope I like it. I hate to admit it, but I am kind of excited for school to start. Ugh, it sounds horrible. I will probably regret saying that in a week.Tomorrow night I am going...
August 16th, 2009 at 05:58am

Cramps Cramp My Style

Ouch. . .I wish it was really cold outside so I could curl up on the couch in warm pajamas with a good book and a mug of hot chocolate.My insides hurt. :( stupid cramps. If I curl up they don't hurt as badly.My stomach feels huge because I'm bloated and I really did not feel like getting dressed today, so I'm wearing gym shorts and a t-shirt. My hair is in a very unattractive braid also. At least...
August 14th, 2009 at 08:36pm

I. Hate. Bugs. [entry also includes: breakfast, books, Shakespeare, showering, marching band]

Last night as I was minding my own business in the bathroom getting ready for bed, this bug (which looked like a cross between a lightning bug and a giant ant) landed on my hand. I shrieked and then got some toilet paper to pick it up and squash it. When I touched it through the toilet paper, I felt a really bad burning sensation on my finger. It felt like the bug was burning my finger! I'm not...
August 13th, 2009 at 04:22pm

Watch your step, I might just randomly burst into tears. . .

So today I was typing along on my miniature laptop minding my own business. I was writing Chapter 8 of my story on Mibba. I had just finished it and hit spell-check when it said "This page cannot be displayed." I tried to go back to save my chapter, but alas, it was gone forever. When I discovered this, I burst into tears.Unusual, isn't it? Yes, me bursting into tears for something like this. But...
August 12th, 2009 at 02:34am

senior year & future & to do list & resolutions

I'm starting my senior year of high school in less a bit more than a week [I really don't want summer to be over with already] and I've decided that I want to change things, so that I kind of enjoy my senior year. I'm not asking for a wonderful year, I just wish to enjoy most of it. So here is what I came up with:[a] eat healthier (too bad I ate pancakes for lunch) try my hardest on all schoolwork...
August 10th, 2009 at 08:51pm

Rain Makes Me Happy

Okay, lately I have been. . . let's just say not very chipper. So I was sitting here and I thought I heard the sound of rain, so my heart starts beating faster and I smile! It made me really happy to think that it could be raining [unfortunately it's not yet, but it looks like it will soon]. So I decided to write this journal explaining my weird thing with stormy weather: I like it.I love when...
August 8th, 2009 at 03:02am

I'll Read Yours if You Read Mine!!

Hey all. I have a proposition: If you read my story, I'll read yours! I'm looking for feedback and I want to read some good stories on here :] I have five chapters of one up so far, and there haven't been many views, I just want to know if it's any good! [it's an original story, all the characters are mine.]So if you would like to do this, just give me a comment or a message, and we can begin!I...
August 6th, 2009 at 10:09pm

Insomnia

Insomnia: –noun; inability to obtain sufficient sleep; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness.I guess it's probably not classified as "insomnia" exactly if it's just for one night, but I seriously cannot fall asleep. By all rights, I should be tired. I just spent a brutal day at band camp. . . it definitely sounds wimpy, but it's really hard work, I kid you not. I spent the last...
August 5th, 2009 at 07:03am

band camp & story & list

For all you 6 readers, yes 6 readers :| of my Glimmering Misery story, I will update as soon as possible, but that might not be extremely soon because I have to go to band camp later today and it is tomorrow and also the next day. . . yes. . . band camp.Anyway, Chapter 3 is coming soon! I have it written in a notebook, it's just that I have to type it on here and proof-read, etc.Alright, now I...
August 3rd, 2009 at 09:55pm